Not the Wrong Love

Peace and Comfort

"Okay, if that's what makes you happy. You want me dead? All right, I'll do what you want this second."

Several tens of minutes passed, the atmosphere became very quiet after Rangga's last words. The love standing behind the door of her room began to worry. Worried if Rangga proves his point. Oh, my God, for what? Why does Love still worry about the man who hurt her?

Love rushed to open the door, down the stairs to go to the living room but, not finding Rangga there. Then, he decided to head towards the terrace, hoping that the man had not left the house to commit a ridiculous act. However, again he did not find Rangga. Only the two guards standing there were staring at him in surprise.

"What's up, Miss? Looks like Miss is looking for someone," asked one of them.

"Ah yes, have you seen Brother Rangga? Where is he? Has he left? Tell me quickly!" With a panicked face Love railed against the two guards who made the two guards look at each other then looked at Love by linking his eyebrows.

"Sorry Miss, we haven't seen Young Master come out of here yet."

The eyes of Love faded after hearing their reply, "Really?"

"Yes Miss, we only saw Master with Lady Diana earlier."

"Then, where is he?" muttered Love.

"You looking for me, Sweetheart?"

Out of nowhere, without Love realize Rangga was already standing at the door and smiling sweetly at Love.

"No need to ge-er!" Love pushed Rangga's shoulders and gawked back inside the house. He felt embarrassed about being caught off guard still worrying about the man.

You idiot! I shouldn't have gone out and looked for him. I should have realized, it was just his tactics to make me feel sorry and tired to want to forgive him. Love continued to grumble in his heart as he quickly stepped into his room.

"Love wait, we have to talk." Rangga quickly banished the door as soon as Love was about to close it.

"There's nothing to talk about anymore. Move aside! I want to rest" Love said, wanting to close the door again.

However, once again Rangga shunned him. "No, we need to talk."

Love twisting lazy eyeball. "Hm, what do you want to talk about? I don't have much time."

Rangga let out a long sigh, "I know I was wrong ...."

"Good," cut Love.

"I've been dishonest with you ...."

"For sure,"

"But I have a reason why I did that ...."

"Yes, I know that."

"Hm, I really know what your reason is."

"Isn't he? Then you've forgiven me?" ask Rangga spirit. She was already convinced Love could definitely understand her circumstances that night. Why would he lie about his overtime and go with Agnes. Love is a wise woman, she can definitely understand the conditions that Rangga faced that night.

"No! Not at all." Love stared at the puffy Rangga making a smile on the lips of the man instantly loosened.

"Why?" ogre. He held both arms of Love and stared at the end of his wife's face.

"I don't think I need to say it anymore because I'm sure you already know the answer." Love brushed off Rangga's hands to free her arms from the man's touch.

"No dear, you just misunderstood. I'm ...."

"Stop! I don't want to hear anything else. I'mtired. Very tired because always, always, and always hear an apology from you. You don't want to be consistent with your own words. I'm just a woman, an ordinary man. I have patience and my patience has its limits. Now, I'm at the limit of my patience."

"Please dear, love me one more chance," Pinta Rangga by showing her serious face which was answered by the head by Love.

"No, brother, this is enough for me. I don't want to get hurt again after this."

"Do you love me no more?"

"What does love do when it actually only brings hurt. I made up my mind, we split up!" love is clear and clear. Making Rangga instantly also felt dead on the spot. His heart stopped beating. His chest tightened until he had trouble breathing right then and there.

"parted?" Rangga grabbed Love's shoulder so they could talk by looking into each other's eyes.

"Hm,"

"Are you sure? It's just a misunderstanding. Me and Agnes have nothing to do."

"Now maybe not but, who can guarantee going forward? You guys are in the same place all the time, spending time together. Are you sure you can forever take care of your heart? Are you sure you won't have any more feelings for her? No, right? Now you can't be honest, especially later. So, I just want to anticipate all that from now on."

"Darling, don't you believe in the love I have for you?" All sayings of Love indeed have a point but, if Love does not give him a chance how he can prove everything to Love.

"How can I believe that now you keep lying to me. A loving person is he who is created to give peace to the beloved, every deck promises comfort, his speech is a thread of tender love, and all about him is a beautiful painting full of happiness, not sadness, disappointment, and tears."

"I realize I've hurt you so much this time but, please darling, love me a chance once again. I love you so much Love. I can't live without you." Rangga intends to close his body to the body of Love but, Love encourages him.

Love shook his head, he put on his firm face, trying his hardest to hold back the tears that had been urging him to ask to be removed from the fort that was holding him back. No. gabe. She could not cry in front of Rangga. He did not want the man to know how hard it was for him when he decided to part from Rangga.

Love admit, Love is aware, he loves Rangga very much but life is not just about love. Why love, if you have to be hurt, must live far from peace because it is always haunted by the fear of being lied to and abandoned.

As a woman Love needs is not a man who only loves her but, a man who also appreciates her, considers her always present, is also able to give her comfort and peace.

Unfortunately, Rangga has forgotten all that.

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