Not the Wrong Love

Chapters 18.Lurking Sierra

At the time of the incident, I saw a firm embrace your shoulder, then you try to avoid, I already want to hit it, but I cob hold, but at the time of the hard will kiss your cheek, I want to kiss you, my blood went up so I pulled him and hit him in the face.

But I was shocked that time you were just silent, even when rigidly proudly said that you were his girlfriend, and insulted me you remained silent, she said, what is more painful is that you are taken away by even the rigid you remain silent.

When classmates from the beginning said that you have a strong relationship I did not believe in the slightest, because we still have a relationship, our story is not over...., but all of it is extinct

Well it's true that I don't know myself, I'm a lame who misses the moon, I'm a human being too confident, where maybe you who have everything can like me something impossible.

I now realize as consciously as you know, thank you even though it's a charade but I'm happy to ever feel loved and loved by you.

But what I regret is why you also have to lie to your mother and mother sincerely love you, as well as ica, how I explain to them that yesterday you were just a show to love me and them, he said, that's what I regret most about you.

For the next please stay away from us, don't you make us hate you more, may you be happy with whoever it is.

"Wassalamualaikum"

FROM THE ONE WHO LOVES MOE

It feels so tight I read it, want to immediately run and say everything

"Arrrrrggghhh" I shouted as I hit my pillow and broke my tears

I woke up when there was a knock on the door, after I saw the clock turned out to be 5 p.m.

"Astagfirullahaladzim" O Allah I overslept in the afternoon gini, have not yet prayed ashar, my head is a little dizzy the crying effect, I woke up and opened the door of the room.

"Why you, baby? " mamah asked astonished to see my eyes moist, "you must be crying well continue to fall asleep? " ask mama again.

Patiently stroking my shoulder, "do not cry later on added swelling of his eyes, has not prayed yet? " reproach mama again.

"There bathe first continue to pray ashar first, let more calm, ask God what you want" said mamah again.

"Mamah come out first well later abis you shower and pray mamah wait on the porch we coffee, mamah make fried bananas the same boiled cassava." mamah also came out leaving me.

I immediately went to the bathroom and continued to pray ashar that was almost left behind, right said mamah after my prayer was quieter and not as crowded as earlier, then I went out to meet mamah, then I went out to meet mamah, we spent the afternoon with mamah-made fried bananas.

Mamah did not ask a lot of questions instead seemed to try to open another small talk maybe mamah intent let me calm down first.

This morning the weather is cloudy like my mood, I also said equally mamah today I did not enter because my head was dizzy, I was,......mom called my homeroom teacher to ask permission to let me not come in today.

I also just slept all day, but still let me shut myself up, when I was busy listening to music, there was a knock on my bedroom door, males actually but from later on the mother extended her advice, I finally opened the door to my room.

"There's Santi in front! " my mother said as I opened the door

"Wait?! now it's only 10 o'clock how can you come here? " many wonder

"Where do you know! " say mother again.

Then I rushed to meet Santi, but when I saw that not only was there santi but there was also rendi kok can, I was confused and did not feel like I believed that rendi came here, usually if I go home I refuse.

I went back to the kitchen and found my mother who was busy making snacks.

"Mom.." said mom there santi kok not only santi the hell mom, it's.." I said disconnected.