
"I'm sorry I'm jinxed, I have to do this "my mumbling in the heart.
I also went to the cafeteria with a rigid, the same canteen when I saw us with a lot of people who had been whistling to see us together.
"Wow finally the prince managed to also hook the princess! "
"Ci limps broken heart dong! "
"I think the princess just woke up from a dream, or the pellet has faded! "
Such are the scorn of friends who are julid, sick I hear it but this I have to do for the sake of rendi and family, fortunately at that time I heard a tough conversation and dewo cs, "I'm sorry I've had to do this for a while! " my mind says.
POV Rendi
It has been almost a month since he never ngabarin me, usually even though we have never reprimanded, dinda always send a letter through santi, to the house was rare, too, but still the delivery of food and snacks for the mother was not absent, who sent the ujang sir, the mother was astonished to ask me.
"Sister....., you fight with dinda again? " ask mom one night, when we're done eating dinner.
"Why mom, why? " let me go back and pretend I don't understand.
"It seems that neng dinda has rarely been here for almost a month, the send is still there, but I'm also kangen same neng dinda, not the send."
"Sister also do not know mom, dinda also rarely send messages again, maybe he was busy want the final exam mom! " my mouth again
"Yes too, brother, will you soon graduate High School, brother want to take a scholarship where? in yogya, bandung or Jakarta? " ask mom again.
"Sister doesn't know mom, like ajakarta, let's stay close to the same mother icha"
"Indeed, the job still applies, ma'am? dinda aja avoid us, sister also do not know what one of the brother until dinda away, sad it feels this heart "rumam rendi.
"Try or brother ask the same neng dinda, do not be demed later even protracted longer the problem" said the mother again.
"Where the name is ma'am, at school do you know ourselves we never greet each other, but, meeting at home is also difficult to rarely go home especially if you know there is a sister will definitely turn around. "lamented me.
"Yes be patient" continued the mother again.
"Mother is losing, let alone me, "my ring.
"Did this relationship just get here??? , am I really a faggot who misses the moon, all this time just feel pity and pity for me and my family, aaarrrgggh "my groan while I ruffled my hair.
Perih and this heart tightness, maybe I can return to see his sweet smile that can make me want to fight to get his heart.
Like today, I also saw dinda sitting and doing his geography, then I also want to approach eeeh from outside crowded on whistles and menggeledekin dinda, he said, and it turns out there is a tough basketball champion, who has always been very often deketin dinda.
Usually dinda always refuse if rigid or any guy friend ngajak play or to the cafeteria, but today I see dinda want to be invited to eat hard in the cafeteria, it felt like there were a thousand needles that pierced my heart, when I saw them walk together.
Just look so it feels like pain to the heart, especially if they really have a relationship.
Especially after they left the whole class teased him and said they were a compatible couple.
"Company, hearing that this heart is more like slashed, sore." I groaned in the heart.
"Hi limp.. loe see it dinda same tough now, loe pellet has faded well! "