Not the Wrong Love

Iam Fine's

"What was that? What happened just now was a dream? Why do I dream like that?" Love took a deep breath and leaned her head against the bed rest with her face facing the ceiling of her room.

"Well, because I miss him?" mumbling again. Then, Cinta closed her eyes while twitching her forehead. Lately he has been feeling his head is dizzy. Suddenly a thirst struck his throat. He glanced at his empty drinking glass on the nightstand, then glanced at the clock that turned out to show at 11 p.m. That's a sign that he's only been asleep for an hour.

Inching Love got up from her bed to go to the kitchen to get a drink. When passing through the middle room, he saw the door of Rangga's room which was located under the stairs was not closed with the lights still on.

"Is he not asleep?" it was Love that asked itself. Love shakes her head to throw away her mind that intends to peek in there. "Bodo very! He wants to sleep on the cake, not yet, what's the problem for me?" Love continues its intention of taking water.

Still haunted by her dream, Cinta intends to step back to her room but, accidentally she meets Rangga in the living room when she is about to climb the stairs. The man was seen coming from the front room and is now standing at the end of the sofa with a face as surprised as Love.

Rangga smiled at him but, not with Love. Nervousness and fear dominated Love, as a shadow of what had happened in his dream just crossed his brain. At once also the face of Love feels hot to the ears.

Was my dream just about to come true? Is he going to do that to me now? inner Love is suspicious.

"Stop!" cry out Love as Rangga wants to get closer to her.

Rangga who was surprised by the reaction of Love felt rather excessive, by being forced to stop his steps that very second. He did not want to make a mistake and made Love grow angry with him. "What's wrong?" He looked at Love with his confused face.

"It's okay, just don't come near me." The voice of love sounded vibrating.

"Oh, okay. I was just gonna ask you, okay?" ask Rangga in doubt.

Love straightened her head and put on a stern face, "Ask what?"

"Are you in control of the obstetrician?"

"Yes, of course. Mother accompanied me."

"Sin fine. My son is good too. Of course we're good. I'm healthy and so is my son" between Love while rubbing his stomach that looks like it has started to bulge.

"Oh, good." Rangga smiled happily. He noticed the hand of Love rubbing his distended stomach. I want him to do that. I think he missed it a lot. "I'm happy to hear it."

"Hm," nods Love still with her flat face.

"You haven't slept? Why did you leave the kitchen? Is there anything you want? Em ... I mean, you and our son. Do you want to eat something?" asked Rangga expectantly. Hope Love says want something like the previous nights and ask him directly to fulfill it. Of course Rangga will be happy to obey whatever it is. Whatever he will do to get forgiveness from Love, even though later Love asks for something strange and rare. He will fulfill it. He will work hard to fulfill it.

"none. I just feel thirsty and come down to get some water, that's all." Love still speaks with a face and a flat tone, also without looking at Rangga in the slightest. He was afraid that he could not help his heart pounding if he saw Rangga's face, especially the man's smile. Plus the memory of his dream just now, added to the nervousness within him. Embarrassed. Shame on himself and shame on Rangga. That's how he feels now. She could have had such a dream with the man she declared she hated so much.

"Owh," said Rangga with a nod of resignation.

"You yourself why haven't you slept? We don't have to go to the office tomorrow. Tar you're sick if lack of sleep continues." Sontak Cinta bit her lower lip after saying her last sentence. His brain involuntarily obstructed his lips to say that. Now he felt embarrassed because he was caught still caring about Rangga.

While Rangga who was standing at the end of the sofa smiled sweetly hearing it. He was happy because it turned out that Love was still concerned with him.

"Ah, no! I mean, if you get sick later, you'll be troubling mom and dad. Also, the work in the office will be neglected. My father could lose." Love rolled her eyes, looking for the right reason to tickle from the mind of Rangga who might realize she was still watching the man.

Rangga smiled again, "Yes I know that. I don't want to get sick either. I can't fulfill our son's wish that I'm sick, can I?"

Love was stunned then glanced at Rangga at a glance.

"I was just looking for fresh air in the park because I felt cramped in the room" added Rangga. He looked at Love with a sad face just as the girl was also looking at him. Rangga was devastated because he and Cinta lived under one roof but, now must behave like two strangers who do not know each other. Yes, Rangga realized, Love behaves like this because of the mistakes he has made in Love. For that he will try to improve and redeem it so that Love will forgive and be willing to return to him.

"Owh," replied Short Love. Honestly, seeing the look on Rangga's face like that, made Love actually want to cry and run to hug Rangga now. Especially when he looked at Rangga's shady eyes, he missed him. I miss everything that is in Rangga.

However, the ego still controls the self Love. As much as he tried to hold it. He must be able to hold back his feelings. He can't be broken. Rangga would judge him cheap if he forgave the man easily.

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