Not the Son of the Prostitute

Forgive Me ... Kia

God ... Why is this so sick?

Why should I feel this?

When I just feel the beauty of love, why suddenly you snatch?

What wrong? Am I not worthy? Or maybe there will never be love in this world.

God ...

I feel so tired.

Tired of chasing uncertainty.

Continue to be patient and try to smile even though this heart screams.

Lord ... If allowed, may I ask?

Not many. I just want him ...

The man whose name has been embedded in this heart. Then, now, and maybe until later.

Lord ... Can I ask you a question?

How long am I like this?

Until when I continue to be tormented by my own feelings.

Feelings that will never be avenged.

God ...

This is really sick. I don't think I'm strong anymore.

Aditama Azkia.

"Sister's kidding, right? You're just gonna make a surprise, aren't you?" Kia refused with what Haidar had just said. How could Haidar possibly speak that easily?

Though Kia was very happy when she came home from college to find the man was already standing waiting for her in front of the gate. Unlike usual, Haidar wants to pick her up. Especially when he saw the man carrying a beautiful flower in his hand. The girl's heart was pounding even more when she wanted to approach him.

But, after knowing what the purpose of the man met him, it felt like Kia could not anymore, even he never thought before Haidar would say that sentence.

"I'm canceling this engagement!"

Duarrr

The girl's body immediately went limp. Kia tried to stay standing even though she had difficulty doing so.

"Why should you send all those gifts when it's going to be like this?" Kia questioned about the gifts that Haidar had been sending for her for the past few days. "Did Brother deliberately want to make me more tormented?" kia asked the man in front of her.

"Gift? What do you mean, Kia? I don't understand at all," the man replied with a confused face.

"Son purposely, didn't you do this? It makes me feel like I really love me. But, after that brother dumped me just like that."

"Kia wait!' Haidar pulled the girl's hand quickly before completely leaving her.

"What gift do you mean? Even this is the first time I intend to give it to you." Haidar showed something in his hands that he had prepared.

"I'm serious, Kia. All those gifts I didn't send them." Haidar waited for Kia's reaction again. The two girls were already seen glazed. Kia deliberately covered her face with her own two palms.

"Sorry, Kia, sorry ...." Words hang. Really, actually Haidar could not bear, but what else? He could not possibly continue to lie to himself as well as the girl in front of him. For him, marriage is a sacred bond. He can't play it.

Kia was in shock when Haidar broke off her engagement which would be held in two weeks. Kia really did not understand what his mistake was until Haidar changed his mind so quickly.

"I must be a dream, right? It must be a dream!" The girl hoped that she was dreaming right now. A nightmare that will soon disappear when he wakes up.

"Sir ...! Hiccup ..." Kia cried again, even now her voice was getting louder. Fortunately, they were already in the car, so no one else saw them.

"Why is my sister so brave? Why would you treat me like this?" Kia's world was shattered already.His hope of marrying the man beside her was no longer there. Now there was only a gaping wound in the heart of the girl.

"Tell me, brother? Tell me, what's the reason?!" insist on the girl because Haidar was only silent as Kia tried to ask her why.

"No one, Kia. I just don't want to hurt you with my lies." Only then did the man answer.

The girl swallowed her saliva with great difficulty. His throat suddenly dried up. The air in the car was suddenly congested, even for breathing it was very difficult.

"I know that my brother has never liked me." Kia closed her eyes for a moment, trying to control herself again which was in turmoil. "But at least I'm happy, brother. I'm happy with that lie."

As sincere as Kia's feelings for Haidar. But, Haidar until now there has never been any feelings, other than to think of Kia as just a sister.

"Trust me, if one day there will be a better man, who loves you with all his heart." Haidar held onto the two shoulders of the girl who was still violently shaken, trying to give her some understanding.

Kia nodded weakly. For him in this world there is no man better than Haidar. I just want that guy, not the others.

"You're beautiful, Kia. You're smart. Trust me. There are a lot of guys out there who want you."

In fact, Kia continued to cry until the car entered her yard. Haidar became confused himself, trying to wipe the girl's face with both palms. But, what's going on? Kia suddenly pulled him, sticking his front body on the chest of the man's field.

"Kia, what are you doing?!" Haidar tried to escape. But the strong grip of the girl's hand was unwilling to take it off just like that.

"Kia, loose! What if someone sees us?" Haidar rubbed a rough face. Not immediately released the girl even more close the body towards him.

"What are you guys doing?!" True, not yet Haidar finish his speech suddenly heard the voice of a woman who knocked on the car glass from out there.

"God ...! Kia ...!!" Airin immediately pulled her daughter over quickly when the car door was already open. Haidar straight flutter. He did not expect Kia's action would be in pergoki by his own mother.

"Basic, humiliating!" the woman said while looking at the couple who had just done an embarrassing scene in the car.

"Tante, this isn't what Auntie saw!" Haidar tried to explain, he did not want until the woman misunderstood.

"Shut up! Who let you talk!" Airin threw a sharp glare at the man.

"I didn't do anything, Ma!" Although actually he was happy if his mother to accuse me of all sorts. Kia hoped she would marry the man soon.

"Say, what were you doing in the car?!" Airin still rained down on the two with a sharp look. The woman was very surprised when she saw Haidar's car arrive at her house. Waiting for a few minutes, no one got out of the car.

"We didn't do anything, Ma. Believe ..." The girl approached the mother and hugged the middle-aged woman.

Airin looked at her daughter's face carefully. He felt that there was something the girl was hiding. Seen from the reaction of Kia who immediately turned her face to the side when the eyes of the two accidentally met.

"Kia .. What's wrong with your eyes? Did you just cry?"