Not the Bride of Choice

Harun Accident

I was getting worse when I found out that the doctor had removed one of my ovaries that was destroyed due to a violent blow when I had a miscarriage yesterday and according to the doctor my chances of getting pregnant again were very small.

After a week in the hospital, the doctor finally allowed me to go home.

He advised me not to move too much first.

I have to take better care of my health and not think about things that can stress me out.

Because my condition is still in recovery, my father allowed Mom and Aisyah to come with us to the plantation for a few days to take care of me.

I saw Mother and Aisyah amazed by the view of the Plantation is very beautiful and Asri.

They were even more amazed after seeing the beautiful house that Mas Ali and I occupied.

Mas Ali invited us inside the house and asked Bik Sumi to take Mom and Aisyah to the guest room. While I was on my way by Mas Ali to our private room.

Without feeling three days already Mother and Aisyah were on the plantation.

I am also recovering from my pain.

"Are you getting bored on this farm? " i asked Aisyah who was staring out the window in my room.

She shook her head.

"If I could be honest I feel sorry for the stupid things I did before" he said with a smile.

I was shocked to hear his words.

" He's sorry? does that mean he wants Mas Ali back? "my mind is back on fire.

" If I had been married to Mas Ali and did not choose to run away maybe I am the one who is now in the position mbak right? " ask me again.

I'm shocked.

Silently not answering.

He laughed and left me who was staring while whispering

"i was just kidding, ma'am.. "

After a few days of just being cooped up in my room, I finally went out with Mas Ali to the kitchen for dinner.

I saw Mom and Aisyah preparing dinner.

I felt jealous and anxious when Aisyah served Mas Ali while eating.

After eating Mas Ali drove me back to my room and asked me to rest, while he went back out to his study because there was still work to be done tonight.

I woke up feeling thirsty.

I saw the clock on the wall already showing at 23:50Wib.

"Does Mas Ali still work this late? " i am in my heart.

I walked slowly to see Mas Ali and took some drinking water.

Samar but obviously I heard the voices of Mas Ali and Aisyah talking.

"your coffee is very good, the sweetness is very fitting" said Mas Ali praising the coffee made by Aisyah.

My tears are unstoppable.

I went back into the room feeling jealous.

How they did this to me.

My mind cannot be controlled.

I really feel jealous.

"Which wife is unsuspecting and jealous when her husband talks, jokes, and even praises another woman in the middle of this blind night? both anyway?!" my heart really hurts.

I also recalled the words Aisya said earlier this afternoon who regretted leaving Mas Ali and cancelled her marriage.

I became convinced that Aisyah wanted to take back Mas Ali from me.

"Yes, what shall I do? " my whisper in a stifled sob.

I heard the sound of Mas Ali's footsteps approaching into the room.

I turned my body towards the wall and closed my eyes so that Mas Ali would not know that I was crying.

Not long after I heard he was snoring fast asleep.

Today the mother and Aisyah went home after almost 10 days in the plantation.

They were brought home by Mas Ali who also had to finish his work.

While I was back in the sulut of jealousy when I saw Aisyah sitting in the front seat of the car next to Mas Ali.