Not Hate, But Love

Not Hate, But Love
CHAPTER 9: EXPRESSING FEELINGS



Bima who could not bear to hold her feelings was pulling Ila into her arms, because of that Ila felt astonished.


"Ila, I want to tell you something. Please let me do this to you."


Ila at that time could not do anything, just silent confusion


"What's wrong with Bima, why is she like this?" ask Ila in the heart


Bima sister who hugged Ila tightly and occasionally rubbed Ila's head just fell silent while preparing herself to say her feelings.


" A.a.I like you" said Bima.


Ila was speechless swallowing saliva, her heart was pounding with shock from the statement from Kak Bima just now. Silence was felt at that moment.


"If you can't answer today is okay Ila, maybe this is too fast and you still don't know me too well" said Bima


Brother Bima released his embrace, then immediately held both hands of Ila while stopping for a moment


"I'll always wait for your answer Il". Kak Bima said to Ila


"I'm sorry, sister." (only that sentence came out of Ila's mouth, because she was still confused as to what to say. He still does not know with his feelings, maybe he is too busy thinking about his future so that nothing comes to him to establish kasmaran with others)


They finally broke away, Ila who continued to go home while Kak Bima went to buy something for her mother.


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Arriving at the house Ila knocked on the door and opened the door, Mother immediately hugged Ila


"You're from anywhere, son. Father, mother and sister are panicking thinking of you not coming home yet. Your sister called you several times but was inactive" said Mom at length


" I'm sorry ma'am, I had a conversation with my friend and when the bike trip broke down so we didn't want to have to take him to the workshop earlier."


"Well, you clean up quickly, eat, then rest" said the mother


Ila immediately rushed to carry out orders from her mother to him.


After doing all her mother's orders from cleaning up to dinner, it was time for Ila to rest in the room.


When he wanted to close his eyes suddenly there was the sound of a chat tone coming in from his phone. Ila took her phone and she saw the notification, it was a chat from Kak Bima.


"What's with this guy, I don't know how to behave with him anymore." (in his heart Ila expressed her feelings when I



The conversation between Ila and Kak Bima ended with a thank you from Ila.


Ila who was tired enough at that time did not want to think about what Kak Bima said earlier. Ila decided to just sleep. Tomorrow he has morning school.


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The next day, Ila left for college. When he finished saying goodbye to his parents, there was the sound of a motorcycle from a distance and it turned out to be the sound of a bicycle from Kak Bima.


Ila at that time felt strange and shocked by the existence of Kak Bima in this broad morning.


"Ila, you want to go to college, right?" ask Kak Bima


"I..I..Yes, brother." replied Ila briefly


"Let's go you're with me, I happen to have a meeting today on campus." asked Bima


"No, brother, I can take the bus."


Not much to say Bima came down from her bike, and approached Ila and pulled her hand. Ila at that time could only be speechless and unable to refuse the request from Kak Bima because she felt bad.


Finally, they also joined together to go to campus.


"Lohs..Ila, what are you doing here?" said Angga without looking around, but clearly seen Ila with Kak Bima


"Hi, no." said Brother Bima


"Yes, brother." answered Angga


"Well, will I take you to class?" asked Bima, without caring about Angga who was beside Ila.


"No need, brother. I say thank you again, brother for the bonfire." said Ila


Without a word said from Kak Bima because Ila has quickly gone from there because she was uncomfortable with the situation at that time.


Angga followed Ila at that time, and tried to ask her.


"Waah.now there's a new taxi driver ya." asked Angga while mocking.


"What the hell are you."


"If Brother Bima asked for a screwdriver you want, if I ask how?" ask Angga while staying focused


"Indeed you once asked me for a bonfire, it never seems to" replied Ila a little bit tart


"Yes, where did I take you. But if you ask me, I will."


"Btw, you are now riding a motorcycle, you are tired of riding a bus.hahaha."


"It just so happens that today I want to find a new atmosphere by riding a bicycle." replied Angga with various reasons that.


As they walked side by side, Mira saw him. It makes Mira jealous and scolds Ila even more. He thought of a bad thing that would do anything to destroy the Ila.


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They arrived at the classroom on time, the lecturer came after they sat on their respective benches. It just so happened that day they were sitting next to each other.


When the lecturer explained Angga at that time who often noticed Ila was looking at him agitated and daydreaming. Angga immediately patted Ila on the shoulder and she woke up from her daydream.


"Let's focus, her mother again mengjelasin later miss how" said Angga


Ila has started to refocus with her college eyes.


Ting tong.time showed that the meeting had finished that day, some students had started to leave the classroom but there were only 5 children left, Ila, Angga, Mira, and 2 other friends.


Ila went straight out of class without a word spoken in her mouth to Angga , while Angga who was cleaning the equipment on her desk did not realize that Ila had left her at that time, there is something he wants to ask.


"Hi, ngga. I want to take you to lunch." take Mira


"Sorry..Mir, I have business." (without thinking about Mira's feelings, Angga immediately rushed out because it was finished some he went to leave Mira alone)


Angga tried to find the whereabouts of Ila, he went around the campus and almost spent a long time finally saw the nose stem of the Ila. Slowly Angga surprised Ila from behind.


"Dorr.." (while patting his shoulder).


Ila was shocked


"Why are you alone here, you forgot to take me." (as if asking to dilute the atmosphere)


"I just want to be alone" said Ila languidly


"You have a problem, right..? if you don't mind you just tell me. Now we are friends" asked Angga while funny a little


"So gini..."


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