Not Hate, But Love

CHAPTER 73: MY DECISION

Ila was heading to her restaurant. He has not been in contact with Angga since he last met in the hospital. Besides Angga there are already guarding the two parents, he tried to avoid it because of the request of Kak Bima.

RESTAURANT.

"How was the resto today? ask one of his employees.

"Resto aman ma'am, our sales alhamdulilah increasingly."

"Thank God then" said Ila

"Oh yeah, make me orange juice for two. I wait at the table there." continued Ila

"Good ma'am."

Ila was waiting for Bima to come, because there was something she wanted to talk to him about. Then not long ago Bima came.

"Have you waited a long time?" ask Kak Bima

"No, this is also the drink has just come" said Ila

"You didn't order food?"

"Later on, oh yes Brother Bima want to say what? he said there were important things to say" said Ila

"Yes, I want to talk more seriously with you."

Bima's sister held Ila's hand and she explained all her goals that she wanted to propose to Ila. Then Ila was so shocked to hear that.

"Is Brother Bima sure?" said Ila while gulping her saliva

"Yes I'm sure. I love you so much and I want you to be my wife."

"Wouldn't we just do the engagement first brother, if for the wedding I'm not ready brother" said Ila

Seeing Bima Brother who kept looking at her without saying a single word

"What brother does not want yes, I'm sorry brother" said Ila who felt frightened if Kak Bima was angry

"It's okay with you, I'm fine if we do the engagement first" said Bima with a laugh

"You are very funny with your tense face." continued Bima

"How can I not be like this, Bima's gaze scares me" said Ila

"Oh oh yeah, I'm sorry. I'm just kidding."

Then Kak Bima talked about his engagement, how the concept was and immediately sought the need for it. The engagement between Kak Bima and Ila will be done in 1 week and it is a decision from both of them.

"What if I have to do an engagement, the important step is that I can have you completely Ila" said Bima in her heart.

After discussing with Kak Bima, Ila it's time to go home. Bima brother also drove Ila to go home.

"It has arrived, greetings to mother and sister ya" said Bima

"Yes, I'll say hi." said Ila

Bima left and Ila went into her house.

"Assalamualaikum" said Ila when he entered his house.

"Waalaikumsalam, brother is home? why the clock is coming home."

Yes, it was at the resto already in order all. Where's mom?" ask Ila

"Mom's still out, like to the supermarket."

"Oh so, then brother to the room first yes." said Ila

While in his room he was still pondering with this decision, whether he had made the right decision or not.

"Am I right, my God" said Ila with a slight hesitation

Suddenly came the mother who entered Ila's room

"What's up, son?"

"Yes, I was looking for dinner. I thought you were going home the other night, so I bought a little side dish."

"It's okay ma'am, Ila is also quite full. Mother and sister who eat, later if Ila hungry can make instant noodles only, said Ila

"Oh yeah, why did you come home so fast today? because you don't usually come home sooner like this."

"Yes ma'am, it was a job there that was done so I could go home sooner" said Ila

All in the chat, Ila also told her mother that she was proposed by Kak Bima. But Ila refused him gently and asked him to do the engagement first.

"What's? Bima proposed to you?"

"Yes ma'am, but I asked him to get engaged first."

"Mother, it's up to you, son. The decision is in your hands completely. Mother as your only parent will always support you as long as you are sure of it."

Ila hugged her mother, because she was very satisfied with her mother's words.

"I am still confused by my decision, whether it is right or not" said Ila in her heart while hugging her mother.

"Mother if you want to eat, eat there first with sister" said Ila

"Yes, I ate first. If you're hungry, in the kitchen on the top shelf there's instant noodles."

"Every boss." said Ila with a smile.

She looked back in her room. He needs a friend to tell him everything. Then he thought about contacting Jesi. He also sent a chat to Jesi.

"Hello jes."

"Hi La, what's wrong?"

"You busy?"

"It's me lying down."

"I want to confide in this, how about we just videocall."

Jesi happily agreed with Ila's request. When the two of them did a videocall, Ila told him that she had been dating Kak Bima for 1 year.

"What's? you are dating Bima Bima's sister. Oh, my God" said Jesi

"I know you are La, you actually like it to the boss sir." continued Jesi

"That was before he suddenly disappeared."

Ila told me all the early days of being able to date Kak Bima. Jesi tries to digest all the stories from Ila. Until Ila told me about her being proposed by Kak Bima.

"Oh my god, would you like to apply with him?"

"Yes, but I asked him to get engaged."

"Oh then, you're still safe La" Jesi said

"Safe how?"

The safe that is meant by Jesi here is an Ila has made almost the right decision, why it is said like that because it is arguably the most precise decision that is to refuse and end relationships with unloved people. Jesi knows that Ila does not love Bima, but she loves her best friend.

"Saranku, you go first. If indeed Kak Bima is not your soul mate, surely with God will be immediately transferred and come your true soul mate."

"Yes, thank you, Jes, I'm so happy to have a friend like you."

Because it was night time, Ila wanted to rest first and she turned off the video-call from Jesi.

"Why does my stomach suddenly sound" Ila said as she held onto her stomach

"Maybe the stomach is starving and it's time I eat it with instant noodles in the kitchen.

Ila decided to go to the kitchen and cook instant noodles only. Even though dinner for girls makes it more contained but that is not a problem for Ila