Not Hate, But Love

CHAPTER 82: FEELING DISAPPOINTED

Angga's daily life has become very difficult since he knew the secret of his parents.

"Are you sick?" ask Alex

"No I'm okay" said Angga

"You're so pale, are you really okay."

Angga assures Alex that he is okay.

Alex's phone rings. It was a call from Ila

"Hello."

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Is Angga with you?"

"Yes he's here with me, what's the matter?"

"I've been trying to chat and call him but there's no answer. Is she okay?"

"I see he's not okay. You try to come here." Alex said in a whisper.

Alex kept looking at Angga from his study. He was very afraid something would happen to him.

"What's wrong with you" said Alex, who kept looking at Angga from a distance.

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When lunch time has arrived, Alex invites Angga to have lunch together but Angga refuses.

"I'm still full, you can go first" Angga said

"You don't want to nitip something? let me buy it." Alex asked

"No, thank you" said Angga

Alex decided to go out and have lunch by himself.

"Today he wouldn't have wanted me to have lunch. I'm getting curious what's really going on with him" Alex said

Ila has left for Angga's office along with Jesi bringing lunch to Angga and Alex.

"La you go to Angga's room, I'll wait for you here. All right, I want to go around around here."

"Are you all right alone?"

"Yes I'll be fine, I'll call if something happens" said Jesi

He entered Angga's office. Ila saw Angga seemed to be unwell. He was sitting on the sofa, closing his eyes face up.

"Honey" said Ila from a distance into the room Angga.

Angga did not respond to Ila's words, he was just shocked and opened his eyes and smiled.

"I called your phone, but you didn't have any answers. What exactly are you?" said Ila while holding the hand of Angga

Angga just shook his head, his face looked shabby once.

Seeing such Angga, Ila found out that Angga must have a problem.

"Look at me" Ila said as she turned Angga's face before her.

"If you have a problem, you tell me the same. Not only are you always there for me, but I will also always be there for you" Ila said by looking into Angga's eyes while reassuring him.

Angga said nothing, the look on his face could show like there was sadness in his heart.

"If you're still not ready for the story, there's no need to be forced. Here I bring lunch for you, surely you have not eaten" continued Ila.

Ila also brought lunch for Angga and bribed him, but there he did not see Alex.

"Where's Alex?" ask Ila

"He was out for lunch" Angga said.

"He didn't take you?"

"She's already invited me, but I don't want to" Angga said

On the other hand Alex was at a cafe near the office. He wanted to find a new atmosphere, so he was not only in the office cafeteria. Coincidentally that day he did not want to eat big, he wanted to buy snacks there.

Soon, Jesi is in the same cafe as Alex. He was there waiting for Ila who was meeting Angga.

While Jesi was walking, the cafe waiter accidentally hit Jesi and made food and drinks also fall.

"Okay." said Jesi

Jesi was in pain from being hit by shards of shard while helping the waiter to clean up.

Alex from a distance saw the incident and he saw Jesi's face.

"That's Jesi, what's wrong with him" Alex said

Alex approached him and immediately saw the condition of Jesi's injured hand.

"What's wrong with your hand?"

"It's hit by a shard of shard."

Alex pulls Jesi into his car. Jesi is confused and she complies with him when Alex takes her.

"You stay here" Alex said

They were both in the same car. Alex is busy looking for P3K to treat Jesi's hand.

"It's okay" Jesi said

"You shut up, I'll treat the wound on your hand. Here." Alex ordered.

Jesi did not expect a guy who sucks like Alex turned out he had high sympathy as well.

"It's over" Alex said

At that time Jesi daydreamed about her kindness and admiration for Alex, until she had unconsciously finished treating him. Suddenly Jesi was shocked because Alex was there trying to resuscitate Jesi from his reverie.

"It's done yes, thank you" said Jesi with her misguided face.

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Elsewhere precisely in the room Angga, there still looks Ila who has finished feeding Angga.

"Alhamdulillah, it's over. It's not in vain that I cook this" said Ila

"You cook yourself?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Angga felt amazed and also touched by Ila who had to be tired of cooking for him, so he immediately embraced his lover

"Thank you" said Angga

"So too, because Jesi to the house asked to teach cooking as well."

"Then Jesi you live alone at home?"

"No, he's coming with me here and he's going around around here."

In Angga's arms, Ila was stroking Angga's back and trying to do a deep talk with him.

"You're okay, right?" Ila asked because she felt Angga was crying on her shoulder at the time.

Angga did not answer the question from Ila.

"You're crying, right? what the hell is wrong with you? don't panic me." said Ila while stroking Angga

There sounded Angga was crying, the sound of his mouth was heard in Ila's ears at that time.

Ila told Angga to cry loudly and let Angga take it all out so that he could be more relieved. Then after a long time Ila waited, finally the sound of crying suddenly subsided by itself. Ila took off that hug.

"Are you more distant?" ask Ila

Angga just nodded, Ila felt sorry for her lover at that time. He picked up a tissue and wiped the tears that filled his face.

"I will always be there for you, so you don't feel alone" Ila said as she wiped the tears from Angga.

Ila also tidied the hair and clothes Angga a little mess at that time. Ila will always be ready if Angga is ready to tell her all her problems.

"Thank you" said Angga

Just a word of thanks that Angga always said to Ila. He is very lucky to have Ila as his lover.