Not as Beautiful as the Moon Night
Wants to Surrender
... Like an unscrupulous woman, one-stop, one-room with a man is not her family or her husband. When it comes to looking that is not worth seeing, it feels contemptible and disgusting....
Julia ran to the closet to get a towel, and went straight to Geffie to put on a towel, after which she picked up clothes and pants. Fear mixed into one. But Julia tried to ventured, after wearing clothes, Geffie immediately went to sleep, without any burden.
“I have to go ahead or give up, if every day see naked people like this, I am ashamed of myself. But what about my dream,” her teardrops are not held back anymore.
Recollecting again about his son, who is currently taken by Kevin. Wishing her the best, Varo will still remember her, who gave birth.
Everything was clean again, Julia came out of the room, she wanted to breathe fresh air, towards the terrace. It was scary, looking at it from a height. But, by looking at the vast expanse of the ocean below, truly God is an amazingly beautiful creator.
Julia called her mother, not long after the phone call.
“Assalamualaikum, ibu”
“Waalaikum greetings, son how do you work today. And your employer is good no?”
“Very good ma'am, tell me the same Dad, here all good.”
“What pain do you foster, son? And what age?”
Julia was silent, she couldn't possibly tell her work in detail. Fatma's mom would think of Julia. And Julia will be sent home by her mother. That's not what can happen, Julia thought.
“It's already full of ma'am. The pain is amnesia. Don't worry, everything's gonna be okay. And don't worry as soon as Julia's gonna make mom and dad happy. Pray Julia yes bu.”
“Surely son, you do not need to ask from mother, because mother always pray for you.”
“Salam Sama Father, Ma'am. I want to rest first.”
“Iya, Son. Take care of yourself,”
“Iya, Mum.”
“Assalamualaikum,”
“Waalaikum Salam.”
Julia smiled, glad to hear the voice of the special woman in her life. And that was the only thing that could calm Julia's heart.
Julia went back into the room. Looking towards Geffie, who was still fast asleep. Julia immediately went upstairs. Meet Naila in her room. Because Naila also has her break time.
While passing through the garden beside the house, Julia meets Eyang. And wash it politely.
“Is Geffie asleep?”
“Eyang Already.”
“You're not afraid of my son?”
“A little bit, but I'm sure Sir will be fine.”
“Did he go berserk, or hurt you?”
“Not at all, Eyang don't worry. As much as possible Master does not break the glass again.”
“Thanks, hope you are at home.”
“I, will not give up Eyang, my family situation is poor. So have to fight to be able to achieve everything I want.”
“Mother is proud of you, I'm sure you can get through all this. Go get some rest, because in a moment, Geffie will wake up.”
“Good, Eyang. Julia back.”
Eyang smiled sambik nodded. Julia left immediately, she wanted to rest because she was tired of the work that had just been done.
Julia immediately rested, without waiting for a long time immediately fell asleep.
Maybe it can't be perfect, his life will start from that house. Endure or surrender, that is the choice for julia.
●●●
“You why Nak?”
“Mama, where's Pa? How long it went.”
“Mama you work, make money to buy milk Varo.” Kevin replied trying to calm Varo down.
“But, Varo wants to see Mama, Pa. Who works Papa alone, Mama nemani Varo.” Said Varo in a whining voice, because he wanted to cry.
“How about we buy mobi-mobilan.” Convince Kevin, switch the conversation.
“Bby, Pa?”
“Bby dong,”
“Ayok,” Varo very happy, but somehow survive how many days not to look for his mother.
Kevin escorts Varo to the toy. Buy mobis, to make Varo's heart happy.
“You will stay with Papa, and Papa make sure you will forget your Mama,” Inner Kevin. With a cynical smile.
The man who separated the child from his mother, was, a man who could not appreciate women, did not remember who had given birth to Varo. Varo's life changes due to Kevin's mistake of taking a unilateral decision. Not realizing his own mistakes. More selfish than talking well.
After being satisfied playing his cars, Varo again cried. Kevin was confused. Come Anisa's mother, who helped calm Varo down. Tired of crying, Varo fell asleep.
Kevin was calmer. He still does not realize, if a complete family is the desire of every child. Young children better understand the condition of parents, although it is not told what the problems in the household of both parents, but, he is more sensitive to all circumstances.
Divorce, the word most hated, wreaked havoc between two families. Break up family relationships, and eventually become a difficult hostility to fix. If the existing problems can be fixed, then fix, if it can not be repaired, make a lesson for the future later, so as not to fail again.
“Why should you pick up Varo?”
“Because I don't want to lose it,”
“Mom knows it, but who will babysit it? I can't keep Varo all day.” Said Anisa's mother, looks not like.
“Let Kevin pay people, because for Kevin, Varo is Kevin's only property. “
“What?” his face was full of question marks.
“Mother do not need to be angry, for the good of mother as well, let Varo not trouble mother.”
“Not a troublesome problem, but Varo won't be at home for long here.”
“You are here or at his house, just like mom, especially Julia does not exist. Varo lives with his grandmother as well.” They both argue over Varo's problems. Varo is more often with Julia, and there is no time for Kevin to help take care of Varo.
“But, Varo is more at home with Mother Fatma.” Said Anisa's mother with an annoyed face.
“That means, Julia's mother is more considerate and understands the same little boy.” Kevin replied, a little angry.
“You think I don't love Varo, just talk. “
“Bu, kevin wants a break. Capek.” Not yet answered by Anisa's mother, kevin went straight into the room.
A moment of pleasure, and now turned to anxiety. Kevin is anxious to think of Varo, who is closer to Julia. Kevin is afraid that Varo is sick for not meeting Julia. But, kevin did not want to make peace with Julia, who was considered to have spent his money, and left a debt for him.
In other places, Julia was frightened until her body shook, no matter what happened, making her unable to stand up and feeling terrified.
