Not as Beautiful as the Moon Night
There's Still Love
It will not be easy to forget the journey of love that is not for a moment. It's not as easy as turning your hand. There will be heartache and disappointment, even though the mouth keeps saying I'm not in love.
The female voice, soft-sounding, made the heart beat unreasonable. Julia immediately decided on her call. Pain, even though it says it will close the heart and forget it.
Julia's still breathing, she's kind of claustrophobic. Suddenly his phone rang. See whose call.
“Kevin,” confused what to say if the woman who received the call spoke. But, Julia remembers Varo, the goal of calling for Varo. Julia will soon receive.
“What's up?” Ask a short, ketus. A familiar voice, Kevin's voice.
“I want to talk to Varo,” Julia replied.
“Still remember you to call Varo, he has forgotten. Don't bother anymore.”
“Mas thought I forgot, I will continue to love Varo. Mas wrong, why take Varo from my life.”
“You think I'll let my son in your mother's custody, won't I let him lose his parents' affection.”
“Mas, don't be a little mean to my parents, he loves my son very much. I work for Varo,”
“Working as a helper, whose lifetime will not be able to give the best to Varo.” Answer cynically.
“It's up to you to judge what I'm like. For sure my salary is greater than your salary.” Julia was upset.
“Hahahaha, where there is a big salary for Junior High graduates like you, if not sell yourself,”
“Quite mas, you continue to insult me, not you who regulate my fortune, but god.you can insult me, I will gladly accept it. My goal was to call just to talk to Varo.”
“Reality, not insulting you. It's just a wonder time says his salary is bigger than mine. Varo is not there, two are asleep. You don't need to find Varo, two are already happy with his new family.”
“Crude you, Mas. Well I won't force, enough you know, I've sent money to Varo. I think that's enough for his snacks. One day Varo will find me by himself. What you did I will never forget Mas.”
Julia immediately disconnected her phone call. He immediately cried, recalling the words spoken from Kevin's mouth. It was not the defense but the pain that continued to torment him. No one was able to calm him down, except for Varo, his greatest strength, but right now Varo was far away from him.
The night had grown, making Julia unable to close her eyes. Julia came out of the room, opened Geffie's room door. Because of her slumber, Julia closed Geffie's room again. The outside two are bright, the moonlight is very bright. Julia sat on the porch. There was the sound of the waves so loud. Come and go and change.
“My life is not as beautiful as the moon, can not illuminate my family's life, I can not do anything at this time, except surrender to your destiny, Robby. I can look strong, convince my heart to stay strong, but I am also an ordinary human being who is tired and needs a backrest. Mas, you easily forget our love history, and prefer to forget me, without having to fight for me. If only Mas, you were in my position, surely you would be destroyed like me at this moment. Calm the Servant of God, the Servant wants to be a strong woman, as when the Servant advises the young Lord Geffie.”
Julia's cry grew increasingly broken, she continued to weep for her destiny, remembering Varo, her baby that had unconsciously escaped her grasp.
When all went away and away, Julia struggled to get up for her future. And to take Varo back.
“You why Jul?” eyang's voice suddenly startled Julia.
“Eh, Eyang.” Julia immediately wiped her tears and stood up.
“What's up? Why did you sob. Is there a problem you are facing?”
“Sorry Eyang, actually being the caretaker of the young Lord and advising the young master, is more trouble. It's just that I'm trying hard and trying to be a good nun for the young master.”
Eyang told Julia to sit nearby. Holding Julia's hand is like talking to your own child.
“Actually I just got divorced from Eyang's husband. My son was taken by husband.” Julia told me all about her family problems. You can not bear to hear the story of Julia, who was despised and considered untrue by her own husband.
“i poor Eyang, already careful, fear wrong and finally let others down. But, I was always wrong in the eyes of my husband and family-in-law.”
“You are patient, prove that you are capable, and can stand alone without the help of your husband. Whatever you face, live. Life is like flowing water, though it turns dirty and murky, but it will still flow. And will turn to clear again.”
“Thank you Eyang, have given spirit. Ever since confused thinking about my fate, afraid of losing his only child.” Julia is calmer.
“don't worry, your son will still remember, and someday he will know the truth. So stop thinking about the no-no.” Eyang's advice, while stroking Julia's head.
“Eyang strong and great female figure, another one, good to me and to another.”
“We must love one another. Help each other, let alone we are the same women. Now go to sleep, tomorrow Geffie will wake up early to take you to the beach.”
“Good Eyang, once again thanks,”
“Iya,” he replied with a sincere smile, at first his heart loves others.
When he left, he went back to his room and rested. So did Julia, she immediately rested and went to sleep. Despite the difficulty of sleeping, Julia kept her eyes closed.
The clock shows at 04:00, Julia immediately woke up, after bathing and praying, Julia immediately cleaned her own room and then cleaned Geffie's room, tidying the clothes that were irregular in Geffie's closet. And prepare clothes that will go to the beach. When she's ready, Julia goes out to meet Naila.
“Nai,” call Julia.
Naila turned her head, surprised to see Julia's eyes swollen, because last night was a manic.
“You???” Naila did not continue her question
“Gagal, I didn't talk to Varo. Mas Kevin forbid it.” Julia.
“Barthy men. Unsane the Kevin is yes,” Naila said angrily.
“I will try to be patient, hopefully what happened to my life, does not become a painful reply to the life of Mas Kevin. I'm trying to accept, even though I'm devastated, and it looks like Mas Kevin is remarried,”
“Whataa??? Who really are you?.”
“Iya, last night when I called, the first female lifter,” Julia replied quietly. There was sadness still enveloping on Julia's face.
“You must be strong and believe, all there will be happy times.”
“Still Nai.”
“Sama-sama,”
