Not as Beautiful as the Moon Night
You've Hurt Me Many times
Over and over, feeling the pain. Feelings that are in the game, unheeded are like begging for Happiness. Sweet to throw away.
“Mas, why did you teach Varo a lie? Why did you lay all the blame on me? You really hurt me.” Julia was upset, in a loud tone, she spoke to Kevin.
“You no longer need to come to Varo's life. Look, he's happy with mom. Varo has accepted Dian as your replacement.” Kevin's reply was calm, making Julia hurt.
“He's my son, what right do you have to forbid me to meet Varo? Do you only wish the money would reach you?” Accuse Julia, for being upset with Kevin's words.
“More precisely like that. Let you pay for what you spent all this time.” Answer cynically.
“You're the head of the family, the money you gave me, you shouldn't have brought up any more. But it's okay, hopefully you'll be more successful, I'll meet Varo's needs every month. And you, just focus on shopping your new wife.” Julia said, then got into the taxi.
Naila did not think through Kevin's words. He can't get angry or fight Kevin either. Because it's Kevin and Julia's personal matter. But from the words of Kevin, it has proven, that Kevin, the man who wants to win alone.
Naila never failed to marry, but not as bitter as Julia. Naila divorced because her husband went to work abroad, and remarried. Lucky still not to be gifted a child. So there is no burden between Naila and her husband.
Unlike Julia, who already has children, the divorce will bring wounds throughout her life. He will continue to be burdened for not having any rights over Varo.
A long journey still. Varo will understand if he is an adult. But, his parents will not know, what the growth and development of Varo. Being selfish or submissive, only time can answer all.
Julia was crying incessantly. Feels claustrophobic in his chest, his life is not completely perfect. Although the money he holds is a lot, but, Julia is not happy. His son he can't reach, can't hug. The little boy who has been poisoned in his mind, making Julia must be far from her own son.
“You must be patient, if you continue to be sad, you will never win. Show that you can take Varo back. But, you have to work hard first.”
“You're right, Nai. I have to take custody of Varo again. Now I will focus on working, for the future of Varo and my parents.”
“I'm sure you can.”
“Thank you, you want to strengthen me.”
“Sama-sama. You call Irwan first. We better get home early. No need to spend the night.”
“Good.” Answer Naila.
Julia called Irwan, to order a Surabaya-Bali plane. Julia asked for permission for two days. But, things were different, which Julia expected did not match what was planned. It turns out that Varo doesn't want to be with Julia. He chose to stay away, going with Kevin and his new wife.
Julia took her cell phone. He sent a message to Kevin. It feels like Julia wants to take out the uneg-uneg that has been on her mind since.
(Now I have you destroyed. But you lied to me. I will not forget and will continue to imprint on my memory. How I was tormented. You're breaking me down. Restless my heart, helpless, I want to forget the events of today. I want to be happy. The pledge you say is just a false speech. You say our love is eternal, but it turns out you destroyed it yourself.
Don't ever hope, I'll never look for you again. Someday karma will come to greet you, and your parents.
I'm not cursing, but what happened to my life, you completely destroyed it.)
“You're serious once, again what?” Naila's question surprised Julia.
“I again sent a message to Kevin,” Julia replied, while observing her phone
“For what?” Naila asked, not liking if Julia still cares about Kevin.
“I have to get all the bugs out of this head, so my chest doesn't hurt. If I'm still pendam, until anytime not finished-finished.”
“But do not make an excuse to continue to do uneg-uneg. You can't even move on.” Ledek Naila, while entertaining Julia.
“Who knows, let alone the handsome Kevin,” Naila nudged Julia's arm.
“Yeah, you are very chatty yes, already there quick shower.” Julia pushes Naila's body.
“Crue? Eman is the same Kevin because handsome, hehe “ Goda Naila, then stand up and go straight into the bathroom. I have to get ready for the airport.
They are ready to go back to Bali. With a nine-night flight schedule.
It feels hard to step up, but Julia has to go. Not because I don't care, nor do I want to be with Varo. Things make Julia have to go. A mother who is forced to leave her baby, a person who pretends to be strong with the situation he faces.
The plane was flying high in space. The clear drops kept flowing on Julia's cheeks. Naila, letting Julia cry, takes time, and it's not easy. Naila just held Julia's hand.
The plane landed at Ngurah Rai International Airport. All passengers disembarked, stepping away at their respective destinations. The two of them went straight to the parking lot, which Irwan had picked up.
When Irwan saw Julia's eyes, he rubbed. Irwan was surprised, then approached Julia.
“You why Jul?” Ask Irwan worriedly.
“It's okay.” Julia answered briefly.
“But your eyes?” attentively.
“I just flickering.” Julia answered and entered the car, which was usually used by servants.
Naila was silent, there was no way Julia told what happened, she was not a woman who used to reveal the secrets of her life.
Irwan came in, he didn't ask much more. Irwan is worried about Julia.
Arriving at the villa, they immediately went down. Julia went straight to her room, while Naila still took her bag
“Nai, canapa with Julia?” Tanya Irwan was not satisfied with. Julia's Answer.
Naila looked at Irwan with an annoyed look
“You are funny, already answered instead ask me.”
“gak maybe flickering, he must be crying, let's tell me what's up?”
“The name has run out to meet the child, it must be sad. Satisfied you. You're kepo.” Naila replied and entered.
Naila, immediately rest because tired brands fall asleep fast. Not thinking about anything else.
When Naila and Julia wake up, they are shocked, as they see a familiar figure to Julia and Naila. The other one is Geffie.
“Please pack your clothes, I want you guys out of my villa.” Shouted Geffie.
