Not as Beautiful as the Moon Night
Choose to split
...Farewell is painful, because the love present is still sincere. But just because of an unreasonable mistake, making the marriage relationship completely ruined. Women only become a tool, a tool to please men, when there is no sense, he will just let go....
“What kind of wedding you built with Kevin, the spending money is not enough and choose to add debt, now your debt collector comes home, he asks us to pay it all off. Because what I heard is that you've been taken home.” Shouted a woman from there, who was none other than Bibik Kevin himself. Which became the stove in his household all this time. Bik watik, he is the brother of Kevin's mother, who has always been the third person to separate Kevin and Julia.
Anisa's mother also never made the marriage of Kevin and Julia calm, because often asked for money every Kevin payday. Unbeknownst to Kevin, even though Anisa's mother has got her own share. A marriage that was fine, ended up being unkind and ruined halfway through.
“I will pay, after work. No need to cheer me up, did my Auntie daughter, remember Bik, the karma still applies. any money I borrowed is also used by my mother, Bibik's own sister. why I became a victim of the extravagance of mother.” Julia answered, then decided on her call. Julia knew what Bik Watik would talk about if he kept talking. It's better to be blocked so you don't have anything to do with Kevin's family. Makes Julia even more hurt.
Fatma's mother and Mr. Aris are out, they let Julia rest. Although Julia could not rest, her mind was still not calm. The pain continued to gnaw on his body. Invisible pain, very sick pain, dishonorably discharged.
“This second, this hour, today, I will close my heart to you Mas. Enough of you hurting me, I will never forgive you again, I will no longer expect anything from you. Enough of you to hurt me like this.” Julia continued to cry, sitting on the side of the window facing the house. Look at the beautiful sky with the full light. Maybe just being able to say, but in fact, Julia was heartbroken, and still loved Kevin.
“My life is not as beautiful as the Moon Night, my life is dark, very dark, I have been dumped by the man I thought was good for me, and could be the most comfortable place to lean on for me, but it turns out I was wrong, you woke me up the palace of love, Mas. until you finally collapsed and you replaced it with a hut of pain. I'm okay you hurt, I'm okay you just throw it away. But, Varo, this little boy, you get rid of it too. Without thinking about her feelings."
Julia's body was not powered, limp, and unable to stand. Silent night, kept accompanying, it felt like screaming because of pain and annoyance, but remember again that he must be strong, for the sake of the young Varo.
There was no hope whatsoever, there was only a real farewell in plain sight. Julia sprawled her body near Varo, trying to close her eyes, though it was hard for her to keep her eyes closed. Sure if he will get the best way behind the pain he feels at this time
Until finally Julia really fell asleep, and was able to beat the pain by being able to sleep. No matter how much the pain, if you fall asleep it will feel calm and peaceful.
In the morning, Julia who busied herself helped her mother cook, while Varo was taken for a walk by Mr. Aris. Fatma's mother occasionally glanced at her daughter. There was a pain in seeing his daughter suffer like that. And could not bear to see his face that still looked sad.
A mother will still fight for the happiness of her child, and continue to pay attention, because she does not want to see her only daughter continue to be sad to face all the problems that come.
“Nak, you take a shower first, after that bathe also Varo.”
“Iya, Mom. But Julia is lazy to shower bu,”
“Yes already, you bathe Varo, let me take you to the house H. Husni, let him play there,”
“Julia should work at home H. Husni, Mum. It's just a cookie pack.”
“Don't Nak, let's mom. You just rest first. Later after noon you pick up yes, let Varo take a nap,”
Fatma's mother doesn't want Julia to come to work. Especially at home H. Husni many people, which is impossible and certainly will ask a lot of things. Fatma's mother didn't want that to happen. For him, enough he who heard the chatter of people who do not like, and let Julia calm down without burden to think about the things that make her a gossip.
After Varo was brought to H's house. Husni, Julia immediately cleaned her house. And washed the clothes of his parents. All Julia thought about was wanting to forget all about Kevin's treatment.
After everything was finished Julia immediately rested, because it was still 10, Julian chose to stay in the room, while writing in the diary while still not married, looks dull. But it's still good. Neat and not broken.
(You gave me a life worthy of giving me an extraordinary life like a rose that looks beautiful, but it hurts when this hand is pierced by its thistles. I don't understand your attitude yet, but I'm trying to understand what you mean. An unusual love. To the extent that I can't be sorry and shelter in your life. )
(A very short life story is like a beautiful flower. When smoked honey will wither instantly, and will fall. Giving comfort a moment after that just exposed me. Gives me incredible hope. After that I returned it dishonorably. You gave me a wound, not an ordinary wound but an extraordinary one).
My love is broken, my love is finished, my love is gone, without a trace. There was no condition, no words, all of a sudden, to leave me without cause. Go, go, I'm not the perfect woman you deserve to defend. I'm just a piece of trash that you deserve to throw away and you don't need to get into it.
Sad, sick, disappointed, that's what Julia is feeling right now. Julia put down the diary. Then she wiped her tears, and left.
On the way to H's house. Husni, Julia met Silfi's mother, Julia immediately experienced it.
“Nak Julia healthy?”
“Alhamdulillah Buk Silfi, Ibuk yourself how?”
“Healthy, when do you come home?”
“Last night buk,” Reply Julia.
Silfi's mother, including women who often become a connector, so that until all the villagers know.
“Same Kevin???”
