Not as Beautiful as the Moon Night
Trying to Smile Even though the Heart is Broken
When the one we love really goes away, our heart is like a very sharp dagger. It hurts so much, because what we expected is really gone and not coming back. The lingering love press must be truly forced to go and start over.
Julia must be able to tell which place is worthy of her grief. Because right now his job of keeping Geffie is not done. After arriving, Julia immediately invited Geffie in, while Irwan stared anxiously because Julia was suddenly crying and her face turned sad.
"What's wrong with Julia?" Irwan. But Irwan couldn't ask, as it kept itself from being disrespectful and respectful towards Julia.
"You're watching Julia, aren't you?" Asked Mr. Man who suddenly made Irwan surprised.
"Pity Sir. I saw he was sad, the last time I saw his Handphone. Is he having a problem, sir.?"
"Woh if that's you don't know, try later you ask Naila, she's his best friend. So know why julia,"
"That's it sir,"
"Yes,"
"But I'm ashamed sir."
"Cowok really embarrassed, if embarrassed, you must lose competitiveness later."
"Who is sir?"
"Who knew she had a boyfriend in the village,"
The words of Mr. Man made Irwan silent, thinking about the words of Mr. Man who had a point.
"Yes too sir. Ah let Irwan ask Naila, may Naila help."
"Good fight, hehehe."
Mr. Man also left, while irwan returned to the security guard post, and sat near Pak Putu.
"Why lethargic?" Ask Mr. Putu. The security guard who was that old.
"It's okay sir, just tired."
"Young man kok capet, just tell me you're heartbroken again,"
Ledek Pak Putu, making Irwan laugh.
"Pak Putu is all there is."
Inside, Julia immediately prepared a change of clothes for Geffie, after having Geffie shower, Julia went out and sat in the lounge, in front of Geffie's room.
His memories returned to Kevin, who had already destroyed him. There was not much he could talk about, he was just silent, because his mouth felt in the lock.
His mind travels deep into the good old days of Kevin, who is now devastated and unable to reconnect. Losing Varo, losing Kevin, made him lose his spirit.
"Are you sad, jul?" Geffie asked who was suddenly near Julia.
Julia turned towards Geffie. Removing her tears. And gripped him. Julia had to hide her sadness, because she was still an example for Geffie, however, in order for Geffie to rise and recover from his depression.
"Remember the mother," said Julia, smiling behind her grief.
"You miss your mom, huh?"
"Yes," Julia answered still trying to hold back her tears.
"Stop crying, you'll be ugly Jul."
"Yes, Jul will stop crying, sir rest yes, it's time for you to take a nap."
"You accompany me yes, sing a song for me, so I can sleep." Geffie said, still with the language of the little boy.
"Yes, let's get Julia to the room."
"Have you come?"
"Yes,"
"Why is his face so sad?"
Julia did not reply, she hugged Naila and cried. Naika was surprised, and was surprised by Julia.
"He, he, what's going on? How come we cry?"
"Mas Kevin Jul" Julia answered.
"Yes, why Kevin?"
Julia exposes her watshap message, which irritates Naila as well.
"Lord, so your husband has really divorced you? Without any defense from you?"
Julia nodded, she could not speak anything, except lamenting her grief.
"You said you wanted to forget Kevin, and still cry. Already diem, you don't be stupid, many men are considerate and better than kevin, so you stop crying or sad continuously. Life is a choice, staying will be hurt, forgetting is difficult, but it can make you calm later. Varo's problem, he won't call you Mommy, Grandma or Auntie. One day Varo will come looking for you, and will call you mother. The most important thing is that you have to be strong, passionate, sincere. Change your appearance, it's time to prove that you can be a great woman. And make Kevin bend his knees apologizing to you.” Naila said, pity is mixed. Because Naila was sorry to see Julia sad.
“Thank you Jul, you always give me spirit, I will learn sincerely with all this. Forget him and try hard. For mom, dad, Varo.” Julia's words were convincing.
“Don't Just in your mouth say that, but in your heart too. You have to throw away the feelings you don't deserve Kevin.” Naila said with an annoyed face.
“You angry?” Julia asked narrowing her eyes.
“Gak, Just annoyed to have friends can not be in the world know,” replied Naila Manyun.
“Heheheh, yes promise what you say.”
They laugh, they beat each other. Unknowingly the clock had shown at 16:00, Geffie's time to wake up, take medicine and take a bath.
Julia ran downstairs, arriving at Geffie's room, smiling at Geffie's clothes. Shirts and shorts. Looking very handsome, Julia approached him.
“Wah is self-sufficient now,” praise Julia.
“Yes, I have to be smart, so I can love Mama. I don't want Mama to be sad. Like you're sad because your son left.” Geffie said in a childish style.
“Pinter, promise Julia, the master will not crybaby, learn brave, and must be strong to face whatever happens. And as much as possible protect Mama and comfort her.”
“Ready,” replied Geffie saluting.
They went straight to the dining room, because Eyang was already waiting there. After driving Geffie Julia to the kitchen, eat with the other servants.
“Jul, you are talented as a psychiatric specialist,” Mbok Mang said,
“Means Mbok Mang?”
“Lah Mr. Geffie, how quick his change. I'm sure he'll be well soon, and realize that he's been mentally ill for years.”
“Hopefully Mbok, I wish you the best. If I am working because of salary, so as much as possible I will work carefully and as much as possible to help heal Mr.”
“May you be successful Jul,”
“Amin.” Answer Julia. They still talk a long time. And after that back to work with their respective tasks.
The clock shows at 21:00 tired, Julia asleep on the sofa, in front of Geffie's room. Geffie was asleep in his room.
Tired of thoughts, tired of energy, and tired of drama all day, finally Julia's eyes are unable to withstand drowsiness.
After morning, Julia woke up. And as she opened her eyes, Julia screamed, shocked, and panicked.
