Ninth Month
Explanation
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Rayan looked at Intan who was asleep in her arms, her breath was seen heaving, her tired face was reflected in her sleep. Intan's large belly made her look uncomfortable in every move.
"I'm sorry, Intan, because I'm the one you're living a hard life. You fought for our son. Thank you," said Rayan Lirih, did not want to wake Intan.
"Give me one more chance to make amends," whispered Rayan as she ventured to put her hand over Intan's arm.
Tears began to pool in Rayan's eye fertilizers as soon as he felt Intan in his arms. His heart felt slashed. His sins are so great that they are unforgivable. As a result of his revenge, Intan was the one who had to bear all.
Rayan then grasped the fingers of Intan who drooped beside him. He grasped it gently worriedly waking Intan up. His tears began to drip in the eye pelukan, he wanted to cry loudly when he felt the hand of Intan is not like before. It used to be so taut and smooth with white nails maintained. But now this hand feels rough, with scaly skin and blackish boils that stain the white skin. There are lines around Intan's nails, once these nails are always cut neatly. But now, these nails aren't even symmetrical. Plus weight due to pregnancy Intan, this fingers also enlarged to double usually. The ring that Rayan used to embed at their wedding even had to move on the little finger. Although struggling because it does not fit anymore but Intan still uses it, Intan still appreciates his gift even though he has divorced her heartlessly.
Rayan wiped her flowing tears. From now on he promises not to hurt this woman again, a woman who is still loyal to him despite having been hurt in such a way by him. Whatever happens Rayan will fight for his love and take care of Intan and their children.
Rayan then kissed Intan's hand as an expression of gratitude because it was still given a chance together. Still holding Intan's hand, Rayan momentarily curious to hold Intan's stomach that bulged. There is his baby there, he still has not had time to ask permission Intan to hold his stomach. Rayan hesitated a little, is it okay if he holds it.
With a little holding his breath to reduce the tension, Rayan brought her hand that was still holding her hand towards Intan's bulging stomach. He wanted to greet his baby, with his hands and hands Intan with Rayan felt the stomach of pregnant women for the first time. He was very enthusiastic let alone the fetal movement he felt this time was his baby.
Your stomach feels hard and supple at the same time. There was a slight movement behind his stomach as if he was greeting Rayan, his face immediately smirkingah, the sadness he felt earlier as if vanished. He looked at Intan's face in amazement, wanting to share this experience, but Intan was still asleep. More boldly Rayan directs both hands to be able to feel the movement of the fetus is more intense.
And sure enough, don't wait long. Rayan flicked a powerful kick at his hand.
"Ouch" Pekik Rayan.
However, Rayan's voice was defeated by Intan's scream.
"Arghhhh.... Oh, and duh duh..." Shouted Intan who immediately jumped trying to sit with difficulty because of his big stomach.
Rayan spontaneously helped Intan sit down. His face frantically looked at the sweaty Intan with a deathly pale face and gasping breaths.
"His baby menen dang ter and then hard," said Intan stammered when he saw Rayan gawking towards him.
"Wait here, I'll get you a drink" Rayan ran straight to the kitchen. Usually, he puts a glass of water in the bedroom. But because he fell asleep, he could not prepare it. Without waiting for Intan's approval he rushed into the kitchen to fetch water.
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Rayan sat quietly beside Intan who was now sitting leaning on the bed board.
"Ehem...." Intan pretended to be wheezing, even though his throat was fine.
"Intan," said Rayan slowly, "I'm sorry for what I've done so far. I regret everything"
"Are you sorry that I'm pregnant now" Intan said, "calm down, I won't hold you accountable" Intan continued, hearing the regretful words that caused Intan to misunderstand. Though the regret that Rayan meant was not like that.
Rayan took a deep breath before replying. There must be a challenge to conquer Intan's heart. So, Rayan will not give up.
"I'm grateful that you're pregnant with my son. So you have no reason to leave me," Rayan replied slightly jokingly. It's just that the joke feels crisp because Intan does not even smile.Intan's face is really flat.
"Am I not hearing wrong. It was not you who left me" Intan said as he glared at Rayan.
Rayan is eager to pinch Intan's cheek because Intan's face is very adorable when he pouts. Moreover, he had never seen Intan glare before. But of course he had to refrain from pinching Intan's adorable cheeks.
"What do I do to make you forgive me?" ask Rayan. He did not want this conversation to go around in circles because Rayan was afraid that the more he said the chances of his apology would be smaller. He was afraid to do something wrong again.
Intan looked at the handsome man sitting on the bed near his right foot. The handsome man who was now pleading. Who could resist the apology of a handsome man if this handsome man was still the only man who filled his heart.
Intan sighed. While thinking for a moment Intan then expressed his terms. This time he should be wise. Even though this man is his love. But, his future will not be sweet if he is only oriented toward one-sided love.
"You owe me an explanation" Intan said sternly, "I will forgive or not depending on how sincere your explanation is. Me and the baby in this womb are waiting for an explanation from you. Why did you marry me if from the beginning you had intended to dump me? why would you insult me if you had to leave me in the end? why did that woman have to be me and not the others? why after all your treatment of me, do I still love you? why, Rayan....! Explain to me, "emotional Intan screams. Tears flowed on Intan's reddened cheeks restraining the emotions.
"I'm sorry," Rayan replied with a bow. I honestly did this because ... " Rayan did not continue his words because he heard Intan breathing hard.
"Ouch... Duh... " Intan cries and complains at the same time. Rayan did not know if Intan was still continuing his anger earlier.
"My stomach hurts a lot." Intan complained
Or, Intan is about to give birth!
"Yes God... Wait a minute, " said Rayan panicked as she ran out of the room calling for help.
Rayan lifted Intan in her bin and walked down the stairs carefully. He must focus on carrying such a heavy Intan so as not to fall from his deck. Rayan is grateful to still be diligent in exercising, he did not think the results of his sport would be useful in this case. With the help of Bu Sri and her Husband, Rayan takes Intan to the hospital.
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