Nadira (forgotten)

*Share is better

People say that blood is thicker than water,

But often only water is there when I need it,

Blood is somewhere.

Be patient, though,

Pain is God's way of taking away your sins,

Soon you will find your customer.

From my standpoint, I clearly saw their happy laughter so loud that I forgot something that I was part of them.

Ah no, I was wrong. I was never a part of them, I was the one who happened to ride on them so at any time they could depak whenever they wanted.

Oh, my God, robb.. I am just a normal person who has pain. Obviously the pain is piling up in this heart, so keep me away from all this pain, O God, I do not want to continue to hate them.

"Miss...Miss Dira" engrossed in daydreaming of a painful past made me unconscious where until a hand shook - a drum right in front of this face.

"Ah yes sir" I replied immediately

"Miss is okay?" he asked with his worried face.

"Ah it's okay sir, it's okay. So where's our table?" I'm trying to distract Bian sir

"Let's follow me, I booked a VIP room so that the lady doesn't feel bothered later" he replied in his pedal style. I swear to what, I want to kick this guy into bouncing all the way to Antarctica. Huftt patience.sabar Dira said in my heart.

Finally I followed the steps of the Casanova lizard that pretentious to the room that was in the message while occasionally this eye glanced at the table, although this eye pain could not refuse to see it. When entering the VIP room some waiters came along with the table was full of food like it was because the table was full of dishes that were still closed.

And sure enough, as soon as I sat perfectly in the chair that was handed over by Mr. Bian the servants had started serving all the menus he was carrying earlier. Apparently bian had made a reservation before, really had prepared apparently Casanova lizard.

"Ah yes sir. But I'm sorry, is all the gospel food in the message just for the four of us?" My toot. Instead of being tacky or never seeing this much good food, it just looks redundant if eating foursome but the one presented at this table can even be for more than ten people.

"Ah of course, miss, why? would you like to order another one? please just order what the lady wants then" she replied lightly

"It's not so sir. We ate here only four, I think a few menus are enough for us. But looking at all the food presented on this table seems like this is enough for ten more people. Wouldn't that present the harm. We better eat enough if there is excess sustenance we better just share it with those in need" I replied presenting an opinion like a seminar.

" I'm sorry if I talk too much. It's not my intention to patronize Mr. Bian. Forget it, let's eat" I said again and then took a meal.

And mr Bian?

He just kept gaping and did not respond to all my words that were like a train maybe he thought. Ema and her assistant were silent and unresponsive. Maybe Ema's used to it, but I don't know about the others.

"Prok.prok..

"It's amazing that Miss Dira is" Beyond a doubt, Mr. Bian even clapped and praised me, it was too much for me.

"Among the many women I have invited here, you are the only one who can resist all these luxuries. It even reminds me to share. It's amazing" he continued to praise me

"That's normal sir. Anyone can do it, I'm just a small part of them that cares." I replied unwilling to feel good.

" Let's eat sir" asked me and then feed the food into the mouth after praying first before, so that the food that goes into the mouth is a blessing and beneficial to the body.

And the three of them finally followed me to feed them their food. And Mr. Bian decided to follow my advice to wrap the rest of his food to be distributed to the needy.

the lesson of life that can be when on the streets is that life is as necessary, not as necessary.if necessary then everything will feel enough, it will be enough, whereas if all we want then whatever we have will never be enough for us and will continue to feel deprived.

continue to be grateful for everything we have today, God willing with gratitude and added effort God will add more pleasure for us.