Nadira (forgotten)

*critical

"Grandfather"

"Father" I said with papah together. We immediately ran to him. The body of the old man who always stood up for me, loved me. Grandpa Wahyu held his chest until he was unconscious.

Without papah babibu immediately carrying grandfather's body, I followed papah from behind. The driver immediately opened the car door.

"The nearest hospital is sir" Papah told the driver in response with a nod of the driver's pack.

The car drove at an above-average speed through a road that happened to be not too crowded because it was already night.

I fear. I'm afraid anything happened to Grandpa. He was the only one who loved me all this time. "O Allah protect my grandfather" my prayer in my heart, tears falling without permission first flooded my cheeks, I saw the papah holding my grandfather silently, but on his face was clearly anxious, but he prefers silence.

Arriving at the hospital's IGD lobby, the nurse had prepared with her cage because while on the road papah had called the hospital, so it was natural that they had everything ready.

Up in the IGD room grandfather was brought in while me and papah were held at the entrance.

"I'm sorry Dira kek is only able to take grandfather up here, but Dira believes grandfather must be strong, grandfather can" I said in my heart to see the state of grandfather who lay weak on the brangkar.

Time is going so slow for me. Sitting waiting for the doctor to check on the grandfather inside. Papah stands next to the IGD door. We were silent, it should be at a time like this we could strengthen each other like a child and his father, but it was not. We are shrouded in silence, either because it is too rigid or indeed the circumstances that make it so.

If I'm guilty, I'll apologize.

But if I'm innocent you say wrong, I'm sorry too.

Sorry, we got here.

"The family of the patient father of Revelation?" the call from the doctor broke my daydream,

"Yes, I'm a doc" I'll approach the doctor standing at the entrance to the IGD.

"The patient is in critical condition, we need to take further action. We are asking for approval from the family" he said

"The mother can follow the nurse to fill out the consent form from the family" pointed to the nurse beside her.

I turned my gaze in all directions, but I found no papah anywhere, where exactly was he? under these circumstances I can't decide for myself.

"Please. But I beg you not long ago mbak. because the patient must be followed up immediately" then the doctor passed from before me.

I take the device in my little bag, I type the name of the papah there and then I press the call. Rarely do I call papah, only occasionally send a message if there is an emergency, like just now. Unfortunately someone used that to slander me in front of Papah.

"Jul.tut...tut..." Connected, but not yet lifted.

I made the call several times but it wasn't picked up either. Oh God in this situation I am confused how to.

"What's wrong?" the baritone voice sounded from behind me.

"Father" I ran and somehow I just hugged her.

Maybe because of the excessive feeling of worry that made me this brave to hug him.

Feeling no reply from papah, I let go of the hug. I looked at his face, is this really my papah? My papah should be like Bagas or Satya who is warm to me. Pain is treated like this continuously.

"I'm sorry" the word came out of my mouth looking at the expression on his face, but he didn't respond.

"So you called repeatedly?" papah repeated the question.

"So the doctor came out, he said grandfather was critical and had to take follow-up action immediately" I replied. Without saying what else the papah just passed, I'm sure he must have understood. After that, I came with a doctor.

"Good sir, we will do our best for your father" said the doctor,

"The father and mother prayed a lot, yes, may there be a miracle for the revelation" he continued.

Deg ..

A miracle? Is Grandpa's condition so bad inside?

My body slumped, sitting weakly helpless.

O God please save the grandfather of Revelation y Allah...