Nadira (forgotten)

*lost

From the sun we learn

at every warm meeting

there will be a beautiful farewell,

Only time understands

how hard this farewell was.

Today a black cloud enveloped the sky, As it supported my current mood. My soul is lonely, feeling this self wants to run as far as I can run. Losing a loved one is a nightmare for everyone, as well as for me.

Everyone was wearing black-and-black clothes. Indicating that we were grieving, many wreaths lined up in front of the house, saying Sorrowful Mind.

Yes, we are mourning the loss, we lost our dear man, Grandfather Revelation. Shortly after my conversation with grandfather that time suddenly the condition of grandfather returned critical.

Flashbacks

After giving the handphone to the Princess and in the sense that it is enough the doctor told the Princess to come out, because in fact the patient should not talk too much first. But because the patient kekeh asked for it until the doctor gave permission for it all was closely monitored by the doctor himself.

The princess kept her grandfather's handphone in her bag. As per his grandfather's message, he should keep it well.

When he came out, the gaze of Oma Rina increasingly showed her dislike for the Princess. Though the Princess is also a good child which means also her grandson. Unfortunately, he never accepted his presence.

The princess chose to stay away from them all, she did not want any more debate.

Not long after, suddenly many doctors in and out of the room of grandfather Revelation. Things get panicked, though,

"What's up Doc?" Ask papah to one of the doctors who happened to want to enter the nursery of grandfather.

" The patient is in critical condition, we have to take him to the ICU immediately for intensive treatment" the doctor replied

All are shocked to hear it

"Do your best for my grandfather doc, I beg you" I said after running to approach the grandfather's room.

" We will certainly do our best for the patient as much as we can, mbak and others please help his prayer yes" replied the doctor and then immediately passed into the grandfather's room.

While my mind was at war, suddenly something pulled me back until my body staggered back.

"What are you doing with my husband, huh?" hardik oma to me

I shook my head

"I didn't do anything oma" I replied quickly, this time without bowing my head again. My grandfather said I must be a tough woman, who is not easy to be oppressed by others.

I pulled the corner of my lips, laughing in my heart. I don't want to argue right now, I choose to stay away from all of them, including my own papah who never even gave me any defense from a long time ago. Staring at them coldly, those who deserved to be a family even gave a single wound to this heart.

The second passed so slowly, I turned the clock back and forth in my hand. Waiting, boring, worrying, ah I don't know. I just want to hear some good news from inside the room.

"Simplek..

The door opened, the doctor who handled the grandfather from the beginning. Face lowered. No. no. This can't happen, my heart is sounding.

"How do doc" asked Papah as soon as the doctor closed the door.

"I'm sorry sir" replied the doctor

" What do you mean, Doc?" Ask me curious

"We're so sorry, we've done everything we could, but the patient gave up fighting with us"

" What is clear dong dok, do not have to beat around the bush" said papah slightly raise his voice

"Sir Revelation is dead, sorry. After the gospel we will clean the bodies of the Revelations sir then please for the family to take care of everything" explained the doctor then left us all.

Falling already this body, sitting helplessly. My life's lamp has gone, "O Allah why did you take it from my side hu.hu.." I'm inner myself

Oma stepped over to me, then

PLakkk

I hold this cheek that feels very hot from the slap of oma, I look at his face, full of anger.

"You have made my husband die, you bastard son of a bitch" He told me, in front of everyone, that many even looked at me with strange eyes. There are pity, and there are others like scorn.

Not wanting to make things even more rowdy, I chose to stay still and stay away from that place.

"Had it been, it's all happened" Papah said

"You don't stand up for that son of a bitch, he has made me a widow" I can still hear the sound of oma swearing at me from a distance.

I now sit alone in the garden. Crying alone. Putting out any tightness in the chest. I hit my tight chest.

hicks.hikz.. Grandpa .. My screams are in my heart.

Don't leave me...

End Flashback.