Mystery of Love
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Like most newlywed couples, we spend all the time together, in the room . We'll just go out for a shower, pray, and help the in-laws cook a little. Other than that, we were alone in the room. Even eating in the room. Though we only talked because I was not holy from my period. He had never even kissed my lips. At most we just hugged.
Every day he asks me,
"Those ta yank?" (Yank is not yet.?) he called me yank and wanted me to call him kang. Kang mas, Kang Im. ndesit, but Its ok. No problem. please the husband in an easy and cheap way.
"Slope.." (not yet ) I answered.
"Suwe ta biasane?" (What is usually long?)
"Sometimes the tinten python is sometimes a tinten sedoso" (Sometimes seven days, sometimes ten days) I answered. He snorted softly while smiling with great compulsion.
Being at home in-laws even though it is my own budeku feels uncomfortable. And the whole village knew that my in-laws were quiet and pious. Even so, I still feel uncomfortable when I get together with my husband's family so I prefer to be in the room when my husband goes to work.
He took a week off so he could help me adapt to my new family.
When my period has stopped and I make sure with cotton if it is white then I also take a big bath to eliminate the big Hadas. When he came home from work I didn't tell him I was holy. I want to surprise her tonight.
I only wore a sarong that I wrapped around my chest without putting on a daleman while waiting for him to come home after his sash. Not that I am kebelet ya, I still remember very well that a wife should always offer herself to her husband as did the Sufi expert named Adawiyah. She always offered herself to her husband after the Prayer of Isyak. If her husband wants her then he will accompany her but if the husband has no respect for her then Adawiyah will concern herself with taqorrub on the almighty.
(It was only at the beginning of marriage because the science of adab against the husband is still firmly attached to the head. After a few years, I often rejected it for various reasons. And right now, when I write this story, things are different again. Now even I who often tease him so that he often asked. Likes to be cool but embarrassed if asked clearly and frankly)
I also put on a wig and styled my hair in such a way that he became more and more fascinated with me.
When he came home from the musolla I opened the door of the room smiling in shame. He said hello and looked at me for a moment. I answered and stayed behind the door.
"sampon " (already) I replied timidly.
My husband passed me while holding his smile. He immediately changed clothes, removed his gloves and clothes and then he changed by using only trousers.
He came to me and immediately grabbed my face. We kissed long enough. My chest feels hot, my heart beats very fast like a race. It was my first kiss and also my first experience. We do it with a burning lust.
Slowly he took me to bed. We sat facing each other looking at each other and it made me blush in shame. I turned my face to the right and saw a mole on my arm. I remember Aunt Lung in the story of the eagle swordsman, Yoko in a flying fish that had a virginity mark on her arm. I also teased him.
"Niki sign of virginity...." (It's a sign of sadism.) I pointed a mole at my arm.
"Enggeh ta?" he said with a trusting face. I actually wanted to laugh at her response but I held her back.
After warming up, we started praying
Allahumma jannibnasy syaithon wa Jannibi syaitona ma rozaqtana
after that.......
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Actually, there's something funny but I can't tell you that if my husband reads this he might get angry. It's privacy, it's just our two secrets. The point is that we are exploring the science of Laduni. Iyo? ora know this seng ngajari kok Yo weruh ae nggone, carane. jenenge lak lak laduni to ngunu kuwi?
