Mystery of Love

songbirds

"Jenenge's copo?" ask Ansori sir

I also said his name then Ansori asked again what his full name was.

"Mboten semerap, kadose mung ngoten niku mawon"

" Yanggal birahae?"

" Mboten ngertos e sir"

Au used to ask like that to Mr. Ansori when he first approached me and a few days after that Mr. Ansori just gave an answer to me

"Yo not good Yo not elegant" he said.

When Diniyah was over I waited for Mr. Ansori who was teaching the children in the beginning class.

Mr. Ansori immediately smiled when he saw me. I told my dream and Mr. Ansori immediately told me, you should not continue, he said.

I thank Mr. Ansori who has listened to my curses and provided a solution to my anxiety.

I also became more determined to organize my feelings that began to be unusual and returned to face my days without feeling guilty for rejecting it. It turned out that there was something like being lost in the grasp. Empty heart. Now my heart wants it. He wants the relationship more like he asked for it. I don't know if my heart is agitated. Is it possible that this heart has already begun to put its taste on him without his master's permission?

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Haul Jam'ul jawami' will be held soon. Hajatan cottage every year gives its own euphoria for the community and the students. All students are eager to plan the agenda of the event held every year. The family is busy preparing everything.

Each room is competing to decorate each room with writing and makeshift decoration.

The activity section has written the names of santri who participated in BKR aka the kora-kora section, santri who received guests and who helped in the bazaar complete with the day and time.

The manager has also prepared the rules that must be obeyed by each santri that is allowed to go out at night bakda isya by wearing an alma mater veil and at the latest return to the cottage at 9 pm.

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The frenzied atmosphere was heard from morning in the Kedung Maling area, not only in the North cottage but also in the south cottage, Abah Ib cottage and Khusnul nyai mbah, Khusnul, also along the road Kedung maling.

The event of the Qur'an bil ghoib is heard pouring from the mosque, every morning for three consecutive days. Guests consisting of santri guardians and alumni come and go to ndalem and then usually they will go to the cottage or to the tomb of mbah yai Ismail Ibrahim which is behind the cottage princess north in school area.

Bakda Maghrib there is a meeting of Ippnu se east Java that will read tahlil and istighosah. The first day of the isyak is the night of prayer. Every son's hut from the North, south and Abah Ib's hut will show favor at the mosque. All had fun that day but unfortunately we who were from the northern princess cottage were not allowed to go out to witness it in person. we could only listen to her voice from afar and I listened to her from the third floor in the clothesline with some friends.

Cheers were heard when there was a vocalist whose very melodious voice pierced into the recesses of the heart plus a handsome face made the princess santri let out a voice to show her admiration.

The second day of the isyak service is the dhikr Saman then the last day is recitation.

On the third day I just went out for a walk after a sibling about 7 p.m. I also want to enjoy the world . See people lined up offering clothes, veils, accecoris, wall hangings, flowers, calligraphy, food in different styles and ways to attract buyers. Although in the end I only bought grilled corn whose stall was not far from the mosque because of the lack of budget.

Since it was the last day, congestion was inevitable. The road from the end of the front alley to the east and west is very crowded with people. We walked like snails that never moved.

And among the many men I saw the figure of Harjo and the Imam's chak walking in opposite directions to me.

deg, deg,

How dare he come here, just be careful if he gets to mine again, I'm going to scold him, he said,