Mystery of Love

That night

I returned to bed, hugged my roll and covered myself with a blanket.

Not long after cak Jidin entered the room. I was pretending to sleep trying not to be nervous and kept my eyes closed.

I felt that Cak Jidin was sitting on the edge of the mattress and looking at me who was wearing a hijab and was certainly fussy, while my body was covered in a blanket.

"Pean still hurts ta yank?" he finally opened his mouth after a while and probably realized I wasn't really sleeping.

'Aish.... yank? yank's? what is this Jidin cak?' my heart was immediately annoyed to hear it.

Unable to bear it, I opened my eyes and looked at him sharply. Worse yet he even smiled with a sweet sa..ngat, showing his teeth that I like but it even makes me more angry with him.

I think it's too much. I don't want to have sex with a man other than my husband. And this time cak jidin went beyond the limit. We are not husband and wife yet but why did he treat me as if I were his wife. I don't know if we will be a match or not.

" Why is Pean here? let's go home!" I said in an angry voice.

" Pean is better?" He answered her in a soft and gentle tone.

" it is, ndang durao!" Katakiy

"shit tah!" He still misses me maybe. Still want to see me and talk to me.

I didn't know what I was thinking, I suddenly sat down and beat him with a bolt, "come home, come home!" I screamed a little with my anger so my family wouldn't hear it. The cak jidin response really pisses me off. He just kept quiet and didn't dodge and looked at me with sad eyes.

I'm getting blind. I beat him even harder and harder because he didn't budge from where he sat making me sob.

"come home... tahuo....!" I said while crying.

He hugged me to calm me down. Maybe he realized my physical and mental condition was not good so he ignored his intentions and just looked at me with affection and pity. He stood up and looked at me. Seen once if he's not willing to leave immediately.

But my love seems to be gone so I don't want to see her any longer. I turned the other way, went back to sleep on my back while pulling a blanket to cover my body.

I waited and hoped she would leave my room.

I vaguely heard him chatting with mak jah and Mbah Bardi and shortly afterwards he said goodbye to go home.

I turned my back when I was sure he was really home.

Mak jah and Mbah Bardi entered my room with boiled beans and other snacks. My sisters came out of hiding and joined us to enjoy the fruits of cak jidin. I immediately sat down and picked up a nut that looked tantalizing.

I peeled it off and just ate one peanut. Mak jah suddenly blurt out, "no rumbling wonge kok arep jajane....?!?!" (no one wants the food)

Kontan I immediately threw a peanut shell that still left one peanut in it. I turned around and slept behind them.

"Panganen kilo... lpek lho crank....!" (just eat this... later you know).

I pay no heed to the seduction and persuasion of my mother, my mother or my sisters. I'm too prestigious even though I really want to eat peanuts but I won't. Once the tinkering tetep must be chuckling at the establishment, ngambek is go on.

In the end the beans were cooked by my family and I just gulped because I only enjoyed one nut......

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If you remember now why I feel sorry for him, very patient ngadepin me.

And now that she's a two or three-child widower I don't understand because she's staying at her in-laws' house. Though here is also ready to build a house but in-laws do not allow it.

Heard his children did not want him to marry again and he patiently obeyed the requests of his children.

That's the sizzling rumor I heard. I admit that he is very patient