
"It's been a long time waiting" Viska only showed a neat row of white teeth, which for those who see it will be captivated by her sweet smile. I sat in front of him.
"Have you ordered food?" he just shook his head slowly, I called the waiter. I looked at the menu note he was carrying, after ordering the food that we felt matched our tongues, the waiter passed away.
"Hmm, by the way, what's wrong with lunch"
"bosen ja at home, this morning I ran out with you" replied Viska lightly. I just knit my eyebrows.
"What are you talking about?" manya curious.
"Biasalah beb, about Mujab. Yesterday when you anterin I came home from the hospital, Mujab continued to sulk and anger is not clear that" explained Viska, taking a drink from the hands of the waiter who had come to deliver our ordered food.
"hm, what was your father's reaction?"
"yes, you defend Mujab, I have tried to explain everything. But I think Father is still just as determined. And I was asked to leave you beb" I stared at Viska, she just put her eyes down.
"do you agree with your father's decision?"
"Yes however Mujab is my fiancee beb, and neither will we be able to unite. Given that you yourself have a family" Viska replied flat and weak.
"You love me, don't you, beb?" Viska just nodded weakly.
"yes I love you beb, but what should I do? there is no way that you will leave your wife's child for me, I am too stupid. Could be as dear as you, why we are too far playing feelings. Though at first we just play around to fill our hearts that are empty and empty" said Viska Honestly. And I also realized that. It's true, we're too far away and too hot playing with fire. I put food in my mouth, and Viska ate it too.
"I give a month for Father, if you can not persuade Mujab to marry me, then I ask you to break the rope of this mingunangan beb" said Viska later, I was also surprised by Viska's decision. He was too brave to make a unilateral decision.
"Mujab knows this isn't beb?"
"no, he doesn't know. My boss is hanging every day mulu ma her" He said quickly, I got confused, I had to tell him the truth no yes, about Fatimah's pregnancy. I'm afraid that if I say that, Viska will get angry. Viska loves me and loves me.
"Lad"
"yes, what's the matter dear" she looked sharply at me.
"I want to say something" my lips were trembling, my tongue was moody.
"What is beb? don't be curious dong" replied Viska squinting her eyes.
I scratched my hair slowly, removing the groggy feeling that enveloped my feelings.
"Any baby, Fatimah is pregnant again"
"What!!" viska's loud voice echoed in the room. I was surprised to hear his voice too.
"Bushiii!!" he picked up his drink then gulped it down, continuing to roll the glass to the table violently.
PRRAAKK, he looked at me with a look of hate, he snorted annoyed and resentful. I just rubbed my face rough.
"How many months?" ask her ketus.
"It's only been a month now" I replied slowly afraid to offend her feelings.
"Evocate!" the response was short but stressful.
"But beb, what about Fatimah?" I answered trying to calm the emotional Viska.
"Emit or I kill Fatimah" he threatened with a view as if he wanted to pulverize me roundly. His eyes turned red and barked violently.
"What are you frowning?" I'm increasingly clueless about Viska's harsh words, the threat is so real. It was as if it was very light saying words that a woman should not.
"The men are all the same, liars, liars! less am I the same you? everything you asked me to love, I thought you were different from other guys turned out to be the same"
"Waduuuhh! address this indemnity" I thought while looking at the broken glass scattered.
"Oh God!! why don't you let me be a little happy, why there are always problems coming my way" Viska slid her face to the table, she closed her eyes, regretting her life.
"Do I not deserve to be loved or to love? You are mine Beb, and forever will be mine" his eyes pointed sharply at my heart, I was stunned by his words.
"Dare to harass me! I'll slay everything, including your wife Fatimah if she dares to stop me from getting you" she pointed loudly at me while standing, then Viska left me who was still sitting dumbstruck at the restaurant alone. I realized, Viska was a threat to my family. I must quickly prevent it, so that nothing happens that I do not want. Maybe I'll persuade him, but not today. He needs time to think, I know it's hard for him, there's been a lot of trials coming up trying to weaken his mentality.
"Where did mas?lately you have come home late" said Fatimah, when I arrived home.
"A lot of work in the office" I replied giving an excuse. Fatimah was silent, she was busy with her daily activities as a housewife.
"Ah, what a pity Fatimah, every day I lie still" I saw a very troubled Fatimah carrying Aini, while in her hand was holding dirty clothes to collect with other dirty clothes.
"Here Aini let me be the one who is carrying around" I asked as I took Aini from her carrier. Aini smiled happily as I grabbed her body from her mother. I kissed her puff cheeks, I invited her to play in the yard, not long Ghibran ran after me. Life between two women I care about is very troublesome, on the other hand I have to play the role of a good family head, and on the other hand I have to play a role as a guy who is ready to protect and provide comfort to a girl who is still unstable and spoiled. But it can make me and give me inner pleasure. Until when will I play this double role that sometimes makes me tormented.
"Ah Viska, where are you now? don't scare me" I murmured softly in my heart.
"Copy isn't it?" fatimah's voice broke my daydream.
"Yes coffee can also be dikal" I smiled back, I saw the look of Fatimah who was slimmer and thinner because of childbirth and often stay up if a little fussy asked at the midnight. Even though the lack of Fatimah still accepted me well, I was the one who was less grateful and understood. Fatimah's life will be increasingly heavy and depressed, especially now that she knows that she is currently pregnant with a third child.
"Be patient, be a great woman. Although I often hurt you still believe in me, even you are willing to refuse your mother's invitation to go home when I know I'm having an affair" I murmured softly. I don't feel like my eyes are so big.
"Belk"
"iya mas" Fatimah put the coffee on the table, then looked at me in wonder.
"What's wrong?"
"now you must be more careful and vigilant" I said and gave Aini to his lap.
"What did you think?" tanyanya's confused.
"Well, now that you are pregnant, you must take care of the condition of your womb" I replied diverting, I do not want to make Fatimah afraid of the threat of Viska, she also did not know about my relationship with Viska. Only the neighbor's rumors were heard.
"Yes actually I'm afraid mas, how will I, able to not yes take care of our three children who are still small. Especially later when you go to work" he replied to let out the teasing that was in his mind, I just let out a long sigh. I sip my coffee slowly, then I put it back on the table.
"You can definitely dik, I'm used to it" I said giving him a spirit, he just smiled a little.
In the middle of the night, suddenly my hole rang a few times. When I saw her, it was a call from Viska.
"What's wrong with Viska in the middle of the night is calling me" I turned off the call from Viska, afraid Fatimah would wake up and be suspicious. And a few more times my gap was lit up, I picked it up and went out of the house so as not to disturb Fatimah and the sleeping children.
"Yes hello beb, what's the matter beb?" manya panic.
"Oh baby, where are you? I really need you" replied Viska from across the street.
"Where are you, baby?"
"huhah bebyy, give me your warmth baby" Viska's voice grew increasingly groaning, which made me even more clueless.
"Okey, okay tomorrow morning we meet ya beb" I asked for a grace period with Viska, it's impossible for me to see Viska at midnight.
"Hohoho can't be dear, I want it now, Tut...Tut..tut..."
"hallo, hello beb!" suddenly Viska's hape was turned off, which made me even more confused and wondering.
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