
the door was knocked back by my father.
"Vis, are you asleep yet?"
feeling no legitimacy, he went back into his room. My Sakaw taste is getting worse. I have to be strong, I don't want the same dependency on this bastard. My sweat is getting worse. It hurts so much, it torments me so much. I want to end my life.My breath hunts, my heart beats fast. I thrashed, fortunately my bond was strong. If only my bond had come off, I wouldn't know what would have happened.
Adhan Fajr reverberated, my body curled up in the corner of the mattress, my hands and feet still tied tight. A feeling of weakness spread all over my body. I tried to untie my hand with my mouth, with the remaining energy, little by little I untied my hand. Long enough, until I managed to untie the ties in the hand.
"Sykurlah" I murmured in relief. There's a pain in the wrist. I lifted my leg, then I rested on the wall, slightly relieving the fatigue in the legs. After a bit of low fatigue that I felt, I again tried to unbind the one in the leg. Despite all the ties, I breathed a sigh of relief. With my hands, I tried to sit down. Trained I walk to the bathroom, I don't want to give up the same situation.
"Allohu Akbar" I held up my mouth, raised my hands, and crossed them. It vibrated all my body, as I said Takbir. Yes, I performed the Fajr Prayer, which I had long since left. I want to confide in my Lord, I want to complain to my Lord.I want to cry in the lap of my Lord.When we are at the lowest point, that is where someone just remembers his Lord. I hope this is a reprimand for me. My tears did not stop flowing in my eyes, as I chanted the words of thoyiba, praising the greatness of my Lord. There was a cool and happy feeling enveloping my body, gradually taking me to sleep in the cradle of dreams.
"Subhanallah..have converted to Islam again Vis?" celtuk Father, when I saw me fall asleep after the dawn prayer. I smiled shyly, then woke up from my sleep. I let go of my face and I hung it back where it was.
"What time is it, sir?" ask me to divert my question.
"It's six in the morning"
"Oh, thank goodness"
"What's the reason for Vis?"
"want to get ready for work, sir, find a man"
"weeeh lhis, that's good. Continue" Seloroh Father chuckled. While holding his thumb.
Today I went to work alone, Ida also left alone, now she no longer takes me anymore, because she has bought a motorcycle seken for work. Shame he said he continued. Thank God if you still have shame, usually also shy.
At work.
"Vis, brother Prasetyo nanyain you continue, he asked for your phone number, he said your phone number that was not active?" as usual, Ida if nerocos there is no stop.
"indeed I've changed the number anyway, why also take care of male crocodile model prasetyo" I answered ketus.
"pity Vis, he also said he wanted to take the road. But it should be the same you Vis" he continued.
"Huh, males! already have a child bini still a lot of behavior" said I growled. Though later if I go home, I want to stop by Prasetyo's outlet for a while.
The sound of factory sirens blazing, the sign of all the activities of the factory employees at the stop, the preparation to go home. Hundreds of uniformed employees came out scattering from inside the factory, one of which was me. Who want to immediately move from the Garment factory which is crowded by humans. I was not long on the road to drive home.
"Hoi, fill me another movie" I said to surprise Prasetyo, I saw he was busy arranging hape accessories.
"Eh you're a darling, tumben stopped by, miss me huh?" he smiled happily, as I came to him.
"Hadeh, Pede is so you! unclean me kangen ma lu" I replied cuek.
"Hehehe, if kangen says Ja Bell, don't be ashamed. Oya your name is Viska to?" sok sok saucy.
"Well, it must be Ida who told me my real name. That bucket bottom boy" I thought to myself in my heart.
"Yeah, a lot of bacot you yes, already hunted isin me movies. films that I deleted yesterday, the contents are all ugly"
"Who are you practicing with?"
"wah.. the more uncomfortable you say, I tampol your face just nyahok!" I said annoyed at the indecent question.
"Hehehe, Kirain has been practiced, yes where is the memory card"
"What a good thing! look out for the ugly I turned again" I said ketus.
"Yes, dear, no love that makes************* as per your request" he replied seriously while choosing a good movie, like he did not want to disappoint me. I became amused smile myself, even though the films that yesterday did not sell to friends in my village. Notably, one movie a thousand rupiah, if there are a hundred films it can get a hundred thousand. Though my pay yesterday was only fifteen thousand, got the first two bonus as well.
"Now, it is guaranteed to make orgasm syurr!!" he clumsily glanced at me.
"It's gratis, right?? it was a movie yesterday"
"Lho kok free, waduh bandar tekor dong" said Pras confused.
"i've said, if I'm ugly, it's very insistent, can not film capital as well" he wrote.
"Yee, not what capital, yes modal dong. downloadnya also use quota right?" the answer is still ngeyel.
"I don't want to pay the point" I'm still insistent.
"It's okay, but I'm asking for your number again, which wasn't active yesterday. You've changed numbers again yes"
"nomer keep, what the hell do you do? very nice nyimpen my number, for you racik, keep you tombokin togel huh?" gurauku.
"lha what? I don't like lottery numbers, rather than making lottery numbers, mending for dating your mom, don't you Vis?" woe cengengesan.
"Iih ogah dating ma guy buduk kayak you, already ugly, have a baby, petadah anyway. Hadeeeh" my nagging at him.
"Do you want the number? or don't delete the movie" he threatened me.
"Yes yes, I love you. Cunning basis" I was forced to give my hape number to Prasetyo. Just hape doang's number, what's wrong. I think he's very fond of lyrics, quickly copying my number to his hape.
A woman came to hold a child and brought a cup of coffee.
" It's the coffee pot" he said as he put the coffee in front of Prasetyo, he glanced at me cynically, I'm not familiar anyway.
"Oya dik, ten thousand money tuker to mother huh?make the change to this mbak. You see he's singing again" on a piece of money twenty thousand.
"That's your wife huh? his cock looks like that jutek. Pantesan you hunt girls only" I said after Prasetyo's wife went out of her outlet, to exchange money.
"Yes, and that's my second son" he replied. I saw a change in his face, which was cheerful, now his face was sour. I think there's something hidden. Ah, very stupid, not my business either.
"This is the money, which ten thousand is not for snacks yes" his wife said when she came, giving the money she exchanged earlier.
"Yes" answered Pras briefly.
"This is the change" Prasetyo said, offering me ten thousand dollars. I became confused, without thinking long, I just took the money in Prasetyo's hands. Prasetyo's wife looked at me suspiciously. After taking my memory card, I immediately went home.
"Lumayanlah, already get free movies get gas money anyway. Asyiik, often kayak gini" hisisku smiled mixed confused with Prasetyo. Basic crazy guy plus.
len, I'm going to Jakarta tonight huh? jenguk Andreano
a short message I sent to Lena.
oh baby, at 10:00 pm I pick you up
reply from Lena. With enthusiasm, I prepared everything for the trip to Jakarta.auh I think I have not been to Jakarta for a long time, but only one month.
Lena and I left the house at eleven o'clock. According to my estimation, tomorrow morning we arrive. On the way Lena was so happy, she told a long story, interspersed with loud laughter. I miss this atmosphere, I miss my friends talking when we go out together doing crazy things. But I also want to change for my future, I don't want to keep going like this, mired in a black valley.