
It was midnight, and Abi could not close his eyes. He who chose to sleep in the nursery of the wife continued to look at the face of Hana who began to deflate even though it still clearly visible bruises on her beautiful face.
He remembered once the words of Daniel when he finished telling the beginning of the tragedy that Hana experienced, until Hana was forced to be in a coma like today.
"Tell you in-laws Lo Bi, you don't know Hana yet. How can you think if Hana can do something as dirty and disgusting as that. Partly not that I have told you, patience Bi the same Hana because I know Hana is the type of person who will not think long the same what he revealed. Try to think now, she who never wanted to be alone with a guy other than her husband in a closed room, he said, just as I was he always asked for the door to be opened wide or several times he wanted me anter or Angga anter to somewhere he would ask your permission first just so that there is no slander, but nowadays it is common, especially we know each other. But not for Hana Bi, she is too respectful of you as her husband, until your permission is absolute in her life. And I don't think you forgot, the time in Nugie's apartment, the main door was wide open so there was no way they were doing anything weird back then!" Abi so absorbed every word spoken by Daniel, his friend.
And all the words of his best friend are true as they are, he who does not know his wife until he can prejudge her badly with his wife. Although his anger at that time also due to his frustration has been caught by the wife making love with Raya makes it even darker eyes.
He should have apologized to his wife at the time, tried to explain the situation he was in even though he realized it was unforgivable and had severely injured and destroyed his wife, but because his stupidity actually made him hurt Hana even more.
Abi realized that now not only the heart and feelings of Hana that he hurt but also the physical Hana that he hurt very badly made him feel more guilty and unforgivable.
"You'll wake up and choose to let go, I'll do it baby even if it's hard for me. But now I realize that my mistake is too great, and I must be ready if you choose to leave me. Even though I wish you would still give me one more chance and I promise that I will fix everything and I will treat you even better, I will never hurt you again, I promise!" Said Abi while peeping his wife's face.
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Hana has been asleep for a week, Abi has now chosen to return to work in her office and always go home to the hospital. Therefore Abi slightly changed the nursery of the wife like a bedroom at home. He added some items such as a bed for him, a cupboard, a work desk and a mini kitchen. He has also moved some necessary items to his wife's nursery.
Tonight after returning to work, he plans to meet his extended family at the mansion. Although they met several times in the hospital, but they were reluctant to discuss the problems that were happening.
Also his confidants had contacted him if they had found Raya. Yes, Raya chose to hide in Singapore in one of Arthur's apartments.
"You keep an eye on the woman, if it's time I will give the next order. Don't let go!" Abi's orders were firm.
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Abi chose to slide to the hospital to just see and let go of his wife, only then he would go to his parents' mansion.
Arriving at the hospital, he saw the Mother-in-law had just finished reading the Qur'an on the side of Hana's bed, making Abi a little clumsy kissing the back of her mother-in-law's hand because of her guilt.
"I want to clean myself first then pray Isya and immediately slide into the mansion. I picked Hana ya Ma'am..!" Said Abi after trying hard to dampen his nervousness, while Irma just nodded her head in response.
Finished cleaning himself and carrying out his duties, now Abi who has changed into casual clothes, metallic black jogger pants and a gray t-shirt that took off with his sturdy body prepares to go to his parents' mansion.
"Eat first, Mother had time to cook in the mansion. I know you haven't had dinner yet and won't have time to eat if you get to your parents' house, so eat first!" Irma said when Abi wanted to say goodbye.
"Thank you, ma'am..!" Abi was so grateful that the mother-in-law was not as strong as usual, she immediately took off her hat and sat herself down to enjoy the dinner made by her mother-in-law.
Abi was able to catch the sound of Irma shaking with the sadness making her immediately shed tears between her chewing her food. Her guilt made Abi's chest tightened.
After eating his dinner, Abi kissed his mother-in-law's hand. He also approached the wife's bed, giving kisses on the beautiful face of his wife. Not to forget he also whispered words of love and encouragement so that Hana quickly woke up.
Finished with his ritual, Abi then left his wife and in-laws. He was well aware this time he would face the anger of his family and he had prepared himself for it.
Sure enough when he arrived at the residence of his parents, all immediately stared intently hatefully at him, except for Juna and Nara who chose to leave the living room and then enter their respective rooms.
"Better we talk in the reading room, I wait for you there!" Tell Rendra in the stiffest voice Abi has ever heard in her lifetime.
Without telling Rendra Abi immediately followed his Papa steps into the reading room, followed by Kinan and Hafidz behind him.
While in the reading room, Rendra who had long grieved at his son immediately lunged at Abi's body and hit many times the child's face.
"You know Abhimanyu, when I first saw Hana in such a terrible condition, my heart ached so much, I was so angry with you. Never thought if the child I educate and I hope to be my pride even continues to disappoint the family. I gave your name Abhimanyu in order for you to be a brave man, but it turns out that you are just a coward who only dares to hurt weak women like Hana, your own wife!" Rendra growled without anyone daring to interrupt him. While Abi who is now down while holding his cheek can only be silent.
"How many times Abhimanyu you hurt your family, your relationship with the sund*l woman was enough to make us ashamed, we thought you changed a lot after marrying Hana, but it turns out we were wrong, big mistake, your changes are only to cover your depraved behavior with women***** that!" Accuse Rendra of fire.
"I mean Papa?" Abi asked confused, he stood up to face the Papa.
"You're still in touch with Raya? Don't you know your hot news huh?" Ketus Rendra's.
"Pa, I could have sworn I had nothing to do with Raya. The incident was purely because I was framed Pa and all the news was a lie Pa, it was a fabrication of Kingdom!" Abi was so cornered by the accusations of his father.
"I love Hana Pa, very much! But when Hana caught me making love to Raya I really felt frustrated Pa, I was afraid of losing Hana, I was afraid Hana left me. At first I wanted to try to explain to Hana but because there was another misunderstanding that made me dark in the eyes and instead tortured my wife, I messed up Pa!" Abi tries to explain the real events without anything being covered up at all.
"You're disgusting Abi, so disgusting. Many times we always warn away from anything related to the woman, because we know how slick she is. But you didn't heed at all the warning we gave you!" Rendra's sighs are full of regrets.
"Let's see now, Hana that sincere girl is struggling between life and death because of the actions of you two disgusting humans. You think if Hana lived a long life and regained consciousness, she would have breastfed accepting you, huh? Don't dream of Abhimanyu, the wound you inflicted is too deep even I myself can feel the pain!" Sindir Rendra's.
"I will let go of Hana if one day when Hana wakes up, Hana declares that she no longer wants to live with me. I wouldn't force him to stay if my presence hurt him. But as long as Papa knows, it's all hard for me Pa, I wish there was still a chance for me to stay with him, treat his wounds. Even I've been willing my whole life to apologize to Hana, I love her Pa, I can't live without Hana. I will never be able to!" Abi sobbed with regret.
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