My SuperStar SuperArogan (The Superstar's Passion)

Self-Injury

Abi looked at Hana's pale face with a sad look, feeling so sorry for the wife who was currently lying weakly before him with both hands bandaged.

Yes, when Hana's body collapsed, Abi immediately took her to the hospital, especially seeing the wounds that bleed bite marks done by his own wife, adding to his worry.

Especially when the doctor explained the reason why the wife hurt him himself, making Abi more upset and worried. How bad is the mental condition of Hana, his wife?

Self-injury/act of self-harm that's what the doctor explained to Abi, Hana venting her fear, and, her trauma with hurting herself especially when she tells the doctor if Hana is experiencing PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder). The doctor immediately asked him to take the wife to see a psychiatric expert as soon as possible to conduct counseling in order to immediately deal with the psychiatric problems of the wife.

Moreover, the doctor said that if Hana's actions to hurt herself could be fatal, such as leading to suicide even though the self-injury perpetrator does not intend to commit suicide but his actions hurt himself by doing actions that are more severe than what Hana is doing now that can have consequences the death.

"For a while never leave your wife alone, keep sharp and dangerous objects around your wife. Keep advising your wife without having to judge and see a psychiatrist so as soon as possible can handle the psychiatric condition of Your wife!" .

The doctor's words continued to linger in Abi's ear, making Abi sighing heavily because he believed it would be difficult to persuade his wife to see a psychiatrist.

"Why, can you please empty Hana's schedule in the next two weeks? Lo re-schedule activities he is or if you can't just cancel a contract that does not want to be rescheduled!" Abi immediately called Angga to ask for his wife's rest.

"Why did Bi emang?" Angga asked confused by the husband's sudden request from his friend.

"Hana sick Ngga, was back from Bandung we had an accident ..!" Abi's explanation was cut off when he heard Angga's screech.

"ACCIDENT? WHAT KIND OF CONDITION? LO IN WHICH HOSPITAL IS NOW?", Abi also immediately told the name of the hospital and the number of his wife's nursery.

"Okey, I'm going there now!" Angga did return to Jakarta first after filming did not continue due to the incident between Abi and Nugie yesterday.

Sure enough the interval of approximately one hour, Angga came still wearing his sleeping pajamas. Looks curate concern from the sturdy face of the sweet man.

"Where?" Cecar Angga directly when dealing with Abi, Abi did not answer he just pointed towards his wife who was lying on the gurney.

"She bit her own hand again?" Tanya Angga approached Hana's gurney and then stroked a glimpse of her best friend's head.

"Lo know? Does he do this often?" Abi asked back.

"Gue was friends with Hana already from childhood, I know him from before until after the accident when he was eight years old. But unfortunately right at the beginning of Hana Junior High, me and my family have to move to their hometown. And I know very much the struggle he had from since the accident until the beginning of Junior High School, every fear he must hurt himself. Because he entered High School I decided to return to Jakarta for work, and I was deliberately looking for boarding around Hana's house. I noticed Hana changed a lot, never hysterical again, never hurt herself again and this was the first time after all these years Hana was fine!" Obviously Angga at length.

"The doctor told Hana to go to a psychiatrist, and I was confused as to how. He will be angry if I discuss the problem of psychiatrists again" said Abi sigh frustrated.

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In the morning, Hana was still sitting on her bed. Her gaze was still empty, not at all staring at her husband even she was not even a little berusara.

Really, Abi felt tightness in his chest looking at his wife's condition which was very different as usual who was always chatty, spoiled, adorable with a happy twinkle in his shady eyes.

"Breakfast baby, am I a bribe?" Bidar Abi softly, Hana had a chance to look at her husband.

"Mother..?" Ask Hana.

"Yes, Mom, Mom, Papah, Grandpa is back here. But the doctor said you have to eat first and then allowed to meet them!" Abi lied to seduce his wife to eat her breakfast.

Although it sounds strange, lucky Hana still obeyed Abi's words. Abi painstakingly fed his wife and after a while, Abi's smile expanded to see Hana spend her breakfast even though for a long time.

"Hungry, huh?" Goda Abi ruffled his wife's hair gently then kept an empty tray on the nightstand.

"Mother..?" Ask Hana again.

"Let's be patient, Mother is the other one heading here!" Abi answered as he grabbed Hana's hand and gently rubbed the bandage on her.

"Feeling awkward, Hana immediately pulled her hand making Abi directly look at Hana.

"Why? It hurt?" Ask Abi worried.

"No, sorry!" Hana answered softly with a face of shame.

"I know everything, you don't have to be ashamed. The doctor told me there was a time when every time you were scared, would you hug yourself? Why must it be Hana, there is I who can hug you. You can let go of your fears as I do, your husband not by hurting myself because it feels like I'm much sicker to see you like this!" Said Abi with a choked voice.

"Sorry me..!" Hana said again with tears.

"Nothing dear, we went through together huh. We take your treatment, I promise I will always be there for you. You'll get well, we'll fight together!" Abi pulled Hana's body which began to sob into his arms, channeling a little of her strength so that Hana could be more rigid.

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