My SuperStar SuperArogan (The Superstar's Passion)

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Currently Abi and Irma were in Riana's room, while Kinan was waiting for Hana who was not yet conscious.

"Once again I say my condolences, may the family be given sincerity..!" The beautiful doctor said sincerely.

"Thank you Doc..!"Irma and Abi answered simultaneously.

"The factor of miscarriage in pregnancy with a too young age like Hana is indeed often the case, especially seeing the traumatic background experienced by Hana makes the struggle of pregnancy very heavy. Her fear of everything related to the medical world made it even harder to deal with her pregnancy, her weak physique and fragile mentality really made Hana not ready for a pregnancy!" Riana light with a heavy heart.

"The last few days I've seen Hana's condition getting better Doc, her appetite has also started to improve despite nausea and vomiting, I myself never thought if my wife miscarried when the situation was much better than previous times?" Abi Reveal.

"If things really improve, it is likely that something triggered Hana's sudden mental pressure drop. Maybe you can remember Hana's mood before the incident?" Ask Riana.

"Emh.. From yesterday Hana was a little fussy Dok asked to come with me to Bandung, but I did not dare to invite because he did have to bed rest. What's that simple problem that could make Hana miscarry Doc?" Abi was actually not sure of this estimate, but this is the condition he met last with Hana.

"Maybe because her pregnancy factors made her much more sensitive. It might be a simple thing for us, but not for Hana, we can't ignore the slightest thing!" Answer Riana.

"Will Hana have the same problem if she gets pregnant again someday, Doc?" Irma asked Riana.

"My advice for a while Hana is better to delay her pregnancy first until she is arguably quite ready, maybe when she is 23 or 24 years old. And if I may suggest also, it would be nice for Hana to see a psychiatrist, do therapy to overcome her trauma so that one day she will get pregnant, she is much more prepared than now!" Riana's advice is taken by Abi and Irma.

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Abi looked at the face of his wife who was still unconscious as well, he still remembered Hana's groaning in pain.

"Ka, sick Ka. Hana's not strong!".

"Astaghfirullah, Allahu Akbar. Go home!".

"Hana's afraid Ka, Hana's stomach hurts!".

"Go home Ka, help Hana!".

Hana's moaning with her soft and choked voice was still remembered by Abi, words that continued to repeat until finally no longer heard still spinning in her brain, he said, leaving a deep pain and regret to Abi.

How not, he who should have been by his wife's side at the time of the disaster was just not able to do anything and was only able to monitor the wife of a video on his cellphone.

"I'm sorry to let you fight your own pain!" Abi said sincerely while continuing to caress the head of his wife with affection.

Slowly but surely, Hana's eyes began to blink and opened perfectly. Although still with a clouded view, Hana still tried to browse every corner of the room she currently occupies.

Abi who saw Hana was conscious immediately pressed the bell to call the nurse, before how long 2 nurses came to him.

"What's up, sir?" Ask one of the nurses.

"Yes sir is heading here for a moment!" Answer the other nurse. Before long Riana came and immediately checked on Hana's condition.

"Such..!" Hana muttered softly, even only Riana was able to hear Hana's murmur.

"Want a drink?" Riana asked kindly who answered a nod of the head by Hana.

"We lift his head up a little..!" Pinta Riana before thrusting the glass with a straw to drink Hana.

"No dizziness?" Riana asked again when Hana finished her thirst.

"Dizziness, Hana feels really weak Doc!" Hana replied, her voice began to sound, although it was still slow.

"Rest yes, let it recover quickly!" Riana's orders were softly embraced by Hana.

Seen Hana just exhaled heavily as she regained consciousness back at the hospital, she continued to stare around the room with a sad face that seemed to say, how come again?.

"Slowly tell Hana, she has not realized that she has miscarried!" Whisper Riana to Abi when she wants to get out.

"I'm sick again? I why?" Hana asked her husband who was currently sitting at the side of the bed.

"Ehh, have you come? I ..!" Suddenly Hana fell silent as her memories gradually came, starting from the departure of the husband, the arrival of Raya and pain then blood made her eyes start to tear up. There was a fear when thinking about whether everything was not okay, especially when all the family members simultaneously went into his room.

"The grandfather is fine, isn't he?" Hana asked softly while holding her stomach, she remembered the excruciating pain more than before and followed by the outflow of blood that slid between her legs.

Abi begins to look confused to explain the reality they have to accept, the harsh reality that will obviously hurt Hana more. He looked up at his family hoping someone would help him explain to Hana.

"Darling, patient ones. Dedek is now in heaven, he has become a savings afterlife for you and your husband, ikhlaskan!" Said Irma who understood Abi was having trouble telling the calamity they were going through.

Hana was only speechless, but her tears had already escaped so profusely wetting her cheeks. His mouth felt stiff, unable to say anything. He looked at his family's face with a glare.

"Everything's going to be okay, baby, we still have plenty of opportunities to be parents. Patience yes, I know it hurts so painful even, but we should be able to handle it!" Sahut Abi, he looks very confused how to comfort his wife.

"Innalillahi Wainalillahi Raji'un..!" Hana said softly with a choked voice.

"Mafin Hana has failed to defend Dedek, sorry Hana has disappointed everyone!" He continued in a soft and choked voice.

"Nobody is disappointed with you baby, we are all proud of your struggle for Dedek. You are a great woman and will definitely become a great mother, one day! You have the courage to fight your fear for Dedek, be patient, dear. We are all proud of you!" Kinan hugged the frail body of his son-in-law who grew sobbing with the most bitter cry he had ever heard.

"Sorry Hana, Hana can't make everyone happy!" Hana said once again in between her stuffing. Everyone was dissolved in grief at the loss that befell Hana, the loss that befell them all.

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