My SuperStar SuperArogan (The Superstar's Passion)

PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder)

This morning they started it with a very fierce quarrel, a bit more in the domination of Hana. Abi who does not understand at all if his invitation to Hana to check himself into a psychiatrist makes Hana so angry.

"Do you think I'm crazy? I don't want to go to a psychiatrist!" Hana growled as Abi expressed his invitation.

"No, Honey. I never thought you were crazy, I took you to a psychiatrist as recommended by Dr. Riana, so you are not afraid again all related to the medical world, so that, you will be better prepared for pregnancy!" Abi is patient.

"I know, but I don't have to see a psychiatrist either. I will not be afraid for a long time, be patient!" Hana looks really offended by her husband's remarks.

"It's not that I'm impatient, dear, but it would be better if we follow the advice of Doctor Riana. You've also consulted a psychiatrist, haven't you?" Abi did not realize his words further fueled his wife's anger.

Yeah, I never did. Almost half my life has been to a psychiatrist, huh! Consultation, therapy, drugs that I have to take every day make me seem crazy. I feel different from others and you ask me to repeat those times again? No Ka, I don't want to!" Hana looked at her husband.

"Okay, we'll talk later, yeah, you calm down!" Abi who began to understand Hana's rejection also began to succumb.

"No more talk later!" Ketus Hana, then left their room with a look of annoyance.

Abi just sighed hard to face his wife who was increasingly unable to control his emotions since the short pregnancy that his wife had lived.

He then followed the steps of the wife who was about to go to the dining room for breakfast.

"Why do you follow me?" Cynical Hana.

I'm gonna have breakfast too, baby, I'm laper!" Abi replied.

Hana does not chimed in her husband's words, she prefers to continue her steps without caring for Abi behind her.

"Breakfast on the couch yuk, while watching tv!" Without Abi knowing this invitation makes the wife even more upset.

"You're alone, I'm disgusted by that couch?" Ketus Hana's.

"Disease? wh why? Don't you always like eating in the living room, sitting on that couch watching tv?" Abi asked confusedly.

"Yes, that was before I knew it was possible on the couch that it was splattered with sin liquid!" Syndicate Hana.

"Liquid sins? Meanin? The sofa is clean, it is once a month always brought special laudry to be washed" explained Abi.

"Cih, how often the sofa is washed will also never eliminate the sins attached there. Anyway I'm gonna throw that couch out, I'm gonna change it!" Hana's determination further confused Abi.

"Do whatever you want, baby!" Abi said give up.

Even at breakfast they were more silent, no one wanted to talk. Abi chose silence because he avoided a conversation that would have led to a debate considering the mood of his wife who is not good at this time.

Even when they had finished their breakfast and had returned to the room, no one wanted to start a conversation.

Hana who was engrossed in her cellphone ignored the presence of her husband next to her, making Abi careless.

"What are you doing, so busy hape?" Tegur Abi is upset.

"I again choose some new furniture to replace our old furniture, let alone a sofa in the middle room already eneg I squirm" replied Hana without turning to her husband.

"Why suddenly want to change furniture here, all is still good?" Ask Abi again.

"Why? You don't want me to change? Are you afraid of losing the sweet memories in every item in your apartment?" Hana's stinginess made Abi increasingly frown at her confused forehead.

"What memories? You are free to arrange this apartment as you please. I just thought, baby, it's still good!" Sahut Abi without realizing it increasingly makes his wife upset.

"Please, take my money!" Ketus Hana who misrespected Abi's speech.

Abi chose silence instead of having to chimed in his wife's words.

"Oh yes Ka, I want to ask your ex who hates what color the most? You know?" Tanya Hana glanced at the face of her husband.

"What do you think about Raya again?" Not answering Abi was even upset.

"Why not use your favorite color is Han?" Abi tried to give advice.

"My favorite color is whatever color your ex hates!" Hana smiled smirk.

Abi's intelligent brain begins to catch something strange, he knows something has happened between his wife and Raya in their apartment.

"Purple, Raya doesn't like purple at all!" Answer Abi pasrah.

"Idiha.. Still want things about your ex!" Sidir Hana's.

"Oh Allah Hana..!" It feels like now Abi also wants to clot his wife's mouth that seems to never run out of material to fuss about.

Hana just lifted the corner of her lips up to hear her husband's sigh.

***

Just as Abi and Hana's dinner had arrived at the Hafidz mansion, the atmosphere of haru had felt in welcoming Hana's arrival at this time.

The loss that is very sad for everyone is still very much felt, even though Hana has actually mengikhlaskan.

Even at dinner the atmosphere was still filled with sadness, especially Kinan who was hardest hit by the disaster that befell his favorite daughter-in-law.

Also Hana who had expressed her frustration over the incident this morning when Abi asked her to go to a psychiatrist, made Hana protest on the dining table.

"I don't want to go to a psychiatrist, I promise you next time God loves my trust again, I'm better prepared. Please don't force Hana!" Pinta Hana made everyone at the dinner table look at her pity.

"Dear, now focus on your recovery first do not need to think about other things. Don't be sad anymore..!" Said Hafidz who understood the hardness of his daughter-in-law's granddaughter, Hana also nodded his head assent. The others also agreed with Hafidz's words.

"So Hana excuse me to go to the room first, is it okay, right? Hana's dizzy!" Hana's permission then left the dining room after all nods allowed it.

"Can I talk to everyone when Hana's asleep?" Irma asked as Hana had left the dining room.

***

After believing his wife had fallen asleep, Abi rushed down to the living room.

The first sight he saw was that all the family members had gathered, Irma's nervous face and also the faces of other family members who were curious about what Irma would say.

"I'm sorry about what I'm going to admit now..!" Irma paused her speech to neutralize her nervousness.

They do not realize that behind the door of the family room Hana who did not really sleep actually followed the steps of her husband and now he is standing to steal the listen.

"Emh.. There's actually something big that I've been hiding from Mr. Hafidz's family about my son Hana's condition!" Irma paused her speech again, looking at her increasingly nervous face. Makes everyone more curious.

"Hana has a Mental Illness Problem (Mental Disorder), more precisely Hana has a history of PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) or post-traumatic stress disorder is a mental health condition triggered by a traumatic event, since the accident that hit us when Hana was eight years old!" Irma again fell silent to pause the conversation, but this time with teary eyes.

"Emh.. Since waking up from a post-accident coma, Hana was immediately preoccupied by a series of physical therapy, drugs and psychiatric therapy because the accident really had left a great trauma to Hana. Even Hana only completely stopped taking anti-depressant drugs when she first rose to the 11th grade, which means approximately two years ago!" Clearly Irma did not dare to look at the people in the family room, and honestly everyone who was there was very surprised.

"I apologize for not daring to say this when Mr. Hafidz's family proposed to Hana and only now do I dare to say it. Because honestly I was afraid that from the beginning I would tell you all this, this family will undo the intention to make my daughter a daughter-in-law in this family!" Irma's tears started to fall.

"I, i.. I could not bear when I knew if I had cancer and imagined Hana living a kara after my departure, then when this family proposed to Hana and I see you are sincere to my daughter, she said, I approve the proposal submitted by Mr. Hafidz's family. Sorry if I was impressed to use you guys, I just really wish Hana was in the hands of the right person when I left her later. Now I'm resigned whatever the decision of this family to my daughter saw that Hana seemed to relapse relapsing mental problems that might make this family embarrassed or even become a difficulty!" Irma was unable to hold back her tears and began to sob.

They all fell silent now, trying to digest all the words that came from Irma. But if to be honest none of them are angry at the confession that Irma just said, instead they feel very sorry for the condition experienced by Hana. It was all because Raffan's family was sincere about loving the great girl from the beginning.

"Hana..!" Abi said when he saw the shadow of his wife who peeked from behind the wall of the family room, making all who were silent look towards the door of the room. So did Irma who immediately turned her wheelchair to just make sure her daughter was there.

And sure enough Hana came out of hiding with a face filled with tears, sadness and anger from the look of her eyes.

But when Abi approached her, Hana actually rewinded her steps and ran towards her room again and locked herself in her room.

\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=\=