
Author's PoV
Kaina arrived at her contract at nine p.m. The beginning of the month is usually full of surprises from Willy. His work has increased. Even though his work yesterday was still unfinished and the deadline was near.
Before she took a shower, she opened the refrigerator and checked what she could cook to fill an already starving stomach. He saw no wedges potatoes in the freezzer. He reached for the plastic bag and brought it near the cooking area.
He took a frying pan and put it on the stove, turned on the fire, then poured cooking oil.
It didn't take long, a plate of fries was already in front of the girl. He took the sausage and mayonnaise from the refrigerator and was ready to feed the worms in his stomach.
He had not had time to pour his sausage, the door was knocked from the outside.
Kaina. No one has ever visited her place. Neighbors next door even once, because he is very introverted and less smart to get along now.
Kaina did not dare to move from her seat. The sound of that knocking was heard again. Kaina's getting scared. Even to peek out of the window, he did not dare.
As he was frightened, his phone suddenly shook. He was getting shocked and grabbed the thing.
Ah, Ray!! Fortunately he called. Kaina's fear can be distracted for a while.
"Hello Ray?" his voice trembled a little.
"Lu where the hell is it? I tap it not opened?"
Huh uh??? Kaina gawked towards the door.
"'Where is it??"
"Front of your house door. I double-tap no word. You're home, right?"
Kaina immediately ran towards the window. She flicked the curtain and found Ray waving his hand.
What the hell is he doing here? Ask Kaina in my heart.
Chequek! The door sounds open.
"Hey .. how did you get here?"
Rayshaka turned off her phone and put it in her pants pocket.
"New gate to Surabaya. There's work here tomorrow at the office. I'm staying here, right?"
Wha what?? Just crazy!! Kaina raised her eyes.
" That's delicious! I'll be raided!"
"Duh, I'm hungry. Haven't had time to eat. What are you cooking again?"
As if not caring about Kaina's loud voice, Ray opened his shoes and broke into the house.
Kaina is still at the door of her house. Is he dreaming??
"Wahh, what a coincidence you just finished cooking. I'm comot!" ray's ignorant hand quickly grabbed a piece of fries that even the owner had not touched.
Kaina's confused. He looked at the situation outside. Is it okay for her to close the door while Ray's inside??
"Ray!" sia yelled at the man. He still left the door open.
"Why did you get here? Where do you think my house is from?"
"Hans."
"Hans?? You still in touch with Hans??"
Ray nodded while chewing the potatoes again.
"Keep Hans knows you want to catch up?"
"Yes not dong. If he knew, he wouldn't love. Forgot that she was protecting you so much?"
Kaina spontaneously pinches Ray's arm.
"Eating up, going home. I don't want to get grebek," Kaina sat in the chair in front of Ray. His face was bent indicating that he was upset. But it cannot be denied that his heart is beating so fast. The last time he saw Ray was at the mall, five days ago. He never contacted her after that. Then suddenly he showed up at his house, which was so secret. Tria and Arista just don't know the address.
"Lu sewot really? Don't miss me? I'm kangen loh ...."
Kaina threw a murderous look at Ray. Why was the man able to relax so when he was already pounding so hard?
To hide her reddened face, Kaina moves to fetch some drinking water for the man.
"Do you know?" said ketus.
"What?" ray replied casually, while chewing again.
"Gue just got home at nine. Bela-belain did not immediately shower and change clothes because it was hungry. And after I cook, you suddenly come, eat food that I haven't even touched and now almost ludes," explained Kaina as she put a drink in front of Ray, then he held his hand while looking annoyed at the man.
But what happened, the man laughed at Kaina's words.
"Jeez, sori sori sori .. Are you tired again? Here sit down so, let's eat together."
Kaina once again squinted her eyes.
"A.." I knew Rayshaka was thrusting a piece of fries at him.
Kaina flinching.
"A. Or I'll finish this."
"Eat it, the cave can cook again," Kaina spins wanting to return to the pantry, but knows Ray catches her wrist.
"Hahaha. Kidding Kai."
"Ih, have eaten my food, now hold on. Watch out!"
Raysaka spontaneously pulled Kaina's waist until her head stuck to the girl's stomach.
"Gue said I miss it. Is that not enough?" her voice suddenly softened in Kaina's stomach.
The girl was in shock. What did Ray do? His heart beat many times faster.
"Ehm .. i .. yes, last R ... Ray ..." said Kaina nervously as she patted Ray's sturdy arm around her waist.
"No want. Until you let me nginep."
"Crazy! Ih .. freelancing!"
Instead of breaking away from Kaina's body, the man pulls Kaina closer so she can hug him tighter.
"Sstt ..." murmured the man.
"Over in Surabaya my mind was just the same you were here."
"Wild. The proof is you never chat or call me."
"Let you nyariin. I'm waiting for your chat, but there's nothing."
Kaina's body shook. How could he possibly have the courage to greet the man first? He's not that depressed.
"Lu miss me?"
"Ehm .. gu .. I'm kebelet Ray. Lepasin dong."
"Jawab first."
Finally Kaina resigned. Out of nowhere the courage came from, he raised his left hand, then placed it on Ray's back. Then his right hand began to caress the man's hair.
"Ray .. Who am I to dare miss you?"
By the time Kaina started 'me you', it was a sign that she was starting a serious conversation. It made Ray slightly loosen his embrace and look up at Kaina.
"So longing to have limits? Everyone has a right to feel it, Kaina." Ray's voice was soft. Far from joking or babbling.
"But this applies specifically to Rayshaka only. I feel unworthy."
Ray stood up. Makes Kaina the one who has to look up to him.
The man cupped the girl's cheeks with both of his big palms.
"You deserve it, Kaina. I let you miss me anytime. Because I've been missing you all this time, without your permission."
Kaina's breath was choked. His blood began to rise to the crown again. What did Ray just say? He missed that girl all this time? When did it mean all this time?
"Ma .. you mean .. what ... Ray?" her question was nervous as she looked at Ray's two shaded eyeballs.
"Don't hide from me anymore, please. I know you've been avoiding me for two years. Now, tell me that you miss, say that you're upset, also say that you're happy that you have me, tell me everything you feel about me. It's been two years I've lost you."
....
"Kaina ... These two years ... have you ever, once, missed me?"
Kaina's breath is hunting. Everything Ray said was like a bolt of lightning in broad daylight to him. What the fuck?
"I made a big decision by annulling my marriage, because I realized that Silvi was the one I needed. Except you. Do you feel the same way, Kaina?"
Kaina has not responded at all. Ray looked straight at those confused eyes.
"You ... kidding right? " the girl's voice was shaking. His nose suddenly reddened and his eyeballs began to glitter. There's water that'll soon spread from there.
Ray shakes. He was further eroding the distance between the two of them. His body was already almost stuck to the girl's body, as were their faces.
"It's impossible for two years that I'm single if I'm joking, Miss Kaina Larasati."
Kaina doesn't remember anything else when suddenly her lips are gently touched by Rayshaka. His eyes dropped a clear grain that he had been holding. His heart suddenly dropped as it worked twice as fast. His entire body instantly suffocated and almost fell down if Ray did not quickly support him. All of his sturdy defenses, collapsed instantly.
Kaina felt Ray's soft touch, as the man began to hug her. Kaina's lulled. His eyes closed by themselves, shameless. Enjoying their rhythmic heartbeat.
Now Ray is leaning on the edge of the table while holding Kaina who is resting on him. Both of his sturdy hands were coiled around the girl's back.
Since it had been a long time without a kiss, Kaina quickly ran out of breath. In just thirty seconds, he released himself briefly to take in air. But even Ray did not allow it for long. The man immediately smothered his lips again.
Kaina squeezes Ray's shirt because her whole body is amused. He could have been swept away and returned the kiss. His brain is like being stung by high-voltage electricity so it loses its mind.
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Rayshaka's PoV
Kissing back after all this time, made my longing for Kaina even more. I don't want to give a pause in our kiss as long as the fire inside my chest is still burning. I realized Kaina was out of breath. But I won't let that girl get away with it easily.
Until I finally ran out of oxygen, I let go of my lips in annoyance. My breath hunts, so does he.
Kaina slapped me small.
"I can die ******!" said annoyed.
I spontaneously laughed. As she wanted to clean around her lips that were soaked by my saliva, I held her back. I was tempted to kiss him again. Slowly and gently. After that I cleaned her lips with my own hands. With the remains of her tears. Then Kaina poked out her hand, cleaning my lips with the end of her sweater.
We then looked again. I can't hide love from my eyes. Makes Kaina fall down wrong.
"I'm gonna take a shower. Seeing that you're still getting sultry" I said, teasing him again.
"When did you shower?"
"What's? Still not letting me sleep?"
Kaina rolled her eyeballs.
"God!!!!" he suddenly closed his mouth with his hands, "from earlier the door of the house opened!" he said while wanting to escape my reach. But both of my legs quickly held her body.
"Let me close, baby."
Kaina raised her eyeballs again. Maybe surprised to hear me call him 'honey'.
I let go of my ping, then moved towards the front door.
Without any burden, I closed the door lightly. Lock it up until you hear a cheque twice. Then I sided with the window curtain that had been preached by Kaina.
When I turned around, Kaina was already staring behind me.
"Yes, I'm going to take a shower" I said as I passed by with a sly smile. But he quickly blocked my steps by stretching out his hands.
"Wait!" he said with his eyebrows adrift.
"Why sayangg?" I flirted by sticking my face out at him.
"I only have one room. You sleep outside!"
"Yes. With you, right? "
"Just boy. I'm all the way there!!"
I kissed her cheeks in droves before finally releasing her who was already excruciatingly upset.
Upon entering the bathroom, a smile never escaped my lips. Even while washing my face, hair, brushing my teeth, washing my body, I was still crazy about the girl. She's so sweet, like she used to be. Still submissive and unable to lie to his heart.
Thank you for still loving me, Kaina.
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