My Super Cool Boss's

Physical pain vs heartache.

Kaina's PoV

The blurred white ceiling became the first sight I got after I woke up. My eyes are heavy to open wide. I feel the pain in my stomach. My memory goes back to that drink. My whole body is weak, my head is still a little dizzy from the effects of drugs.

"Nr ...."

I felt a touch on my shoulder. Rosa's Voice. I widened my eyes and found him smiling.

"Hey.." I said slowly, trying to smile.

"Thank God you're awake" he stroked my head slowly.

"We're still on top, Ros?"

"Yes brother. Is she feeling better?"

"It's still a pain in the stomach, Ros," I said as I felt the stomach. My sister showed her concerned face.

"Sister Ferdi nitipin letter to sister. If you're out of the hospital, I'll give you, brother."

"What letter?"

Rosa shook her head at the sign of not knowing.

"He didn't send you any messages?"

"Nothing. He's just apologizing. Apologize for what, I don't know."

"Oh," I can only mutter. My guess is Ferdi will definitely resign. It should be.

A few moments later, the Doctor and Nurse came into my room. The doctor said I had a severe stomach infection, so yesterday I had a small operation.

Ah yes .. It is Monday. I should have been in the office. But I got a tip from Rosa that Mr. Sebastian already knew I was being treated and was given permission not to enter as recommended by the Doctor. I have to stay in Bogor for two weeks. Waw!

"You don't have to be here, Ros. You have to work."

"Sister, nothing. Kaina's more important now."

I was moved not to play hear it, to shed tears.

The next few days I got used to the hospital. The aroma, the food, the environment and the people around.

On silent nights I often thought of Ray. Ah yes ...he has successfully signed a contract with Nirvana Ressort. He told me over the phone the first night I woke up. He said he was guilty of not being there when I was critical. Since I'm not around, he's been extra busy. One more thing, Ferdi was right to resign. No one knows the real reason but me and Fany.

Ray promised to come Saturday tomorrow, and helped me move to a hospital in Bandung. The doctor has made his letter.

When she came, I could not help but hold back from hugging her. Rosa let us let go of each other - if true she also missed - for an hour. He was with me sleeping like in a bungalow. Sometimes he kisses me on the forehead and over the head. The pain that was still left was instantly gone because there was him beside me.

"Sir Sebastian's been talking about promotion?" I asked him to speak while curled up in his arms.

"It has. But the position and placement later do not know what and where."

"It has to be a mutation too?" I found myself a little disappointed. If he's mutated, what's my fate in Bandung?

"It's not clear yet, Kai. Later if it is clear the cave tell you," he replied. Looks like he's sleepy. It was clearly heard from his tone of voice. I smiled and rubbed his back.

The tempestuous longing in my heart was already healed and more and more complete when I heard her smooth snoring over my head.

Do you know how I love you Ray?

*****

After moving inpatient in Bandung, colleagues from one office began to pay a visit to give prayers and sayings so that I would get well soon. No exception to Fany. He could still act as if he did not know what was happening. Were it not for us coworkers, one office, one room, I would have chosen not to care. But because when I get back to work I'm still going to see him every day, I have to try to pretend nothing happened.

I believe there will come a time when all his deeds will be revealed, along with all the reasons he and Ferdi did.

The second day my mother and sister Kayla came from Tasikmalaya. Mama was very anxious when Rosa decided to tell. But I banned it because I was more distant. But when the two of them were here I was so happy. It was like being in the lake.

My mother brought a lot of food to cook. Rosa and my sister are going back to boarding, working on it and taking it back to the hospital for us to eat together.

My mom spent all day with me. We talked about a lot of things, including Hans. Mama was sad to hear the news, especially when she knew her daughter had been cheated for a long time.

Mama also told me that Kayla's taylor business is growing. It's still July, but they've already bagged a lot of orders for Christmas. I am happy to hear it, and at the same time feel guilty for not always being there for them. I was too selfish to choose to stay in Bandung alone. They were lonely in Lake, I was lonely in Bandung too.

But at my age that is getting mature like this, I can not feel at home for long in my hometown. Fortunately, my mother understood and understood my way of thinking.

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After helping me move to a hospital in Bandung, Ray has not been able to visit. The reason is still the same, because he took over all my and Ferdi's responsibilities. But tonight he promised to come and surprise me.

Mama and Kayla went home for a while to take a shower and change clothes. Bandung is always jammed if the afternoon like this makes them long enough on the way.

That's when Ray came .. with the 'surprise' he meant.

"Bro ... new cave tori can come. How have you been? Already better?"

"Almost fully recovered. Tomorrow or the day after, I can still come out," I can still smile sweetly just before the 'surprise' came.

"Thank God. The cave already needs you in the office. Oh yeah, the cave wants to know you and Silvi."

"Silvi who?"

"Honey, come in here ...."

I froze to hear how Ray called out to him. The darling?

"Hi, Mba Kaina ..." beautiful, tall, white, clean woman entered my hospital room. I could quickly recognize him. She's the woman Ray took to the restaurant at the time. Isn't he the one who Ray said was cheating?

"Heiii Silvi. Nice to meet you," I welcomed her hand and a moment's whip. I can't say at all how my heart is now.

"Get well soon, Mba. Ray told me a lot about Mba Kaina. The real thing is prettier than I thought."

"Hahaha .. You could. Oh, Ray used to tell you about caves? You must be an ugly story about the cave, right? Just look out, Bro."

"Just kid! Banned suudzon loh, Bro."

What do you tell me about Ray? My inner.

"Yes, anyone knows. Isn't that right, Sil?" the person I asked laughed more and more.

The three of us talked a little. Around fifteen minutes. Then I saw Ray poking Silvi's elbow and they muttered softly. I deliberately pretended to be busy tying my hair so as not to be curious about their conversation.

"Oh yeah bro, cave between Silvi ahead huh. She wanted to stop by, wanted to know you. The cave will return again."

"Oh okay. Where's the house, Sil?"

"The area of Setiabudi Mba, where we live deket deh kayaknya."

"Oh yeah, forgot .." I laughed at Ray while patting the eel. Of course it's pretend. Where I might have forgotten.

"Pamit yes, Mba ..." again we were spit-cipiki-an.

"Take care yes, Sil," I said sincerely.

The moment Ray and Silvi came out of the room, my chest grew even more claustrophobic. My nose was sore and began to flower. A few seconds later, my unbearable tears fell from my eyes.

God, why don't I have a chance?

I cried in the pillow. It hurts to see the man choose to go back into the arms of the person who has hurt him. How much does Ray love him? My heart hurts so much.

Suddenly the sound of knocking stopped my crying. I quickly cleaned my tears. Ray can't know I'm crying.

"Maina ...."

That voice!!

I looked quickly and again my blood froze.

"H ... Hans?" I murmured quietly without a sound.

Can't believe he's here.

The man walked slowly towards me. In his hand was a white rose.

"You're better? Kayla told me you were sick."

I still look at him in disbelief. Isn't Hans in front of me now? Isn't this a work day? Why is he here?

Mixed feelings instantly filled my heart. Even if his body is here, his heart is certainly still left in Jakarta. Just like Ray who has returned to his quarrel. To Silvi's embrace. Why is my life so sad?

I suddenly missed Ferdi. Even if he has an evil side, at least he loves me sincerely.

"Sorry to visit Kai" Hans softly stroked my hair. I was moved because he still remembered me even once because of my current condition.

"It's okay, Hans. Thank's coming. Your fiancee how are you? Okay?"

Hans nodded.

"I also came to see you and told you that we were getting married in two months."

"Oh yeah?" I don't know what my expression is now. But I am both sad and happy to hear it.

"Congratulations Hans. I'm happy, too" I said, patting her on the shoulder.

"I hope you find a better man soon than me" Hans said as he rubbed my head. I nodded small. Again, my tears were dripping hearing it.

"Why are you crying, Kai? You like that guy?" she caressed my face gently. Hearing him I immediately looked at Hans with a questioning face. What does man mean? Ray's?

"I've arrived since, but just want to go in, from the window I saw them rush in. I look at you and know what happens when you cry after they're gone."

I laughed crisply.

"He who? Story dongg," Hans pinched my cheek gently, as he used to do back then.

"One-time friend, Hans. Partner sales ...."

"Oh yeah? So, the girl?"

"His girlfriend" I replied with a faint smile. Hans looked at me with a guilty feeling. Slowly he grabbed my shoulder. Hugged me as if to give me fortitude.

"I'm sorry, Kai. I'm sorry ...."

I hugged his waist firmly. My head is resting on his chest. This used to be the most comfortable seat for me. But now I'm crying here pure as a friend. Shedding all my heartache and disappointment about another man. A handsome creature named Rayshaka.

"Be strong, Kai. You will definitely get the best. If he's your destiny, you'll be together."

Hans stroked my back while occasionally landing his kiss on the tip of my head.

A few moments later, I calmed down. Hans is still with me. After a long time, we can finally exchange stories again. Although a little regretful because everything came back good just after our relationship ended. Maybe I should be sincere, we are not destined as a couple to live as if. Maybe it's better this way.

"Oh yeah, I have two weeks of training here. You don't mind if I play sometime?"

I quickly agreed, not even a little bit objected. We are at peace with the past. It's been months since we broke up and I've been sincere.

*****

Author's PoV

A white car perched on a boarding yard in the Setiabudi area. Someone was watching room number two up there. Kaina Room. He stayed there for half an hour without doing anything. I just wish I could see the girl's pretty face for a while.

Ferdi. After officially resigning from the company where Kaina works, she immediately returned to Jakarta. Stay away from Ray, Kaina and her memories. No one knows the real reason he resigned. He just told Sebastian that his papa forced him to come home. He clearly did not get along with the person in question.

He realized, his ambition to be able to defeat Ray had made it dark and fatal to the woman he liked. That's why she doesn't have the guts to meet Ray and Kaina again. All he could do was become a stalker like he did right now.

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