My Super Cool Boss's

Shouldn't I be happy?

Author's PoV

The end of the month is always a stressful part for all sales teams in any company, including in Nagata Paper. Ray Division, the tissue division, did not escape the busy pursuit of the target. He and Ferdi are always out of the office, visiting customers, making new impromptu strategies that can boost turnover in the last three months. Very far behind from the other branches.

As a result, Kaina rarely met the two of them. Mostly just related by phone. If there is anything, Ray and Ferdi will inform him via WhatsApp chat group.

Fortunately the girl was also busy doing follow-ups, so she did not feel too lonely left by her partner for the past week. He also spent a lot of time with Keisha. Tell me about this and that.

Oh yes, about him and Ray met in Jakarta has been told to Keisha. It was because Keisha insisted on snoring when they had lunch together. As she expected, Keisha could not believe Kaina had experienced that amazing thing in just three days. Meeting and breaking up with Hans, meeting with Rayshaka and being treated many times. Eat expensive seafood, Raisa fan meeting ticket, return ticket to Bandung.

Oh yes before returning to Bandung, they also still took the time to play in Atlantic, because Ruth had been hunted to buy tickets.

Everyone knows Ray's stingy. Who would have thought that he made an exception for Kaina? Especially when Ray knew so care for Kaina and Rosa. Keisha does not stop asking until the smallest detail, even repeating the same question many times the ranking is not reliable.

Kaina also can not deny back to feel the forbidden longing for Rayshaka. His brain always repeats their beautiful memories while in Jakarta. It had been almost a month, but every detail of their conversation, the touch, the glances, the smiles, the jokes, the innuendos that caused the vibrations in the heart still lingered clearly in the mind of the girl. It was like a dream that he and Rayshaka had a very special time of their own, with no job ties.

At that time Ray really became himself, not like a partner, not like a boss who used to be like a monster in his days.

Especially after that day, Ray seemed to be more comfortable lingering in Kaina's room, with or without Ferdi. Getting ugly and likes to disturb the girl. Fortunately the whole room and all the employees knew the three of them were close as a team.

Kaina was initially worried about being hit by unpleasant rumors, especially Fany always showed an expression of displeasure at their closeness. But because Ferdi and Rayshaka were always starting a commotion, he chose not to take the dizzy response of others. Their good relationship also made Kaina's performance better. Sebastian also admitted that.

Kaina feels she can move on from Hans. His ex-girlfriend rarely crossed his mind. Again Rayshaka plays a lot in the process of forgetting the man. He always managed to brush off the shadow of Hans face and replace it with Ray's face. Recalling the man's smile and laughter, remembering his expression in pain when Kaina pinched him in droves, his serious face, his silly face, until his expression when he was short of bowel movements.

Sometimes Kaina smiles every time she thinks she hates him so much. Condemn the nature of its temperament. He never thought Ray had a different side than people knew.

Rayshaka .. kasmaran in Kaina's heart will be endless for the man. Moreover, every time Ray called the office, the only thing he was looking for was Kaina, even though his chat was related to the administration, aka the Fany section. After finishing the phone call, Kaina will convey what Fany has to do with the frills of 'message sir Ray'.

Fany always expressed dislike with his face bent. Not to mention Kaina and Ray often call for a long time, but the topic of conversation is not entirely about work. Ray often teases Kaina from across the phone. That's why Fany is so furious and doesn't like Kaina too much. For him the world is upside down.

Before Kaina comes, Ray always sticks to her. Until the whole office always match them. Even until now there are still those who relate to Ray, although it is clear Kaina who is close to the man. Usually Fany will take advantage of the moment to reveal again the story of his closeness with Ray, in front of everyone. Hoping that Kaina will get jealous or something. But Kaina just chimed in and followed Fany's euphoria. Kaina's attitude is hard to guess.

Today is closing the end of the month. Some employees still stand by in the office to complete their tasks. The rain outside never stopped. Kaina also has not completed her month-end report. It's been seven a quarter and it's Sunday night. Thank goodness Kaina should not be dizzy thinking about dates that are not clear juntrungannya.

At seven o'clock less, the office starts to quiet down. Sebastian, Arni's mother has returned home because the closing has been completed and the report has been sent to the headquarters. Kaina suddenly makes an appointment to go to the cinema with Rosa. It just so happens that Rosa is on PVJ and has already booked a midnight ticket.

As Kaina was cleaning up, someone suddenly pulled her hand.

"Hey!! Uh Ray??"

Ray did not turn away at all, but Kaina could see he was a little wet and his hands were freezing cold.

Ray took him deep into the back office into the office boy's toilet, and locked him. Kaina squealed in shock, wanting to protest, but did not have time because Ray suddenly landed a kiss on her lips.

The deg!!!

Kaina's heart stopped working for a while. A strange feeling stole his consciousness.

Ray's cold hands cupped Kaina's cheeks and tried to steal the warmth from the skin of the face and of course from the girl's soft lips.

Ray makes a slow, gentle gesture to open the cleft of Kaina's lips, so that the girl's breath warms her tongue and her muddy lips. ******* small lips that felt so sweet and vibrating his heart.

His hand then moved down from Kaina's face, onto the girl's shoulder and intending to hug her.

However, he had not had time to lower his arms, Kaina realized and her instincts said this was not true. With all his might he pushed Ray backwards. Ray's breathing sounded irregular.

"Just Kai, please. The frozen cave Kai." Ray pleaded with his face, his hand still blocking Kaina's arm.

The girl's breath was blocked and unable to speak. In the count of three, Ray pulled back his face and scooped up the heat energy of his body greedily. Raysahaka******* the tiny lips are now a little more intense, as they begin to hug Kaina's body. His hands nimbly entered Kaina's thick jacket and stayed there for warmth.

Kaina can't think sanely, between wanting to let go or enjoying Ray's touch alone. Right now his body was already attached with Ray's extremely cold body. He also felt the man's frozen lips slowly turn warm. Kaina's blood spread to the surface of her face, making her cheeks very hot.

A minute later Ray put his face away. Then let go of his embrace and again cupped Kaina's face. Both their eyes looked at. Kaina is still not struggling.

"Thank's Kai.." she said with a smile. But the girl took a step back, releasing Rayshaka's hand. His facial expression was still unpredictable.

"Bro .. are you angry?"

For the first time Kaina doesn't like to hear that call. After Ray kissed her, would everything still be the same?

"The first cave .." the girl turned around to open the toilet door. But Rayshaka quickly pulled him back. Holding her shoulders tightly from behind while whispering sorry words. Kaina felt Ray put his forehead over her head.

"Sorry Kaina, sorry."

Kaina can only freeze for a moment.

After calming down, Kaina slowly let go again and walked out without looking back.

Ray was still silent for a moment after Kaina left with her anger. Instead of being frustrated, a mischievous grin just came out of his lips. His nosy desire appeared again. He was going to chase the girl again. He wanted to test her courage and wanted to know how far Kaina could resist.

But upon arriving in front of the administration room, he was surprised to find a sight he had never thought of. At all. Ferdi and Kaina are hugging. Yeah, pe-pe-lu-kan. That means mutual. Ferdi hugs Kaina and Kaina replies. Not like when he hugged the girl earlier.

Ray ignored the oddity that suddenly struck the bottom of his heart and spontaneously knocked on the door of the room. Ferdi and Kaina flinched.

"Wooopss, sorry bro, be careful, no cctv ...." Ray blinked one eye at the top left corner of the room. A smile was on his face.

"Ah, sorry sorry Kai ...." Ferdi took off his embrace. Kaina smiled a little.

"The first two yes," he said, grabbing an umbrella lying on the floor.

Kaina was again surprised by an attack that was not much different from Ray. Coinciding as she had just finished grabbing her bag and umbrella, as she turned around, she suddenly bumped into someone again. His body was soaked like Ray's. Ferdi.

The man also suddenly hugged her.

Kaina shock, yes. But strangely, because of mixed feelings after being kissed by Ray, she instead hugged Ferdi and wanted to vent her grief to the man. As much as he could, he refrained from crying, because his chest was already eager to explode.

"Eh it's still raining, bro. Don't you want to wait?" Ray nodded while leaning his hips on one of the tables.

"If there's nothing at all. You disturb the cave just like Ferdi deh.." out of nowhere came the courage Kaina issued that sentence. Not to mention her expression had already returned like Kaina usually did. But Ray can clearly catch a slightly different look in Kaina's eyes. Ray felt slapped by those words. The grin was not clear he was back.

Ferdi blushed in embarrassment. She was still pounding after hugging Kaina for a while.

"You want to be delivered, Kai?" Ferdi offers.

"No need, the cave has a promise with sister kos. See yeah..." Kaina rushed straight out of the room. I moved quickly before one of them came back.

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Kaina's PoV

Entering the month ending 'bember', must be ready umbrella in the bag. But I always carry an umbrella even if it is not the rainy season, considering this is the city of Bandung. It may rain even though it is not in season.

The rain today has made me unlawfully attacked by two men who have been close to me. Wet clothes and cold bodies, make them think to get warmth from people who meet in the office. Apes once, oranh it's me.

If it wasn't me there, say Fany, would Ray have done the same?

I exhaled a rough breath, calming the heartbeat that was not normal. That was my first kiss after one year. You could even say I had forgotten what it was like, until the man shook my heart with his touch.

Ahh, I was frustrated thinking about having to behave how to him the day after Monday. Not to mention Ferdi. Hufftt ....

I didn't realize my eyes were glazed over and the clear grains ran all the way down my chin, until the mothers next to me asked me what was wrong with me. I foolishly removed the remains of water on my face and convinced the mother that I was okay. Ah, I should be happy, but why the pain in the heart?

Rosa's waiting for me in PVJ. After I arrived, we headed straight for the CGV Blitz. The movie we're going to see starts in half an hour.

"Sir, want some popcorn?"

"May," I replied weakly and followed Rosa to the popcorn counter. He ordered and then paid with a debit card. When he walked into the studio, he asked me why my face was wrinkled and limp. I think I need to vent to reduce the upset in the heart.

Before the movie actually started, Rosa was already in shock because of my story.

"Seriously brother?"

I'm nodding.

"Sister Ray?"

Again I agreed and Rosa was hysterical with her hands silenced. I wonder why he is happy.

"How are you even happy?"

"It could be that Ray's brother has a feeling for brother."

"And I told you that she already has Ros's boyfriend."

"But it could be, Brother Kai ...."

"Yes, it could be because he's a little bit of a wink."

"Hmmm ...." Rosa bent her face and frowned. It may be true that Ray is just cold and must immediately get warmth. He kissed me without feeling anything, as I felt.

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