My Silly Sugar Baby's

Chapter 52 About Kenan

"Trauma?" chirp Silly while turning her body back to see Kenan who was behind her.

Kenan looked at Silly while nodding his head.

Silly can see the sadness from Kenan's eyes. He walked over and hugged Kenan's body to calm him down.

He gently rubbed Kenan's back while saying,

"Calm Bang, there's Silly here. Do you want to tell Silly?"

Kenan remained silent for a while. Silly was patiently waiting for him because she knew that Kenan would need time to be able to tell her stories.

He held Silly in his arms and pulled Silly's body to sit beside him.

"At that time my brother was a child. Brother remembered at the time that Papa picked me up from kindergarten school. It was raining so much that it was very difficult to see the road" Kenan said, lowering his head and pausing his story to take a breath.

There was a deep sadness on Kenan's face. And he looks depressed when he tells it.

"The driver and lightning at that time were mutually disdainful, the wind that blew very hard made the rain that fell very fast it was very terrible. At that time I was told to sit in the back seat of the wheel and be required to wear a seat belt. Because the weather was terrible, Papa decided to pull over and wait for safer conditions. Unfortunately…."

Suddenly Kenan's voice trembled and his tears dripped. He let out a heavy sigh feeling unable to continue his story. 

However, she knew that Silly would definitely come back mad at her if she did not tell him. After that, he continued his story.

Silly held both of Kenan's hands to calm him down. He knew it was hard for Kenan. It's just that he can't let Kenan be tormented in his trauma.

Silly wants to free Kenan from his trauma. So he must have the heart to see Kenan sad when telling his story.

"Huffft..," Kenan took a breath and chided her in order to be calmer.

"Unfortunately, there was a car bigger than our car hitting our car from the front" Kenan said in a choked voice.

Kenan's tears came back and Silly immediately wiped the tears gently.

Kenan closed his eyes in light of the incident he had just told. He was very small at the time. And it feels so terrible to experience it at such a small age that it traumatizes him.

Silly immediately hugged Kenan's body back and calmed him down by rubbing his back.

Silly intentionally doesn't talk about anything because she doesn't want to hamper Kenan's story. He only calmed Kenan with his treatment.

"Papa died at that moment. And I'm just a minor injury. Since then, I have been unable to drive in the rain. Every time I drive a car in the rain, I'll remember that and I can't breathe right then and there," kenan said with a trembling voice holding back his sorrowful cries in Silly's arms.

"Mama was so devastated at that time that Mama was often sickly. Since then I wanted to quickly become an adult and I promised myself I would protect Mama to replace Papa. I feel like it's all my fault" Kenan said with tears in his eyes.

"No. This isn't all brother's fault. This is all fate. We cannot blame fate. So you can't talk like that. Silly wants to help you escape the trauma, but you have to promise to tell Silly everything about your life" Silly said, rubbing Kenan's back in her arms.

Kenan was silent, it seemed like he was thinking of something. But he seems reluctant to say it.

Seeing Kenan not continuing his story, Silly immediately asked him.

"Abang, what if you were just a passenger when it was raining the same thing?" ask Silly to know.

Kenan unraveled his embrace and he nodded his head confirming what Silly said.

"Ok, we better stay indoors if it rains. Take it easy Bang, Silly will not let you feel that trauma again" Silly said confidently.

Mama would be happy if she knew she'd get a daughter-in-law like you Sil. And I'm sure, Mama would not be like this now if we had met before, Kenan said in his heart as he looked into Silly's sweet-smiling eyes.

That smile, Silly's sweet smile that made Kenan always miss her. And the cheerful and cheerful it was able to make Kenan even more unable to get away from him.

"Oh yes Bang. Where is Mama Brother now? Does Mama live in her own home or in another city?" asked Silly very curiously.

Kenan smiled wryly at Silly's question. Then he said,

"Mama died a year ago of a heart attack."

Silly's eyes were wide open to Kenan's answer. He could not imagine how devastated and sad Kenan's heart was that no longer had parents.

"sorry. Forgive Silly for asking this" Silly said, holding Kenan's hand.

Kenan smiled faintly while shaking his head. She doesn't want Silly to feel guilty about her story.

"Is that why you're looking for a sugar baby? So that you don't get lonely?" ask Silly back.

"That's the problem we'll talk about next time" said Kenan sternly and looked the other way so that Silly would no longer ask him.

Silly felt there was another story in Kenan's life. And she can't figure it out now because Kenan refuses to tell her.

"Silly hope you don't cover anything up with Silly. And you have to remember, Silly is his future wife Brother, so Silly has the right to know all about Brother" Silly said firmly as if indisputable.

Kenan turned to Silly. He stared intensely at the bead in the eyes of the girl who claimed to be his future wife. In his heart he said,

Can we really be husband and wife? I don't know what love is. All I know is that the love in my heart died when she left me and made Mama leave me forever.

"Abang, you can promise, right?" silly asked with a very intense look at Kenan's bead.

"What?" asked Kenan while looking intensely at the eyes of the girl who was also looking at him.

"Tell it all to Silly" Silly said with a face of compassion on Kenan.

As if hypnotized by Silly's eyes, Kenan nodded his head. 

"Please promise not to get close to another woman" Silly said again, bringing her face closer to Kenan's.

As if hypnotized again, again Kenan nodded his head in agreement with what Silly said.

"And promise me you'll never cheat. If you have an affair, Silly will never want to meet with you again" Silly said, bringing her face closer to Kenan's face until their noses clashed against each other.

Kenan nodded his head again. But his eyes now turn on the natural pink lips of sugar baby who has become his future wife.

Silly smiled and Silly quickly pressed her lips against Kenan's. 

Kenan's eyes widened to get an attack from Silly. She prepares to return Silly's kiss, which only sticks her lips to Kenan's lips.

However, when Kenan was about to open his lips, Silly had already removed her lips from Kenan's lips.

Silly smiles to see Kenan without knowing that Kenan is tormented because their kiss is not in accordance with his wishes.