My Shoes My Love

29. Feels Different

A few days after that conversation, Sheila somehow felt that the family of Bu Anisa felt different. Miss Anisa and sister Dian it feels changed and not as usual.

Even when Sheila tried to contact Ms. Anisa, she did not answer her call even once.

"Why with Miss Anisa? Why wasn't my call raised either?" sheila's inner mumble.

He doesn't usually behave like that. Anisa used to always answer her calls directly. But today, not only Ms. Anisa but sister Dian also did the same.

"Is it possible that he behaved that way because I refused his offer yes" murmured Sheila.

Sheila was still guessing about what happened. Though it feels like just yesterday Sheila felt happiness like having a new family. Sheila is like having a mother and an older sister.

But happiness is only for a moment. It was like a dream in broad daylight. Maybe this is the fate that Sheila must live. He has no mother or sister. Once upon a time while studying in class Sheila was always made an example by the teachers.

The Flashback

While the lesson was in progress the teacher who was teaching at that time felt overwhelmed because Sheila's friends were so naughty. So that Mr. Setya who is a math teacher runs out of sense to advise his students. Suddenly Sheila's name was mentioned.

"When are you going to be like this? Have you never thought about the services of your parents, huh? You should be grateful that both of your parents are still alive. See Sheila her mother is gone until she has to live alone. When there's a problem he'll tell who? Who will love her more than her mother? Yang Sheila can only cry because she misses her mother who is gone" cried Mr. Setya.

Spontaneous all the students in the class were silent. But Sheila who heard that felt so sad because what Mr. Setya said there was a point.

When Sheila misses her mother she can only cry. When there was a problem Sheila could only cry. There is a father but it feels very different. Fathers tend to be indifferent and inattentive.

"I'm sorry Mr. Sheila because I have made you an example so that your friends can think" said Mr. Setya who saw Sheila grieving and began wiping her tears.

"It's okay sir, I just remember my mother" Sheila said.

Flashback Off

Feeling not wanting to think too much about this Sheila tried to get up again and forget everything. Sheila tried to put her life back together. After graduating from school, Sheila will probably work first to raise money.

Although she graduated, Sheila still often went to school to take care of the files there.

"Oiya Sheila here's a little money. You can join SMPTN (State College Entrance Network)," said Kak Bagus who is Sheila's upperclassman while offering some red money sheets.

"Is that really true, brother? Thank you very much, sister" asked Sheila who was still in disbelief.

"Truly, this is take," said Good again.

"Thank you again, sister" said Sheila.

Sheila still does not believe that she will follow SMPTN. Finally without wasting this opportunity Sheila immediately enrolled herself into one of the State Colleges.