My Shoes My Love

24. It's Falling Down the Stairs

"Isn't that Agam and Vanes? So it's true what Eca said to the other friends," murmured Sheila while rubbing her chest.

This time Sheila was actually looking with her own eyes. The man she loved so much betrayed Sheila again. Sheila was in disbelief that Agam had indeed done such a thing.

But what he saw this time was true. Sheila's eyes began to tear at their togetherness. Agam and Vanes who began to realize that Sheila was watching the two of them immediately moved away.

"Sheila," said Agam who began to keep his distance from Vanes.

"Why Gam?" asked Vanes who linked the two halis because Agam suddenly just away from him.

Early in the morning, Agam and Vanes arrived. They had breakfast together in the cafeteria.

"It was Sheila who saw both of us" replied Agam.

"Where? There ain't, either" said Vanes.

"That's how he saw we were still at the gate."

"Oh, you're used to it, and you've broken up too, right?" timpal Vanes doesn't seem to care.

"Yes, we broke up, but I don't feel good" Agam said.

No more words came out of Vanes' mouth. She doesn't care about Sheila's feelings. According to him, the most important thing right now is that he can have Agam completely.

While in class, Sheila remembers the incident as she saw Agam and Vanes. His heart really hurt when he saw the two of them.

"You really have Gam," murmured Sheila.

Sheila felt sorry for giving Agam a second chance. Had Sheila not given that chance again it might not have been this painful.

A few days passed, but the pain was still there. Like a gaping wound the pain still feels sore. I want Sheila to go far but I don't know.

At Sheila's house trying to throw away all the memories of Agam. Including photos of the two of them during the photo box at that time. With tears Sheila was forced to burn photos of the two of them.

"Maybe this way I'll be able to forget you Gam" Sheila said.

Today is Sunday, according to Sheila's plan to meet her mother when the holidays arrive. Maybe by seeing mom she'll forget her troubles. Sheila wakes up early so she can catch the train early.

Along the way Sheila only listened to melow songs. Her memory seemed to return when Sheila was still with Agam. His picture may have been reduced to ashes, but their memories will never be lost from his memory.

Nearly an hour and a half later Sheila was on the train, the station Sheila was heading to. Arriving there Sheila's journey continued by riding ojeg to get home faster.

It took only an hour for Sheila to finally arrive at her grandmother's house.

"Mother" Sheila said at home.

"Eh Sheila, why not tell the mother first," said Dewi who was surprised by the sudden arrival of her son.

"At that time, my mother said that I had a holiday, I could follow" Sheila said.

"Oiya mom completely forgot. Let's go in we'll eat, you'll be hungry, right?" invite the Goddess who does understand if after a long trip we will definitely feel hungry.

"Mom knows it" Sheila said as she rushed in.

The Goddess and Sheila immediately rushed inside the house. The Goddess immediately prepared the cooking that had been rampant earlier. Mera.sa Sheila's rumbling immediately devoured her food.

Although only a simple menu but Sheila was happy. Actually the Goddess still felt pain but she did not show it in front of Sheila.

"Oiya grandma where's mom?" sheila asked who had just remembered that she had not seen him since.

"Grandmother is studying son, so it has not come home," replied Dewi.

"Why don't you eat?" sheila asked who linked the two halis.

Suddenly his head felt dizzy.

"Mother to room first son," said the Goddess who left Sheila at the dinner table.

"Yes ma'am."

Moments later after Sheila finished her meal, she immediately rushed to her mother's room. Sheila slowly opened the door to her room.

tock.tok..

"Mom!" call Sheila from outside the room.

"Look son," said the Goddess from inside the room.

"Mother why? Is mom still sick?" sheila asked who was surprised to see her mother lying down.

"Ah mom is okay son, mom is just a little dizzy. That's why I want to rest" replied the Goddess with eyes that looked so pale.

"But mother looks so pale, let me massage ya ma'am," said Sheila who kneeled her mother's hands and feet while lying down.

Actually the Goddess felt so weak. But in front of Sheila he wants to look fine. The day began towards night the condition of the Goddess actually worsened.

"How is the state of the Goddess continues to deteriorate," said Widuri with eyes that began to glaze over.

"I'll call the doctor ma'am" said Bambang who immediately pulled out his flat object.

A few moments later came a doctor who immediately checked the state of the Goddess.

"The patient is okay" said the doctor who examined him.

After being prescribed the doctor immediately left. Sheila felt sad when she saw her mother look so pale. Sometimes there was fear that Sheila felt.

The next day Sheila asked permission not to go to school because she wanted to take care of her mother. Early in the morning Sheila had already fed her mother.

"Oiya son, I want to take a bath" said Dewi after finishing her meal.

"Mom, but I cook water first" said Sheila, who immediately rushed to cook water.

A few minutes later Sheila immediately bathed her mother in the bathroom. After the bath, Sheila combed her mother's long hair. I don't know why it feels so sad when combing her mother's hair.

While combing her hair, no words came out of her mother's mouth.

"Please give health to my mother" murmured inner Sheila expectantly.

After that Sheila immediately took her mother to the mattress in the living room to rest. Sheila was resting in her mother's room.

Feeling tired from almost a day of looking after and taking care of her mother Sheila finally fell asleep. But when Sheila fell asleep outside sounded so rowdy.

"What's the matter, Grandma?" sheila asked who immediately came out of her room.

"Your mother son, your mother." - lirih, Grandma Widuri.

"Mom why grandma?" ask Sheila again.

"Your mother is gone" said Widuri as she let out her unbearable tears.

"What's impossible, just finished taking a bath and eating. Then she said she wanted to rest in bed. I must have just fallen asleep" said Sheila, who still does not believe.

"Patient child, your mother is gone," added Widuri who seemed unbearable.