
My mother does not love me. My mother never loved me. Mama just loves Aiden. Mama never wanted me, Mama would be happy if I left her life. Let me. Let me go forever...
Ailee continued to speak with her little heart. She was so sick when she was yelled at by her mother. Where did her mother who was warm, gentle, and never spoke rudely go?
The boy continued to run, whether to go where he himself was not necessarily direction. For sure he must be away from the mother so that the mother is not angry anymore and happy because nothing bothers Aiden.
"Oh, I'm sorry, dear aunt" exclaimed someone who accidentally collided with Ailee until the boy fell. His knee was bleeding from the asphalt. He stood up and ran back.
The hospital is still too close, Opa or Oma will soon meet him if he is still silent. Many ways after getting out of the hospital, he was confused about where to go.
"Ailee.." cried someone calling his name. He turned to the street where a car stopped in front of him. None other than Sarah and her family who were going to visit Aiden.
"Why alone? Where's Papa with your Mama?" ask Sarah. He got out of the car and approached Ailee who was standing on the sidewalk.
"May I go to Aunty's house? I don't want to go home, Aunty." said Ailee, she clenched Sarah's feet tightly.
"Aunty wants to see Aiden first yes, then Aunty will come home. Come see Brother Aiden first?"
Sarah doesn't know what's going on with Ailee until the boy leaves alone in the city. And suddenly Ailee cried bitterly. He could not bear to see it.
"Ailee, why are you crying?"
"Cup.cup...What was? Yehudah yuk went home to Aunty Sarah..."
"Take to get into the car just so that no one sees it" exclaimed Sarag's husband from inside the car.
The woman then took Ailee by the hand and invited her into the car.
"Why are you crying, Ailee?" kimmy asked as Ailee sat next to him.
"No papa. Hm, can I sleep in your house?"
"Would you sleep in my house? Yeyyy finally got her too. Well, then you can sleep in my room. I'll lend you my new toys" said Kimmy. Ailee was not sad.
"Aunty.." exclaimed Ailee, she drew near to Sarah who was sitting next to her husband.
"What's the matter, baby?"
"Don't tell Papa or Mama that Ailee's going to Aunty Sarah's?"
"Why indeed? What's the matter exactly?" sarah asked in wonder.
"Don't ask too many questions. Papa said the person who asked a lot was short life," said Ailee who was able to silence Sarah's mouth.
The woman grumbled in her heart, Aksa and her children were equally annoying.
*****
Brakk!
Aiden's treatment room door opened violently making Aza and Aiden tiptoe in shock.
"Hubby..."
"Don't pretend to worry about her! Satisfied you got him hurt? He's gone now and I don't know where he's going yet!"
"Hubby, I'm sorry..." Aza lowered her head not daring to look at the wrathful husband. Her tears began to fall.
"Are you not supposed to be happy? Then why are you crying? Ailee's gone, she won't make you angry again. He's not gonna get Aiden to play again, and Aiden is gonna get well soon. Isn't that Miss Aza?" aksa said with great emphasis. He lifted his wife's chin so that she would look at him.
"I was wrong please forgive me, Hubby..."
"I'll look for him" cried Aza. He took his bag out of the room. But darling, Aksa quickly held him back.
"Where are you going? Look at Aiden lying down, can't you leave him for a second? You don't even want to go home for three days. Ailee you always ignore! He tried to get your attention but you remained indifferent and more concerned about Aiden." Aksa's voice grew even higher making Aza tremble in fear. His cry was increasingly breaking down making the originally silent room become rowdy.
"Aiden is sick, he needs more attention. I don't mean to ignore Ailee, I love her so much, Hubby.." Aza said.
"I know Aiden is sick, but that doesn't mean you're forgetting Ailee. He needs you, too, Za."
"Enough!" Aksa kept his wife from speaking again. He's tired of everything. His feelings are not good, his men have not told him.
"Mah...Uh..."
"Yes baby..." Aza immediately approached Aiden when the boy called out to him. "So is sick? Wanna drink?"
"Look! How freaking you were when Aiden called you! How different you are from Ailee. Hearing the news he's gone and is much more important than anything but you're quiet not budging!" sindir Aksa's. Smooth yet so pierced the recesses of Aza's heart.
"Yes, Hubby. Keep blaming me, I'm a bad mom. I am always wrong in your eyes! But you need to remember this, that I never set them apart."
Aksa rubbed her face violently. He massaged his temple for a moment before leaving the room. Various things raged in his mind. He sat for a moment in the waiting chair, covering his face with both hands while thinking about the place Ailee might be at.
Suddenly his phone vibrated. A message came in from Sarah she received. Too lazy to open it, the woman must have been just joking like before. But, Sarah again sent some messages even he also called Aksa. Lazily, Aksa raised him. Her mood instantly improved when Sarah said that Ailee was with her. Not waiting long, he immediately drove the car to Sarah's house.
*****
Ailee stood behind Sarah as the woman was talking to someone behind the phone. She was suspicious of the pregnant woman, afraid that Sarah would tell her whereabouts. Sarah's voice was not clear, she whispered until Ailee did not understand what was being discussed. Ailee pulls Sarah from behind.
"Allahu Akbar!" Sarah was surprised to find no one in front of her. He became goosebumps, in his house there was a ghost who was very happy to pull the strings.
"Come down Aunty, Ailee here" Ailee said.
Sarah looked down, she grimaced Ailee was there. "Ishh, you're Aunty's son."
"Who are you talking to? Not with Papa, Mama, Opa, or Oma, right?" asked Ailee probing, she folded her hands on her chest. It's like a cop interviewing someone for an investigation.
"Kepo is a child. Come to Kimmy's room, you take a shower first and put on Kimmy's clothes first yes," asked Sarah who intended to distract the child.
"Just look if Aunty says it to my family."
"What would you do if Aunty told them?" challenge Sarah.
Ailee smiled at the devil while pointing at Sarah's distended stomach. "If Aunty were to say, the baby grandpa here would take it and take it as far as possible."
"Astauge, what a little pinter kid who ngancemnya." Sarah is not out of thought with Ailee, I don't know where to learn until Ailee can think like that.