
Sarah stopped her bike again on the lonely road. He was still panicking with Aza's attitude. Aza looks pale and sweat on her forehead is also a lot.
"Aza, what's wrong with you?" ask Sarah again. He was about to get off his bike but Aza still hugged him tightly so that he could not struggle.
"I'm afraid it's happening again. I lost the man I loved at the red light." This time Aza answered him, but he even sniffled.
Tin-tin-tin!
The car horn is heard again. But this time it's Aksa's car horn. The man pulled over his car when he saw someone he knew.
"Za, what's wrong with you?" Aksa was very panicked when she saw Aza crying. The woman got off the motor and hugged Aksa's body.
"I am afraid.." lirih Aza in Aksa's arms.
Aksa was confused, he returned the embrace of the woman who was trembling from crying. Swiping his head, trying to give it some calm.
"Aza was suddenly frightened when we stopped at the red light, sir!" exclaim Sarah.
From Sarah's explanation, Aksa already understood. The woman must have been traumatized by the incident where Aksa hit Aza and her lover from behind. Aksa is getting more guilty.
"Go in, Sa. Poor Aza," cried Devano from inside the car.
Aksa nodded, "Let Aza with me, you go first" he told Sarah. The woman continued her journey again.
Aksa and Aza were sitting in the back, while Devano was driving the car. The woman was calmer than before but had yet to let go of her embrace.
During their time with Aza, the woman did look frightened when they stopped at the red light. Just squeezing and closing his eyes until the light was green. And now Aksa found the answer. A little traumatized! The woman was more afraid when driving on a motorcycle.
"I'm sorry, Za," Aksa said.
"We'll go to the doctor later, so that your trauma is gone."
Aza just kept quiet, her crying subsided. He is comfortable when hugging Aksa. The woman found her own medicine.
"No need, it will also disappear over time. I just remembered him earlier," said Aza with a faint smile.
"Would you like to visit him? I'll take you later."
"Could indeed? You're not angry?"
"Of course I can. Why should I be angry? I'm not gonna ask you to erase the memory of her even though we're getting married. I'll let you still love Reyfan."
"thank you. Sorry if I can't forget the love and memories of her, I will try to open my heart to you" said Aza. Yes, the woman should be able to open her heart to Aksa who will soon be her husband. Although it looks difficult, but Aza will try it.
"I will make you fall in love with me too, Za," Aksa's inner self.
"Za, my embrace is comfortable until it doesn't come off?" whispered Aksa teasing. They're almost at Sanjaya Group but the hug is still attached.
Aza realized, he immediately took off his embrace and became his own misbehavior. When the car comes to a halt, he gets off and walks first leaving Aksa and Devano.
"It's funny how your woman is" Devano chirped when he saw Aza covering her face with her bag so that other employees wouldn't recognize her. Otherwise, he would definitely be the topic of gossip because he had left for the office with the President.
Aksa smiled, "Find the best psychiatrist for Aza, I want the trauma to go away."
"Okayie!"
*****
The documents piled up next to Aza's computer. The woman was massaging her temples, not yet starting, but she was tired.
"Hufffttt.." a long sigh before starting his work.
"Your work is a lot, too, Za. Mine today is even a little bit," said Sarah.
Aza just smiled faintly hearing it. His friend always was. If the work is a lot, he ceaselessly mengedumel. But, if the work is a little, he is confused, Sarah is funny.
"Dihhh, don't want to. I want to fall asleep if it's done all, quite at least two hours later also finished this job."
"So confused, it's a bargain that doesn't want to." Aza shook her head looking annoyed at the friend who was wearing a maroon-colored blouse.
*****
Arriving at the workspace, Aksa fell silent on the sofa and faced in the direction. Staring at the buildings beside her towering. His hands were holding his chin up, the music in the room was lit up slowly. The sad song sounds obvious.
Chequelek
The door of the room is wide open. Enter a woman who is wearing a navy dress with high-bound hair. The woman stepped slowly towards the pensive man.
"Hi, why daydream?" tanya Tania while hugging Aksa from behind.
Aksa looked at who was the one who embraced it. "Don't touch me!" Aksa took off the hand that was coiled around her body.
"Just hug the doang why can't it!" cebik Tania's. The woman folded her hands on her chest and sat herself beside Aksa.
"Don't be like a child, Tania."
"You always do that anyway! Who doesn't try!"
Aksa didn't bully him, he passed away to his desk. Continuing the job is better than serving the woman. Tania was getting upset, she was always ignored.
"Honey, you're my boyfriend. Please, don't ignore me!"
"Then we just break up!" Aksa's words immediately made Tania stand up and approach him.
"What do you mean!" Tania screamed, both her hands pounding against Aksa's desk.
"I don't love you, that's why I always ignore you. I consider you my brother, Tan."
"Argghhhhh! I don't want to break up, I love you, sister!" Tania threw all the items that had been neatly arranged on Aksa's desk. Her tears dripping down her cheeks, the woman inched to the floor.
Aksa approached him, he calmed the woman down and hugged her. Tania quivered, her cries getting broken. He really loves Aksa and does not want to break up.
"Listen to me..."
"Even if we maintain this relationship, there you will always be hurt for loving alone. Really, I can't repay your love" said Aksa.
"You bad boy! I hate.I hate...." Tania kept beating Aksa's chest and the man accepted. He was able to accept Tania's treatment because he deserved it. He's a bad guy who has hurt a woman's heart.
"Aksa, soon there's a schedule of prewedding photos. Immediately leave your work," said Devano who suddenly entered Aksa's room.
Devano was surprised to see Tania and Aksa sitting on the floor with Tania unsightly condition because the makeup on her face faded.
"Hhhh, there's a demon!" chirps Devano, but Tania's not interested in discussing that. He remembered Devano's words.
"What do you mean prewedding photos? Who wants to get married?"
Tania looked at Aksa, "You want to get married? And that's why you decided on me? Answerbbb!!!" Again, Tania yelled making Aksa flinch.
"I'm sorry..."
Platkk!!!
Tania's hand landed on Aksa's cheek, the man did not refuse. He accepted all of Tania's behavior, allowing her body to become an outpouring of resentment as well as her heartache.
"You know that love can't be forced? Please understand. We can still be together even without any ties, I'm still Aksa who you always make friends for shopping, going to the salon, and others."
Tania fell silent digesting Aksa's long words. The pain continues to spread.