My Past Stories

30. Forgive

One morning on the street near my house. I was pushing Adara's pram with Azka following me, I saw a white car stop right in front of my house. The figure of a man I knew very well came down from the car carrying a boy about a year and a half old, followed by a black-haired woman on her back.

I was surprised, but a moment later I threw away that feeling and smiled as the man smiled at me. Azka shouted while running towards her.

"Pipe !" The screech spread out his hands. Dillah immediately gave the child to Elisha.

"Azka darling. Kangen cheeks !" Reply Dillah slightly shouted welcoming his first son. I kissed Azka's face and hugged her tightly.

Elisha asked me to shake hands and he spat on me. "How are you ?" His question to me was stale, but in his eyes I saw the sincerity that emanated.

"Thank you I am good. How are you doing ? And this, surely Abidzar huh ? It's big." My leg pinched the boy's cheek.

"Yes, it's mbak !"

"How are you, brother ?" I asked Dillah while kissing Dillah's hand. "Good Des."

"Let's go in !"

Me, Dillah, and Elisha went inside immediately. They were welcomed by my mother and my father. But not with Alva and Rini who look rather indifferent with the arrival of Dillah and Elisha.

"Va, Rin !" My tempest.

"Sorry, the arrival of Dillah with Elisha here makes you shocked. But Dillah wants to see Azka as well as Laluna !" Said to us.

I could not forbid him to come, for from the beginning I never forbade him unless he came with Elisha. But why now he was so brave to bring Elisha here.

"Yes Des, ma'am, sir, sis. Sorry if I came here. I just want to apologize to Desi as well as all of you for my actions. I actually-gener nyesel same what I do mbak Desi !"

I looked at Elisha who was sincerely apologizing to me. My mother and father nodded while smiling at me.

"Hm.. Don't talk about it anymore, I've missed everything. Most importantly now, you have to live happily without having a third person again !" Dillah looked at me. "I'm just asking the same you guys never forget Azka the same Adara who is also your biological son brother. Although you did not have time to come, surely you can spare your time to make a phone call Azka just ask her news !"

"I'm sorry Des. Brother instead of missing Azka there Laluna, but yesterday sister still worried about Elisha."

I nodded in agreement. I understand Dillah's difficult position when it comes to choosing between a son or a wife.

"Yes mbak. From now on, I'll come here often for the same Azka jengukin Then-Then

"Adara. Call me Adara !" Cut me when Elisha will call Adara with Laluna.

"Yes, it's mbak !" Elisha nodded his head.

"Also Dillah's coming here, want this love for you. Two more weeks Dillah will deregulate Dillah's relationship with Elisha to a legally and religiously valid marriage. Hopefully father, mother, Alva, Rini same you Des, can come. Yes, even though I may not deserve you guys. Also, I would like to have Azka stay for a month at my house !"

(deg))

I was very surprised at the intentions of Dillah and Elisha who were going to have their wedding. But, yes, no matter how I can't prevent him from being happy.

My father took the invitation and read it. "May God love happiness for both of you. So the sakinah family, mawaddah, warrohmah."

"Aamiin. thanks sir !" Elisha smiled at my father.

"Ask her Azka, what do you want !" this time Alva who touched with his upset face that had just listened with Rini.

"Va !" Again I rebuked the Alva who looked emotional.

"Ngapain the lo is still being kind to him, while he who makes you a widow !"

"Darling !" Snap Rini to him.

Alva went into her room, she still did not accept Dillah's treatment of me last time.

"Sorry Alva yes !" My mother told Dillah and Elisha. "Get-father mom." Elisa Sahut.

I asked Azka, but Azka asked me back. I nodded and Azka agreed. I smiled at Azka.

"Mimi ain't coming ?" Ask him plain. "Mimi in the same house Adara yes, later Mimi followed Azka if Pipi with Mama Elisha married !"

"That's Azka's dedek too huh Mi ?" I'm nodding. "Yes. It was Azka's grandfather too, his name was Abidzar. Azka must love the same Grandpa Abidzar !"

Azka nodded while jumping in excitement because she had two sisters.

"Udah done. Here's the bag !" I put my bags on Azka.

I drove Azka to Dillah's car. And tell him not to be naughty.

After they left, I just sat in front of the tv. My brain forced me to remember the wonderful events with Dillah while I was still with her. Without my tears, I took the river in my cheeks. I sobbed, remembering how much it hurt to betrayal.

"Astaghfirullah haladzim." I said as I came to my senses and immediately wiped off my tears.

I went to the bathroom to take ablution to perform my delayed dzuhur prayer. I complained to the creator about my heart returning to pain.

Calm. I felt a little calmer after I poured everything on God. Until Rini brought Adara back to me after she invited him to play at April's house.

"Don't think too much. God has the best love for you in the future !" Her words stroked my cheeks pouring out her affection for me.

"Ga ko's. I just can't stand my kids !" My elak to Rini.

"Lo can't lie to me, you want to hide until you smell the stench also Des !"

I just smiled wryly at Rini. He knew very well about me because not only did he know me for two days, it was 10 years when I went to high school.

"Peace your heart. Sorry with sincerity. Lupain is all about him. That's all you have to do !"

"Gue's really sorry about him or Elisha ko Rin. Stay at peace with my heart that still can't. I haven't completely moved on from this situation. You know, it's not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. It took a hard struggle after a few years I lived both lives the same as him !"

Rini confirmed my words. But for him still I have to move on immediately so that I do not just cry over my present fate. Rini said, I can only think of my future happiness with my two angels by my side. That's enough. Thank goodness I can get a replacement for Dillah soon. Said.

Hadeh !! Still vividly remembered the betrayal in front of my eyes, yes I was as fast as it could move on ? It is impossible !!