My Past Stories

29. Expires

Five months later, I heard about Elisha giving birth. Even though Dillah visits every month, I never want to talk to him.

The day that the moment that I wait, can I go back to building my household that I consider to be outs ?

Tonight Dillah came after a week ago Elisha gave birth. He hugged me, his longing for me, a little happiness and hope in my heart that I would be able to be with Dillah again.

He tried to control me tonight, but I rejected him, but he insisted. I don't know if I can still serve him or not after these few months we don't greet each other and split the house. I don't know.

In the morning, Dillah said goodbye to me after he was satisfied to play with Azka also gave Azka rights to me.

Previously Dillah, me, my father and mother also deliberated about how my relationship and Dillah. But Dillah's answer was so piercing, he replied that he could not leave Elisha. Finally I decided to take care of my divorce papers with Dillah. Even though Dillah had previously refused for various reasons, but I still insisted on continuing my intentions.

Short story.

Now that my status is over the horn, divorce papers have been prepared and soon my status as a widow is just waiting for the decision of the judge. Dillah and I both agreed on the agreement submitted by Dillah's lawyer.

I am the one who must accept the money for Azka and must not prevent Dillah or the family from meeting and bringing Azka to stay. Do you think I'm a cruel mother ? Without Dillah having to give me a letter of agreement I wouldn't have done that to her.

Because the fact is that Dillah is the real father of my son Azka Alrasya Hasan.

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"I'm sorry about Desi's mistake ma'am, well, sis, mas. Adek here !" I hugged Dillah's sister who was now growing up.

"Sir. adek can you do it sometime here ?"

I nodded with a smile. "You're still brother."

I'm back hugging the whole Dillah family. I kissed Dillah's palm one last time and also hugged her tightly.

"Thank you Des, make your love and affection to your sister all this time. Sorry brother and sister hope you have no grudge same sister !"

"Desi ga vengeance same sister. Desi apologized for all the mistakes of my brother. Desi also thank you very much to all who have been my brother to Desi, Desi will never forget it all. Desi also apologized to my brother so far can not be a good wife for my sister." My heart at him tried to smile as wide as possible to show my firmness. And out of nowhere I got such wise words, but I would love to curse him at this time.

"Thank you. Sister promises every month sister will come to nengokin Azka and love the cost of boay Azka needs."

I just nodded. "Jaudah, everybody, Desi's coming home. Kasian Rini is afraid to bother Azka with Alesha !"

Me, my father, my mother Alva got into my car that Alva was driving. Dillah and her family also went straight home.

Free without the burden of any mind, it feels like my heart feels very happy. I just think about Azka's education later, also how my life in the future like what. But clearly now I must be able to use my savings to start a small business so that I can live my son's life just my way.

In the first and second months, Dillah always came to see his son who began to enter Kindergarten. He financed the needs of Azka from the small to the big. And it did not escape Elisha's supervision.

Even if Dillah doesn't help me, my savings are enough for him, because the total reaches almost 40 million. Enough to finance school and Azka's life for the next three years. Thought me.

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Three months have passed. There are many new stories I have here. Haru, happy even sad I've experienced. Starting from the second pregnancy April, the departure of Bunga for eternity and make Antoni was in a wheelchair for a month due to an accident he experienced with Bunga also news about me who turned out to be pregnant for four months.

I don't know what I am wrong with God ?

Five months later I gave birth. This news reached the ears of Dillah who had never come since the third month we divorced. Dillah came to my house and asked about the child I bear. I admit that he was the son of Dillah the last time we had a husband and wife relationship at my house at the time.

Dillah cried regretfully, why did this happen to her. A petite and beautiful-faced daughter was born from my womb, and ill-fated without the figure of a father accompanying her. Even he was born without a father figure that he had to admit.

My mind is crying, wanting to scream, but I can't. I cry and cry in silence.

I have so much as my life, God. Is my sin this great to Thee that Thou hast given me this great suffering.

If there were no father, mother, Alva, Rini and all my friends who strengthen, maybe I would have gone crazy from being too stressed thinking about my little daughter.

Before Dillah left, he told me to give my daughter Laluna Adara Mauriska's name. I agree, even though your status is divorced, but biologically Dillah is my daughter's biological father. Although he later could not admit it even when my daughter married he could not inherit it, but I still consider Dillah to be the real father of my daughter. And it was all allowed by my family.

My parents-in-law, I still think of him as my parents. They were crying and sad to see my daughter. "Don't cry ma'am, yeah."

"I'm sorry mom, Des, sorry mom and dad."

"So ma'am, this is God's destiny of Desi. You don't want to, accept that Desi has to go through everything." I cried in my mother-in-law's arms. No, my ex-mother-in-law.

Ah.. No ! They are my second parents, forever my parents.

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Now. My daughter's age is two months. It's getting bigger than ever. I can accept my situation which has been outlined by God.

I must be strong, I must rise. For the sake of my daughter's son, for the lives of my two little angels.

**Azka Alrasya Hasan

Laluna Adara Mauriska**

Only the two of them are the encouragement of my life, and only for them am I alive. I started to take care of my heart and my life. In the future, I leave everything to the Almighty God.

Thank God for giving me the life you have created the best you can. Thank you for the life lessons I had to learn. Thank you so much for bringing two little angels you trusted and entrusted to me.