MY MAID

WHY

This morning the Imam persuaded me to have breakfast but I had no taste for food at all, the Imam brought me roomy food and continued to persuade me, but I ate only a little.

"Dek pardon mas yes, later let Rumi mas find a contract, adek do not think much later even sick"

"I don't think about a lot of things and I just think about one thing, I still don't think about why I did this to me"

"I'm sorry deck, please don't make me feel more guilty"

"Want I should how to mas, make mas become the happiest man by giving up marriage mas?

I don't know if my heart still hurts, maybe I'm still unstable, sometimes I choose to hold my chest mengikhlaskan this situation, but on the one hand I want to be selfish only mas Imam mine, but still the situation can not be changed mas Imam is not entirely mine anymore.

Nothing has changed from the Imam, he remains tenderly loving and considerate as always, but considering that he has slept with another woman it is very tight in my chest, I have not been able to mengikhlaskanya.

I was a little sobbing because considering that the Imam is not mine, the Imam hugged me, this time I was really tired and needed a backrest, so I just let my head lean on the front of the field.

"Why mas mas could do this, it feels like I really can't do this, what if I didn't know it indirectly at that time, mas will also keep this hidden, it's true, when, until when?

"Dek, believe me adek it's the best wife mas, mas is actually also looking for the right time to be honest equally adek, but adek already know it first. Mas actually regretted the actions of this mas, but all had already been decked out, Mas thought if the time was right would be sincere and meridhoi mas married again, Mas thought if the time was right would be sincere and meridhoi mas married again, because adek himself also knows the reward of a sincerely polygamous wife will be reciprocated with heaven"

"Don't use merit and heaven as reasons, this isn't the only way to heaven. There's still so much we can do to find merit, we just hurt each other like this"

"When can I survive, if I can't divorce her why not divorce me now? I think it'll be better"

"Don't talk like that deck, there's no way mas will divorce you, later in the afternoon Rumi will move house, so adek do not mind more, mas will also be more often here, later in the afternoon,I'll find a new assistant"

"Good mas it should be so late in the afternoon he has to move, I do not want the house that I built with great difficulty is even used tasty with others, I do not want to move, later I want to change all the furniture of the house, I do not want my house dirty scattered former mas same Rumi, then there will be a new maid of marriage also not papa"

"Dek, don't be that"

"Give up mas I'm tired, because I want to spend the night on the beach, later we pick up Ayesa first and continue to go directly to the beach

"Yes ready to be ready first what needs to be brought, we will be three or four days there how the deck"

"May mas, very tired it feels, hopefully later after from there can be more fresh"

"Yes already deck mas down yes want to book a hotel first"

"Yes mas"

At first glance I saw the Imam as approaching Rumi's room, ah let him say goodbye first, I deliberately asked the Imam to leave so that Rumi was moving himself later.

I no longer want to call him Ma'am, even mention his name already. Who told me to destroy my trust, even though all this time if I need anything I always help, if his family needs money I also help but I never thought this was the reason.

Maybe because my condition is less fit, just packing things feels very tired.

I went downstairs to get a drink. Samar I heard Rumi sulking with a tone made, disgusted I heard it, just let me know how he felt.

"But right mas, I'm not pregnant again this cooking mas could let me transfer myself?

"You know how else the deck, besides just bring clothes, later can be helped lift the same taxi driver"

"Or if not I move tomorrow aja deh mas, you guys will have 3 days off so mass Asiyah will not know if I go tomorrow"

"It still can not be deck soon there is a new maid who guards this house because later in the afternoon there will be someone who delivers home furniture to replace all the furniture in this house"

"This gas is really unfair cook old wives invited on vacation while young wives are left tired of moving"

After that I no longer know what they are talking about because I went back to the room. In my heart a little smile could be teasing the woman, I deliberately asked the distant brother whom I used to call budhe Rus to help with homework and so my trust began this afternoon as well, because I'm sure he's still reluctant to leave this house.

Let's know he can't play with me.