MY MAID

ACKNOWLEDGMENT

"How long have I been a fool in this house?

Yes even though I still can't stand it I have to be strong, I convinced myself and here we are three before Ayesa comes home, even though it hurts I want to hear firsthand how far they betray me

"Are my braids, that you have so much heart to betray me"

"I'm sorry baby, there's really nothing less than you, you're a strong woman and I'm so grateful to have a wife like you"

I looked at Madam Rumi she just looked down, no matter what kind of woman she was, in front of me she was really an innocent and innocent village woman, the simple appearance is very simple but in front of me I do not know if behind me what it is to make the Imam willing to betray me.

"But I'm not adulterous with her deck, I avoided her so we chose to marry the series this year, I'm sorry"

"You are not adulterous but have the heart to betray and hurt your wife mas, do you think it's a deed that God likes"

Deadly I tried not to cry in front of him I was a weak woman who easily cried but somehow there was an impulse that convinced me that I had to be strong.

"Even if I never wanted this to happen, baby, I don't know where to go"

"Don't be a hypocrite, none of this will happen if you don't want it"

Yes I remember that event I was really happy because I felt Mas Imam really wanted me, I still remember clearly even mas Imam often can't wait until we finally checked in at the hotel near the store until we became a regular subscription to the hotel Karna for a few weeks almost every the day we went there, apparently not entirely I who mas Imam wanted, apparently I was just his lamp.

My defense really collapsed I could no longer hold back my tears.

"Dec is okay? just stop the story, baby, I'm sorry"

"Continue, there's nothing else you're hiding from me even if it's just a little thing"

Yes I must be strong, although I am sick I will listen to the claimant to the extent to which they have fun behind me when I fight tired struggling with various cake batter, I do not think it really sad my fate, I do not think, while struggling for a better future, my husband enjoyed his day in bed

another female.

"You remember the deck when there was a big company that invited us to work with our cake shop, for two weeks the company ordered a cake with a small amount and gave the conditions you have to make, that's when I was really frustrated, I was really frustrated, every time I wanted and came to you to the store but you did not have time, even though I really have been changed ubun deck, but, it's been a few days and my desire has not been channeled maybe you think it trivial but I'm not lying somehow my desire really peaked, I came home with a mess, that's when I saw Rumi at home she made me drink and eat as usual, I really couldn't bear to not touch her deck but I still knew the limit, she said, but maybe because my sanity was lost I immediately offered him to marry me the series that day, Rumi initially refused but I said to prevent zina even though it was limited to zina eyes she finally wanted, Rumi did not want to, and that afternoon I was looking for a ruler to marry us off, again I'm sorry I didn't mean deck to betray you, I was stupidly blinded by lust but really I couldn't avoid that time"

Oh Lord I did not expect this pain, I hit my chest that felt really tight, wanted me to scream as loud as possible, I glanced at the glance of the Imam sobbing tears, tears, I can't stand God I can't really break the table as hard as I can and then swing past them, I want to be alone, I want to, I must climb the stairs and go to the room I did not ignore the call to persuade mas Imam now haiku has died, I only reply to him to immediately pick Ayesa up, yes only Ayesa my current strength . I must be strong for her sake for the sake of my daughter for the sake of my daughter's future, I take ablution water and pray to just calm my heart, I pour out everything I feel on my prayer mat, I don't know how long I've been crying for sure my heart feels more relieved, I have to think about what steps I should take in front of him.