MY MAID

Imam pov

My life is like an egg on the tip of the horn now.And this is all because my juniors who often struggle can not be compromised, I really can not think what to do now. I don't know why I myself just ruin the perfection in my life, why did not think so far finally now I myself affected.

Who does not know a Imam Irawan a man who is famous and rich, well but that was my image first, now do not ask again, I was dizzy because I had to support my young wife, I was so happy, to divorce her was impossible because she was pregnant with my son and again it felt like I had started to love her even though her nature was much different from my wife Asiyah.

Plus my mother who continues to blaspheme and scold me, my head seems to break thinking about this problem, since I know I do not have what mother so sensitive to me, so very sensitive to me, blame whatever I did, but as I remember when I introduced Rumi as my second wife my mother did not forbid me she actually liked that Rumi I stayed over because someone cooked and helped clean the house she said.

During the day when from the mother's house, Asiyah chose to go home to her parents, Ayesa seemed to understand that our family was not okay, just fine, he just kept fussing and calling his mother we finally picked Asiyah up at her parents' house.

Arriving at home after Asiyah put Ayesa to sleep how surprised I was when she asked to end this household well, I was of course very surprised, let alone think to talk it was very difficult, it was very difficult, finally I just chose to be quiet, until the next day I remained silent.

Today my schedule is Rumi's contract, I'm actually not excited to go anywhere but I still have to go, until Rumi's contract was I choose just a drop.

"mas this is why the hell from earlier kok lemes really do not look like that spirit"

"how do you want the spirit of the deck, last night Asiyah asked for a divorce"

"yes, I'm not divorced, but there's also me and our son"

"it's not as easy as that deck, mas already 8 years with him is not that easy to part and love you both it feels can not if you have to lose one of them"

"maybe the one who loves his treasure, right?"

"dek don't talk like that"

"my grandfather was poor but now I feel I need Asiyah more than I need her money"

"mas believe I can be the only wife who is best for you, we can start all from the beginning for a better future life, we can open a business and manage it together later"

"are you sure your deck will be faithful even though I've fallen poor?"

"of course I do, do I look like a female matre?"

"it's not so deck, in fact no matter how much money I give you always spent"

"it's fitting mas Imam has a lot of money if you don't have money yes I must save it mas, just look I was eating only fried tempeh dishes padahalkan I am pregnant your son mas, you know, you are not, do you feel sorry for our child? let's just accept it if it's mbak Asiyah asking for divorce, and do not forget to demand the distribution of the gono ginininya property"

" i'm sorry deck, I'm sorry, sorry for everything, sorry also because I will still maintain my household with Asiyah"

My conversation with Rumi notya lightened the burden of my mind but it actually made my head dizzy, his mind was always not far from the money, yes he said he would start all over, from the beginning, but I'm sure once the money from the gini division runs out he'll come back on his nature might even ask for a divorce from me. What I'm guessing is that he's actually used to living a hard life first, but why do I always demand a lot of treasure. The end of this bad nature is really more visible when I have no money.

Ah I am still confused how to make Asiyah not be suing for divorce, if I finally have to choose yes even though it is heavy but I will choose Asiyah but Asiyah seems to have gotten used to it without me, obviously the easy thing from him, beautiful women attract Sholehah and success of course without me he will not lose anything, yaaa stupid me it feels like I have wasted diamond by stone times.

Maybe tomorrow I should go to my parents-in-law's house, considering that my conversation with my mother-in-law was not finished, I should apologize sincerely to them, he said, yes hopefully they can still forgive him and support Asiyah to maintain her household.