MY MAID

Undecided

Ayesa has been hospitalized for a week.

After going through several checks now the condition is better, maybe tomorrow or the day after may go home but still have to be monitored.

Actually from yesterday Ayesa was not at home and asked to go home but I was afraid of anything that happened outside the direct supervision of the doctor.

Every day I wait for my son in the hospital, during the day alternating my parents and in-laws also often come here.

While the night Mas Imam accompanied, but if by day he went somewhere, maybe met his new wife. During this time he said he would settle his affairs with Rumi and gather additional evidence about Rumi's crimes.

Kemaren said Mas Imam he intended to report Rumi to the police. I was deliberately silent, not supporting or obstructing, let me see later whether he was really serious with his words or just calm me down.

Regarding my divorce with Mas Imam I do not know what it will be like, I will think about it later how, notoh the court has not given a court invitation.

I still hesitate to make a decision because a few days ago Mas Imam actually tested the drug he found into the laboratory and the results made me stunned instantly. I still remember that time Mas Imam came in a very haste and gave me the sealed envelope.

"Decry see what I'm carrying." He handed me a red envelope with the official logo of a hospital in my area.

"Amplop what is it? hospital bills?"

"Not Deck, try Adek bukak and see for yourself the results, Adek still remember who then Mas said wanted to go to the laboratory, well this is the result Deck, Mas really-not unexpected."

I opened the envelope, in the description written the content in the powder bottle, honestly I was also surprised to see the results but I tried to be ordinary.

"Ah lest it's been engineered Mas let me believe in you and finally you managed to restore your good name."

"Oath by Allah the Deck is the original result, so deliberately not to Cook the envelope let you believe, just heard the statement from his doctor because he already knows the results yesterday."

"Or do you not test it is not a sample of the drug that is yesterday? who knows if he's changing the medicine."

"Yes Allah Dek amas has indeed been much wrong with Adek but whatever little there is no more trust for Mas."

"Yes out how else Mas, lying for big things like yesterday only Mas can do it let alone just lying for small things like this."

"Just the same Mas, most also original Mas seneng because so there is alesan for Rumi's marriage."

"But really you know Dek pantesan Mas kemaren it really feels really strange it feels really passionate so sampe Mas kemaren nyamperin adek ketoko we continue to rent a hotel, pas has seen the adek innan want to be directly unspeakable because it can not stand anymore if you have to wait until home."

"That's the alesan anyway kemaren will not love Mas."

"Hemmzz bega ya Dek, deh Dek do not talk like that, Mas would want Adek to take responsibility."

"Idiihhhhh there ask your young wife Mas males so much me, even make keinget continue to be more hurt, deh,"

"Yes-iya Dek sorry, I'm sorry, continue Adek also already know the alesannya why Mas sampe ngelakuin it, means do not need to be divorced ya Dek, Dek, Adek retracts his divorce lawsuit." The Imam whined like a little boy asking his mother for candy, I was satisfied to see it.

"Hemmm I think again Mas, who knows later Mas kumat again do meyak like it keeps saying khilaf again will I not want to be helped many times."

"Astagfirullah not Dek, have a wife 1 like adek aja already more than everything, yes Deck pull yes, pleaseeeee."

It was funny to remember the expression begging the Imam at that time, now I am so confused about what to do, on the one hand I feel happy because what Mas Imam did at that time was not on the basis of his wishes alone yes right said Mas Imam is still good he did not commit adultery, he did not commit adultery, but on the other hand the wounds of my heart are still not healed, although there is a reason but if you imagine what they are doing my heart still hurts, it is very tight my chest.

I haven't told anyone about this, I haven't told anyone about Ayesa's illness, including my mother and family. Maybe tomorrow I'll ask mom for a solution on what to do. Now let me focus on taking care of Ayesa so that today she is stable so that tomorrow she can go home.

"Bun dad where the hell Bun hasn't come by yet?" ayesa's question awakened my daydream.

"Oh, I'm having some business, son, do you want something or something?"

"Don't want what the hell Bun, want to be together with the same father and mother, Yesa really seneng every mallem is cemented by the father of the same mother even though Yesa must be sick first but Yesa seneng."

The plain words of my son made my chest tight instantly, ahh forgive your parents this son we are indeed selfish parents, now the more worried my decision to divorce with mas Imam.

"Pardon Mommy yes son, may Ayesa quickly healthy and recover again so that we can gather the same again at home." I don't feel my tears flowing saying that to my son, as a parent I feel like I failed to take care of him.