MY MAID

For Ayesa

Tonight I called the hospital ambulance to pick me up and Ayesa because the heat never subsided, her body also shivered. Actually it was from the afternoon I would take him to the hospital but Ayesa was rebellious and kekeh wanted to sleep at home while waiting for her father he said, now she was too weak to refuse, and unfortunately I can't drive a car so I have to wait for the ambulance to come, this time I invite budhe Ris to come to the hospital I need a friend while waiting for my father's mother to come.

Until Ayesa hospital went straight into the ICU room, her body was shivering and even saw convulsions, Oh my God I was so afraid what happened with her.

Me and Budhe Ris waited outside and could only pray. As soon as I saw my mother coming I immediately rushed to her arms and cried shedding all the tightness in her chest, what other trials this is why all came in tubers, tubi, I thought that this kind of life only existed on FTV or in novel dinovels but in fact I experienced it myself, God chose me to test how strong my faith was I don't know when I would pass this test of life.

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I was explaining what happened to Ayesa when the door opened.

"How do I doc my son's condition."

"It's quiet now, thank goodness I was quick to bring him here a little late maybe it will not survive because the shock will be dangerous if left too long, I gave him a medicine injection and now he's resting, but he keeps mentioning his father Mom if his father can come wait too."

"But my son's doc, why don't you, Doc?"

"No ma'am just the heat is too high so it causes seizures plus the condition of the mother's child who has not fully recovered so his body is still vulnerable."

"Okay doc, can I come in?"

"Please ma'am, but only one person can."

"Okay, doctor, thank you very much"

I immediately sent a message to the Imam, although I actually did not want to but Ayesa was in need of her father right now. Because the one who waits can only be one person so only me who enters my family will all stay but wait outside.

I looked at my little princess's face, saw her cheeks getting thinner, I occasionally wiped her head and kissed her forehead. I'm sorry your mother, son. Not feel my tears just flow, I feel failed to be an old man, Ayesa looks very skinny maybe actually she was a lot of thoughts as when I caught her diary in her sleep even seemed not calm, he said, again forgive your mother, son.

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"Can I go on deck?"

"Please mas but because only one person can wait so I'll come out."

"Okay the deck later you're the one who accompanied him to sleep I just want to see the situation first."

I haven't told my parents everything yet and now I think it's a good time for them to find out. I told him all the details and nothing was missed, including what caused Ayesa's illness and my divorce hearing tomorrow.

"Astaghfirullohaladzim mom really did not think that Rumi's slick son."

Many times the mother beristighfar because of the astonishment with Rumi's behavior, the father also looks shocked.

"It's good that I have to do it."

"Indeed Rumi was really imprisoned not yet son."

"Wata mas Imam he's already buk but I don't know for sure, actually I'm already steady tomorrow also has the first trial of our divorce but I'm still heavy in Ayesa buk."

"Nak notya ibuk defend the Imam but it is true that it is not entirely wrong Imam ibuk only pity to see Ayesa let alone his condition is still vulnerable like this he is still very small to share the sadness of separation."

"I also think so buk but my selfish side sometimes want to win, then just think again that the Imam has come out I went in first ya buk, who knows Ayesa will need me."

"Yes, son."

I went through the Imam's body without reprimanding him, in Ayesa still asleep. I sat down and read the Qur'an to be calmer.

I couldn't sleep at all, only it had been slightly closed when sitting on Ayesa's bedside.

In my tahajud prayer I kept chanting the prayer of healing for my son, I shed everything I felt in my bow, faintly I heard Ayesa say "Dad don't go", after I approached him he was still sleeping and delirious in his sleep, I became more worried, I looked back at the invitation envelope in my bag.

I don't know if I am a gamang of my decision, many told me to divorce the Imam let alone these starry readers but that's my weakness, I can't see my son suffering like this, I can't see my son suffering like this, I was so weak that sometimes others could easily use me.

This morning I was supposed to attend the hearing, but after I prayed this morning I contacted my lawyer to postpone it first, even if it cannot be postponed I asked for help to revoke it first.

In my prayer the result is more inclined to keep my household than to have to part with mas Imam, mother seems also more supportive if our family remains intact, I of course muffle my selfishness for Ayesa yes just for Ayesa's sake I did, I can't bear to hear the roar in her sleep that always called her father's name.

But I'm not gonna drop this divorce suit just for the sake of. Later I will meet the Imam to provide conditions if our household wants to remain intact.

Bismillah O Allah may my decision to survive is not wrong, I just want to grant my son's wish.