MY LOVER'S STUDENT

twenty-five

A few minutes later, Mr. Alfin was still silent not answering my call. Sudden silent learning atmosphere. It's free to stare at a piece of paper if the heart and mind always fail to focus. That nosy idea has made Mr. Alfin look jealous.

"Sir Alfin, come sit down here," call me.

He only glanced at a glance then looked back at the phone screen without saying anything. Suddenly confused because this first time I saw him jealous. His coldness made me feel uneasy myself.

"Don't be asked like this, sir. Add no to this," confided.

"Fani, you know what? What did I come here for? There is no interest whatsoever other than being a maths tutor" he said with a serious look.

I was silent for a moment. Curse yourself who is sorry has made the atmosphere become chaotic.

"So the one who called... "

I want to explain all the things that cause misunderstandings. My words stopped when I heard someone's footsteps. Looking to the side, my mother came to us. Failed to make my attempt to talk about that the person who called was just Viki. Not cheating.

My heart kept shaking as my mother looked at the math package book and the sheet of paper on the wooden square table. I pretended to focus on doing it by rewriting the matter on the paper.

"How, sir, did you learn?" mother asked while sitting on the edge of the gazebo.

"It's still working on the problem, Bun." I answered the question first before Mr. Alfin told me how I behaved.

"Still working on the matter, Auntie," said Mr. Alfin confirming my remarks.

I opened my eyes while smiling with relief.

Then eat a snack for a short break.

"Yes, it was soon resolved. Mr. Alfin was usually only an hour. So seriously learn it." Mother again advises.

"Ready Mother, Honey. Pray that your daughter can be as good as Mr. Alfin yes," I said as I glanced at the only man in this place.

They both laughed small. My feeling gradually relieved as soon as I saw Mr. Alfin's face so sweet with a warm smile. Shortly after, the mother left after the sound of a bell from outside.

I looked back at the man. He looked back at me too. I smile when we look like this.

"So I just wanted to make it clear that...."

My speech stopped because Mr. Alfin suddenly cut off the conversation.

"If you don't want to do it, we'll just end today's tutoring" he threatened not to mess around.

"How do you know the PR?" reply me with a sad expression.

"You didn't want to get serious about doing it. Just rewrite about. When's it finished?"

I lowered my face while biting under my lips. Sometimes I want to ask, why is this brain so hard to swallow mathematical formulas? Long before I knew Mr. Alfin, I didn't like this lesson for a long time.

"Don't say fail to focus again. Learning with anyone if you want to be serious and can focus will also not be this late," he added again.

I was silent again. Is it possible because Mr. Alfin is jealous so suddenly sensitive like this? I don't know.

"Yes, sir. If Mr. Alfin is usually only an hour, it's okay. It's been an hour. I don't feel good about being this ngrepotin. Sorry yes, sir. Next time, won't you teach me to be here again?" I said full of requests.

"If the story is like this again better be alone and you can find another tutor" he threatened again.

What Mr. Alfin said made my heart suddenly sad. I immediately wiped the tears with my fingertips. Then turned to the side in embarrassment if Mr. Alfin saw me suddenly wanting to cry.

"You cry first what does PR work first?" the god while approaching the sitting position.

My eyes still glazed over holding back the sad and upset as well as the shame together. I saw the man holding back a laugh while watching the sheets of paper and the matter in the package book.

"Please, there is at least something you can do in the first lesson today," he said.

The tension on his face was beginning to subside. I nodded in response. This time trying hard to be able to concentrate fully on the problems that Mr. Alfin gave. Listen carefully to the material he returns to explain. Direct your eyes to sheets of paper and books at the same time. Again, a big question mark came up, I want to know the reason why lately he only considers me as a student. Not even a chance to talk as a lover.

When I wanted to ask about feelings, I recalled the threat from him. This time I was in his control. Can't dwell let alone fight as usual.

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