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"It can be repeated, sir, this formula." I pointed to the origin of the example of number five.
"Unable to understand which part?" asked Mr. Alfin with a glance.
I was silent for a moment. Actually the whole thing that has been explained, I don't understand at all. Disease fails to focus when faced directly seems to have been very severe and difficult to cure. Doubtfully replied, I chose to smile hoping that he would understand himself.
"Learning mathematics must immediately jump in the questions. I made one of the exact same problems with this one," he said, taking a blank paper to write about.
I round my eyes. Staring at Mr. Alfin with a little annoyance. Instead of re-explaining, he actually gave a problem that felt more burdensome. How can I do it, I thought. Quickly, he handed the paper to me. Without speaking, that look of an eye implied that I should work on it immediately.
I can't relax because my mom and dad don't leave the room. I can't focus because Mr. Alfin is too professional even though he's out of school. I don't understand because this lesson to me is so complicated and confusing. Put all my attention on that piece of paper that has made my head a little dizzy. I don't know what possessed Mr. Alfin suddenly had the heart to write two questions that could not necessarily be answered properly.
Scroll dad's face, he's still staring at me. So too with mom. Mr. Alfin seemed busy with his hape. Two minutes passed, I was only able to copy the two matters in the task book. Just that extent.
"It's over?" Mr. Alfin asked with a curious face. I purposely closed with my hands as he peeked a little.
"In a moment," I replied with a shy smile.
The phone sounded. I stood up and got the phone on the porch. A little relieved when the supervisor of the room was one person.
"Dad has to go to the office. There is a sudden need" my father told us.
I cheer cheer cheerfully in my heart. The feeling was so calm and peaceful that I didn't sit on the couch anymore. I need a comfortable situation in my studies. Being watched like that for me is not an effective way. I took the car keys and went to the office. Now there is a mother watching in this room.
"Bun, I'm going to the kitchen for a second. Mr. Alfin seems to be thirsty" I said as I stood up.
"You study here only, let the mother take a drink," the mother attentively.
Mother immediately went to the kitchen. I leaned back on the sofa while looking at Mr. Alfin with a laugh. The man sitting in front suddenly took out a taskbook on the table. A moment later, he shook his head slowly as soon as he realized there was not a single matter I could answer.
"Two minutes ago just rewrote about?" ask him with a face full of astonishment.
"I was just asked the formula because I don't understand, why is it even given about, anyway?" grumbling.
The pure white-faced man seemed to let out a tired sigh. He rubbed the sweat on his forehead which started to get wet. Leaning his back on the sofa, Mr. Alfin opened the phone like he was replying to a message. Hearing the footsteps of the mother began to approach, I hurried back to sit sweetly and put on a face full of concentration.
Mother came with two glasses of cold drinks along with snacks and fresh fruits are now on the table.
"Please, sir," said the mother kindly.
"Yes, Auntie, thank you."
"Bun. Mr. Alfin said that being watched like that felt awkward and uncomfortable. I'm learning. Really. Permission to study in the gazebo outside yes," said I was forced to find an excuse.
I put on a face full of supplications. While Mr. Alfin was looking at me sharply. I held back laughter hoping that mother this time would be pleased to understand.
"Yes, really learn. Mr. Alfin, please make sure my son wants to learn. Somehow since long ago he always had trouble with math lessons," confided mother by looking at me between annoyance and pity.
"Yes, Auntie," replied Mr. Alfin with a smile.
A moment later, the mother passed away from before us. I say thank you very quietly in front of Mr. Alfin. The man seemed to be holding back in annoyance. I read the books with great enthusiasm. Then take her to the garden next to the house. Do not forget to bring food and put in a wooden gazebo. The cool afternoon air makes the feeling comfortable.
"When did you dare lie to your mother?" asked Alfin as he walked over. His voice sounded full of emphasis.
He was still standing in front of the gazebo, while I sat on the edge while arranging books and food as treats.
"It's hard to think about it, sir, if you're being watched.
Besides, when I called, why did Mr. Alfin say he was still in the cafe? Both lie dong," I reply while holding a smile.
"Why tell your mom I'm uncomfortable? Look out for you, yes" he threatened while grunting.
I laughed again.
"If I said I was uncomfortable myself, you wouldn't believe me. But if the reason is Mr. Alfin, you must understand" I explained.
"Yes already. Do your duty again" he commanded, sitting next to you cross-legged.
"Sir, can you be honest?" my many.
Mr. Alfin stared curiously.
"Why?"
"I don't understand yet" I said with honesty.
"So I explained in class this morning, a few minutes ago I explained over and over again, why don't you understand?" ask him by raising both eyebrows.
Now it's my turn to be upset. I just realized, my lover is really insensitive.
Seriate.
Need criticism and advice for improvement.