My Love That's Not In Restui

Chapters. 81. Turning Point

The days of the Sitah lived with sincerity and gratitude. Now he diligently followed the tauziyah and the mosque study near his rented. Once a week he went to the assembly where Gadingpun always present there.

"Allhamdulillah, it turns out that you are diligent to also go here Sitah. May our sins be forgiven by God. Aamiin," Ivory immediately ended the line of prayers he had made for Sitah as well as himself with the word Aamin. So did Sitah, nervously and misbehaviorally guarantee Ivory prayer.

Working in a single division and meeting frequently at the ta'lim assembly each week brought Ivory and Sitah's relationship closer.

Sitah often to the office by bringing food for Ivory, as well as Ivory who always helps Sitah who is still not experienced in marketing.

"You feel comfortable just Sitah working in this division, because this is not your field, you are studying in the department of secretary. If there is a difficulty you can ask me," said Ivory when they eat bagged in one table.

"Yes, I'm glad I learned something new. I'm grateful that Mr. Soko decided to cut me off in the marketing department. If I were still a secretary to Mr. Soko maybe I would continue to be uncomfortable with him. He will also be disturbed by my presence, eventually work becomes uncomfortable. In addition, I was also afraid that Mother Reni would constantly be suspicious of me, surely her days were not calm.

Why I didn't think that far, yes, I'm really sorry, I feel ashamed and disgusted to remember what I did"

"he.he.he.the name is also regret, surely the coming later if the first name is registration, he said!"

Ivory chimed while laughing, Sitahpun also chuckled at Ivory's words. Ivory did not tire-his boss advised the preacher, so that he did not need to regret and lament what happened. Because the bitter past teaches us lessons so that we mature and mature.

People who have made a mistake to cause a great sin and fatal in him will always be careful and vigilant in living life because they do not want to repeat the mistake again. Different from people whose path is always smooth without obstacles, he is often careless and not careful and it could be that it will make him wretched or do Fatal mistakes that are bad for others and also himself.

While they were having a crisp conversation, Mr. Soko passed by several division managers, apparently they would eat together.

When he accidentally met with Mr. Soko, Sitah tried to smile kindly, but Mr. Soko just threw his gaze in another direction. He won't see the face of Kitah.

"It seems that Mr. Soko has not been able to forgive me, sometimes I am always chased by guilt. The time at the hospital Mr. Soko has not forgiven me"

Letah tell his heavy burden to Ivory.

"You go to the house, you take care of the wife, ask her to apologize to her husband. Usually the man's heart will always soften in front of the woman he loves"

Ivory gave Advice to Sitah while ending lunch today. This afternoon after work, Sitah was escorted by Ivory to Mr. Soko's house. Ivory is driving faster than usual. Hope that Sitah can meet Reni's mother first, so that she can speak kindly from heart to heart.

Arriving at Reni's mother's house, both are very grateful because according to security guard information. Mr. Soko hasn't come home yet. Ivory waited at the security guard's post while Sitah was escorted by an assistant to continue his steps towards the rich woman's dining room, the security guard had contacted Reni's mother and according to him he was waiting for her in the dining room.

"Assallamu Allaikum mother," Sapa Sitah, approached the mother, greeted her and sat down right in front of her.

"Wa allaikum salam, let's sit down, how you are, son, you must always be positive, that in every bitter experience we experience there must be wisdom in it. Now you have not realized but one day you will realize that everything will be beautiful in time.

With great and endless guilt. Sitah expressed the intention of his arrival, hoping for forgiveness from Mr. Soko from the bottom of his heart. So that his journey to the door of repentance is given smoothness, without any obstacles that make him return to the past that is jahiliyah.

"Keep managing yourself for the better, mother pray that you quickly get a man who will accept you as you are, mother pray, a man who is able to become a priest in your household in order to guide you to become a devout woman who obeys God to get the best way to her paradise.

"Assallamu allaikum, there's a guest apparently"

Mr. Soko came to say hello and greet his guest who he did not know because he sat behind him.

"Wa allaikum sallam father, this is Satah he came to expect your apology so that his journey to the door of repentance can be launched,"

Mother Reni immediately rose and stood up to welcome the arrival of her beloved man. Kissing the back of his hand with reverence. Mr. Soko also kissed his forehead and looked at him with a twinkle full of love. Afterwards, Reni told her the intention of the arrival of her guests who had never been invited.

"Still want to perform again you Sitah, you better just go home. After I called Gilang and talked to him we agreed, there's no apology for a woman like you"

"mass...."

Mother Reni patted her husband's shoulder gently, trying to calm him down.

"This time I'm serious sir, I've been converted, I realize the deeper we try to hurt others, the result is not the person I hurt who was destroyed but rather I myself who was destroyed, I realize that sir," said Sitah as he sobbed.

"You don't have to say much, anything you say won't change my mind, there's no apology for an illegitimate child like you born from the womb of a comforting woman"

Like the sound of lightning in the middle of the room, Mr. Soko's words have made his heart tremble, is it really what Mr. Soko said if he was an illegitimate child and his mother a comforting woman.

"Sir.bapak do not arbitrarily slander me"

Left behind his defense holding back tears, with a trembling voice, Sitah tried to say a string of defense sentences that Mr. Soko's words were wrong about his past.

Without a few words and with a smile mocking Mr. Soko tell the past Tarni in detail without anyone left behind, because indeed he is a living witness to the past of Tarni, who knows all his secrets.

"Sir Giman was your stepfather, he saved Tarni's mother from great disgrace, he was a good father and very dear to you. He was also a good husband to your mother. But unfortunately you never appreciate the hard work of his struggle. You are just busy with your evil plans that unknowingly have a heart that is always hurt and neglected. Hopefully now Mr. Giman is happy with the path of life he chose.

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