My Love That's Not In Restui

Chapters. 17. Current Conditions Refined

It's been a few months now gone. Gilang has gone through various ways to find it. I don't know how many tens or even hundreds of detectives are paid to look for the existence of Sekar. The last news Sekar dumped into a garbage truck that dumped his garbage into the final disposal. But all the landfills all over the province have been searched for, but the results are nil.

Days changed until the moon also changed, the spirit of Gilang decreased, a sense of despair has now enveloped his heart. His thin body, beard and fine hairs on his face are now starting to grow. Some corporate cooperation tenders failed, the company lost hundreds of billions.

Mother Reni began to panic, none of her advice to Gilang was heard. In fact, Gilang had only been lying confined to his room for a week since one of his hired men reported that Mr. Hadi moved his domicile to another province, after returning from adventure for days.

"Be aware Gilang, thousands of your employees are threatened by GHG, the company continues to suffer losses. Why only because of the village women you can fall in such a way. What women are more valuable than companies and employees or more valuable than mothers," said Reni's mother, her tears kept dripping, her lips quivering, she sobbed.

"It should be Gilang who asked the mother. Why would you want to kidnap Sekar, what if Sekar had a tragic fate, what if Sekar did not survive. How his parents feel. What mother did not think, what if the fate that befell Sekar was befalling me as well. Or maybe the mother does not care, the mother raised and loved me so that I can continue to lead the company that you are proud of. If I can't lead the company or not according to your wishes, maybe you've dumped me since I was a useless child.

At that instant Gilang's cry broke, his body was shaken, his lips moved quickly, his right hand held his temple firmly. His heart has now been broken. Search after search for Sekar did not produce results at all. He only met Sekar often in his dreams. Now Sekar is in a new, foreign place. Gilang always tried to approach Sekar, he missed wanting to hug her, but Sekar always stayed away and said "we better be apart. Because your mother will never approve of us. Farewell is the best way for '" Sekar said in his dream.

Gilang had been sick for a week, he refused to be taken to the hospital, only to stay in his room while mourning the departure of Sekar. While the company is threatened by Bangkut. A lot of work doesn't work out. In this condition, Mother Reni also began to panic. On the other hand he had to take care of Gilang his only son who was physically and heart-ache. And even worse, Gilang always blamed Reni's mother for her actions to kidnap Sekar. Gilang is really down, as well as companies that have been pioneered for decades. Today employees protest demanding salaries that have been three months unpaid

In the midst of his heart, Mother Reni slowly began to realize, if she really approved of Gilang's relationship with Sekar. Perhaps now they have married and are enjoying the days of the newlyweds. Gilang certainly is actively working to advance the company, for the sake of his future to meet the needs of his wife and children later. In a happy state, someone will be able to produce brilliant ideas, a surefire strategy in increasing company assets.

"Why do I realize now, Sekar is the source of Gilang's happiness, without Sekar by his side, Gilang is completely slumped. Sekar can not help handle the company because of limited education and knowledge. But he can support Gilang by giving Gilang the spirit throughout the day and throughout the life of their marriage, "inwardly mother Reni.

Mother Reni began to realize the happiness of Gilang is something that is very valuable, even more valuable than anything and anyone and the happiness of Gilang is Sekar. Mother Reni just realized, why all this time she was busy thinking about getting rid of Sekar, even though that became a source of happiness for her son and indirectly will have a good impact on the company.

Finally mother Reni also intervened to find out the existence of Sekar by hiring a reliable detective accompanied by sophisticated equipment. While the detectives struggled to find the existence of Sekar, Mother Reni returned to the office to solve all the problems that surrounded the company. With the hard work of Mother Reni, one by one the problems in the office were resolved. Employees whose salaries are delayed are immediately paid by injection of funds from the deposit money owned by Reni's mother. While some companies canceled cooperation, one by one began to return. It is all thanks to the hard work of Mother Reni who exerts all her energy and mind.

"Gilaaaang..wake up Gilaaaang!!" mother Reni shouted hysterically as she ran closer to Gilang's body, fumbling and shaking it, but there was no reaction at all. He touched his neck to feel his pulse, still there but felt very weak. Some of the household assistants who heard her screams ran into Gilang's room, some checked her body, some tried to lift her up.

"Let's quickly prepare the car we bring Mr. Gilang to the hospital shouted one of the workers who was immediately heard by the driver of Reni's mother who had just arrived. Gilangpun's body was lifted by two assistants and assisted by security guards on duty this morning. After Gilang's body entered and was laid in the car seat, Reni's mother also entered the car accompanying the child with a swollen face. His hands clasped Gilang's cold hands, he looked at his son's face that looked increasingly pale, he sobbed, regretting all that he had done.

"Please forgive mother dear.hu.hu.." however much she regrets her actions will not be able to turn back the time. Maybe Mother Reni will cancel all her plans, which are fatal, the person she wants to keep her life happy in her version is the one who feels the most pain for her actions.

"Mom, we have arrived, we will lift Mr. Gilang. An assistant ran to the IGD and she returned with two sisters who pulled the gurney towards the car where Gilang was lying weak. They also lifted and laid Gilang's body on top of the gurney. While two sisters immediately pulled the gurney towards the IGD to do further handling.

While Reni's mother followed from behind with a helpless limp body, she occasionally wiped the wet corners of her eyes using tissue.

It has been half an hour since the doctor. Mother Reni and a few assistants waited with thumping chests. Not long after the doctor who handled Gilang came out and told if Gilang had been aware, but his condition was still weak due to severe dehydration. In addition, it has also been a few days Gilang only eat a few bribes, he always refused to be bribed.

Mother Reni immediately went to see Gilang in the room where Gilang was treated by a doctor wearing a hospital uniform. Now in front of him lies a weak child who is always fought to always get happiness, no matter how. But because of his actions, his heart is now helpless.

"For what mother brought me to the hospital, free mother!!. My physical pain may be healed, but the pain in my heart will remain, why not let my mother die, because life is useless, only prolonging my torment and sorrow, because Sekar cannot return.

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