My Love That's Not In Restui

Chapters. 77. Feel Guilty

This morning the air was very cold, the sky looked cloudy. Mr. Soko is ready to go to work, he goes to the dinner shirt to enjoy breakfast.

"Mas, about what happened to Sitah yeah, last night I saw her staggering out of the hall. It feels like you're worried, afraid of something happening to him"

Since last night Reni's mother had trouble sleeping, her heart was agitated fearing something happened to Sitah who came home last night drunk.

"Whatever happens to him, let it be.it is the fruit of his bad deeds"

Mr. Soko continues to move his wife's pete fried rice dishes in front of him. Reni's mother's guilt is slightly reduced to hear her husband's words. Indeed, she should throw away the feeling, she should be grateful for knowing the rotten deeds of Sitah so that at this time her husband does not do something that hurts her.

"For your father, the fried rice made by the mother is very tasty"

Sarah glanced at the fried rice her father was eating. While his hand was busy putting fresh bread that had been smeared with jam into his bekel box.

"If it's good let's eat, I even bring Bekel Bread" said Reni's mother.

"No, my mother, was afraid that her breath would smell like pete" Sarah replied, chuckling.

"Yes how if it's late afternoon, mother make fried rice cake"

Sarah nodded happily. His heart was happy because his mother understood what he wanted. After preparing her provisions, Sarah immediately parted and kissed the hands of her parents. He stepped cheerfully towards the security guard post where the abodement vehicle was waiting for him, ready to deliver him to school.

After letting go of her beloved husband for work, Reni's mother calls Gilang, telling him about how she and her husband had bullied Sitah. It began with the knowledge that Sitah was exchanging drinks Pak Soko with liquor that he brought using a bottle of mineral water. After pranking Sitah mother Reni felt sorry for fear of something happening with Sitah because she came home from work at night in a drunk condition.

Gilang immediately said that he had just met Tarni's mother to report the disaster that occurred to Sitah due to returning home from work in a state of heavy drinking. Where the Kitah has been desecrated by several people and thrown on the side of the road in a state of fainting. Ivory found him as he was mobbed by several road users who stopped.

"Yes my....Gilang, really?...the mother has really sinned, the mother has destroyed the future of Sitah"

Mother Reni sobbed, her voice immediately shook, she was really shocked and felt guilty by the calamity experienced by her husband's secretary because of her and her husband's sobbing.

"Mother should not feel guilty, let her reap the fruits of her own bad deeds. Try to think if only you do not realize the bad deeds of Sitah, maybe now the whole family Reni Baskara Group bears shame because of the viral distribution of the father's scandal with its secretary" said Gilang. Now Gilang's words could not reduce the guilt in his heart.

"Is it possible that the police will arrest the mother as the cause of the disaster" asked the mother.

"Mother calm down, everything will be fine. I've asked the security guard to save the cctv footage when Sitah swaps dad's drink. That would be proof that those who mean evil are the same father. If Gilang is actually very happy and satisfied with the disaster that Satah experienced"

"husss..kamu should not be so, mother knows you are still angry with the deeds of Sitah, but holding a grudge is not good son, you better forgive him and make peace with your heart"

Mother Reni continues to advise her son, so as not to continue to hold anger and resentment that harms himself.

"Gilang did not revenge mother, Gilang also had forgiven Sitah, proof Gilang revoked demands Gilang policed. But sometimes when you remember that vidio. Gilang often feel disgusted with himself, Gilang feel dirty mother, Gilang has been tarnished, sometimes Gilang feels like a cheap man who does not deserve to be husband Sekar"

"You are still holy, son, all happened not because you want to, you are in a state of unconsciousness, believe me Sekar's love for you did not decrease in the least because of the incident"

When Mother Reni was chatting coolly with her beloved son. Suddenly a call came in from Mr. Soko. Reni soon ended a long-distance call with her son, after previously advising Gilang to go to a psychiatrist to cure her trauma.

"Hallo..."

Mr. Soko immediately told about what happened to Sitah and he took his wife to look at his secretary in the hospital. Of course, Reni did not reject it. He's getting ready soon.

Shortly afterwards, the security guard came and delivered a message to the hostess that her husband was waiting in her yard.

"Mas I was nervous, I felt like I had sinned, I should have not drunk enough of that drink yesterday. Not back to work with him by exchanging the drink," said Reni's mother.

"Here dear, do not regret, maybe this is the fate of Sitah who had to pick the fruit that he planted himself.if I am relaxed ajalah"

Mr. Soko spoke casually without any burden. The same with Gilang who was even grateful for the disaster experienced by Sitah. Bunda Reni also recounted Gilang's condition which was traumatized after seeing the viral video of himself and Sitah and he had advised Gilang to go to a psychiatrist.

"We should just pray, hopefully with this event, Sitah is really insaf, he is really penance and not just penance sambel as it has been"

Mr. Soko grabbed his wife's shoulder and hugged her, while the driver, who had worked for Reni's mother for decades and was at the wheel, glanced at the two of them through the rearview mirror, smiling happily.

After about half an hour they were on their way. Eventually they reached the hospital where Sitah was treated.

Ivory welcomed the arrival of his boss by bringing an umbrella for Mr. Soko and his wife because the rain began to spatter and the sky looks blackened.

"Thank you for Ivory"

"Together sir"

Mr. Soko walked with an umbrella given by Ivory. He stepped over while caressing his wife and himself. Ivory followed behind him and let his clothes get soaked by raindrops.

Now they have entered the room of the Sitah. The girl sat in the hospital bed hugging her legs and staring blankly ahead. He was not aware of the arrival of Reni and Soko.

"See how you're doing, son, I'm sorry, Mother!"

Slowly he directed his gaze towards Reni's mother who greeted him just now. He was silent, not knowing what was inside. Her heart. Mother Reni approached and hugged Sitah.

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