MY LOVE AND MY LIFE TAKE AWAY MY TWINS

CHAPTER 34 DON'T FORCE ME TO MARRY FIRST

We also arrived at home. Axel said he went straight home. But before that he kissed my forehead warmly.

" I'll go home, baby. "

" Don't stop by first, baby ??? "

" Don't baby, didn't I just stop by and meet your parents. And now give my regards to them. I'm so tired baby, I want to get some rest. It's okay, right ??? "

" Yes, be careful, baby. "

" Dear, I go home first. "

" Yes dear. "

I went straight into my room, after changing my pajamas and cleaning myself from the remnants of my makeup immediately fell asleep in my bed.

I then thought of Axel who would leave me to study abroad. Unfortunately, I have no desire to study abroad. I'd rather go to college in my own country. It is possible that with me studying in Indonesia, I can provide aspirations and useful for my country.

I would love to be one of the best sons of Indonesian women who contribute to the progress of this country. I know Indonesia is in need of people of choice to build a better country and move forward in every way.

Suddenly the door to my room knocked from outside.

Tok. tok. tok.

" Yes in, " said I.

" Rissa, haven't slept yet, "Mama greeted me.

" Not yet sleepy Ma. "

" So Rissa Dinner was Axel ??? "

" Yes Ma, we are committed to improving our relationship that had stretched this Ma. "

" Yes a pity, Mama appreciates your efforts to keep fighting for and maintaining your relationship. "

" Yes Ma. "

" Rissa, by the way Rissa wants to go to college where ??? "

" The University of Indonesia Ma. "

" Major ???? "

" Economics Management Ma. "

" Yes dear, Mama agrees with this major you took. Hopefully useful and useful for the progress of our company, son. "

" Yes Ma. "

" Dear, sorry this is not the previous Mama want to interfere in your future affairs, but if we just share it is okay, right ???? "

" Yes Ma, please. "

" Dear Nayra, Axel had told Mama that he wanted to marry you before he went to college abroad. "

" Yes Ma, Axel also talked to Nayra and we talked about this earlier. "

" How do you go, son, what did you say ??? "

" But college while married is not forbidden, son. "

" Nayra doesn't want to risk Ma. "

" Risk ???. Meaning what risk is Nak ???? "

" What is it about a marriage can guarantee a long distance relationship can last without the presence of a third person or actor ????. What with marriage can guarantee that our partner abroad will continue to be faithful with all kinds of temptations there ??? "

" But Axel is a good man, son, he can certainly keep his loyalty. "

" Ma, Axel's going to college in America. America and Indonesia are far away. And our culture is very different from that of America. We have an engagement, I think that's more than enough. "

" Why don't you want to study abroad with Axel Nak ??? Mama and Papa never forbade you from going to college there. Because with you studying at one of the campuses there, you will be a great graduate from abroad. ''

" No Ma, Nayra will continue to study in Indonesia. Campus in Indonesia is also no less good with abroad. It's the same Ma. Mama should be proud to have a consistent child for college in her own homeland. "

" Yes my son, Mama is proud if you prefer to study in Indonesia. That way you show that you love your own homeland very much. But what Mama thinks is what if you and Axel are in long distance contact ???? "

" It doesn't matter Ma, I leave everything to God. Isn't it if the soul mate is not going where and will never exchange Ma ???? "

" Yes, baby. "

" Yes Ma, so you don't have to worry. If Axel is Rissa's soul mate, one day we will live together forever. "

" Yes already then dear, Mama just invite Rissa sharing only. At least for Rissa to make the right decision and will not make Rissa regret it someday. "

" Yes Ma, thank you Mama already cares about Nayra. But Nayra asked for help with Mama to tell Papa not to Force Me to Marry Axel First. There will be a time when I will marry Axel Ma. "

" Yes, if it's like that and your decision has been made, Mama can only support you, son. "

" Yes Ma. "

" Yes, son, we are waiting for the decision of the Widodo family and your Papa. May your desire to postpone this marriage be welcomed by the Axel family. "

" Yes Ma, Nayra was sure that the Axel family would understand and agree to Nayra Ma's request. "

" Dear, Mama, hope so dear. "

" Yes Ma. "

" Yes already then, Mama To Mama's room first yes dear. If there's anything don't hesitate to tell the same story Mama yes dear."

" Yes Mama. "

Mom came out of my room, I'm back alone now. I took a photo of my engagement to Axel on my room table. Soon Axel will study abroad, it is not his responsibility to choose America for his place of study. Will Axel be able to keep his heart while he is there, because it will take a long time until he can graduate from college.

I hope my dream of getting married after I finish my education at the University will come true with the man I love. If Axel is my soul mate, hopefully he can keep his heart and love for me. Never does she turn away and tarnish our relationship with another woman. Because I will also be committed to keeping my heart and love just for him.

Kennards...

I will erase that man's name in my heart. Because he's not a good man to me, because there's a lot of cover-ups about him from me. He has no initiative to commit to me. I wish she would disappear from my life, and never be present again in my sight.

From now on I will reorganize my heart and my life. My priority right now is to go to college well, so that I can get satisfactory grades. I want to be a graduate with perfect grades. That way I can help Papa manage his company.

My marriage, I hope someday I can marry my soul mate. If Axel is my soul mate, we will unite in a sacred marriage.