MY LOVE AND MY LIFE TAKE AWAY MY TWINS

CHAPTER 30 KENNARD, NOT AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT !!!!!!

I fell asleep quite fast, until I didn't realize it was late afternoon. I started to open my eyes and started to remember the words of Axel who said Kennard was with other women with affection. I hope Axel sees it wrong or if it's true, hopefully it's just Kennard's friend or brother.

I opened my phone, Kennard didn't try to call me. There's something strange about Kennard, everything about his life and my identity is still a mystery and a puzzle. I'm sure he's not a random man. But why do I feel like she's keeping everything from me even my family ?????. Is it true that he approached me because there are certain intentions ??????.

I started getting ready for my dinner with Axel. I'm wearing a peach color mini dress. But this time I deliberately let my hair down just like that. I have to look beautiful in front of Axel, after all, because he's my fiance.

" Tok Tok tok, "Bi Inah knocked on my door.

" Yes Bi. Just come in, "I answered.

" Non Nayra, Mr. Axel is already waiting downstairs. "

" Yes Bi, just tell me I'll be out soon. "

" Yes Non then. "

" Yes Bi. "

Finally I went downstairs and Axel looked handsome in his black shirt.

" Are you ready, baby ???? "

" Yes, "My answer is short.

" Let's go now, baby. "

" Come. "

In the car, Axel kept looking at me. I'm confused if there's something wrong with my appearance huh ????.

" Why do you keep looking at me ???? Is there something wrong with my appearance ??? "

" Oh no, baby, there's nothing wrong with how you look. You are perfect tonight. I'm just gonna be blown away tonight. "

" It's normal. "

" Really. "

" Yes already thanks. "

Finally we arrived at the usual place where we met. Axel allowed me to sit down and serve me romantically.

" Can I not ask you something ???? "

" Ask what is it ??? "

" Why don't you ever call me baby ???? "

" Oh about that ???? "

" Well, why ???? Do you have no feelings for me anymore ??? "

" It's not like that, you don't misunderstand me. "

" You said to me, if you don't have the same feelings anymore I shouldn't be forced. Don't let me fight for our love. "

" I'm confused. "

" Fuddled why ??? "

" I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Honestly since that incident, when you couldn't recognize me as the real Nayra I already hated you so much. Hates you so much. "

" I know baby, that's the biggest stupidity I've ever done. Therefore didn't I already ask you to even beg you to give me a second chance ??? "

" Yes I know, but that feeling isn't as big as it used to be."

" Is all this because of Kennard ???? "

I was shocked to see Axel's eyes. Because I admit it is true the words that come out of his mouth. I am ashamed to honestly say it.

" I know you're starting to like Kennard, but you have to know the truth that he's not as good as you thought he was. "

" I can't believe I didn't see it with my own eyes. "

" Yes sooner or later you'll know. And in Kennard's guise, the man you love will be exposed. And at that moment you will be truly sorry. "

" I wish what you said would never happen. "

" Let's see later. "

I'm not lusting after dinner tonight. Axel's words deeply touched my feelings. But on the other hand I was also afraid that Axel's words would prove to be true. I don't want to regret having wasted Axel's love just for the sake of my momentary love for Kennard.

Finally our dinner is over and we intend to go home.

Yet........

In the middle of the road to the exit I saw a sight I had not wanted to see. And now I have seen with my own eyes the truth.

For the first time I am truly so sorry !!!!!

Well, I saw Kennard seeming to be holding a lovely lady beside him. I don't know who that woman is, but if you look more carefully, their relationship must be more than just friends.

When I looked at Kennard, he looked awkward but cuckolded. He just looked at me briefly and was nonchalant. I wanted to ask her who she was, but I had to keep my pride. Because Kennard was a nobody to me.

I left her, but honestly I hope Kennard explains to me who that woman is and why she's being indifferent to me.

Is it true that all this time Kennard just wanted to play with my feelings ???? He is indeed a mature man who is ready to foster further relationships. He deserves to be in touch with a woman his age. Not with a girl who just graduated high school like me.

" Now you know who Kennard really is ??? "

" Yes, "I said softly.

" You have to trust me baby, he's not a good man. He just wants to get close to you because there's something. But I don't know what that means. "

" I don't know, I have to ask him directly. "

" Keep your pride, you don't impress being a lowly woman just for her sake. "

" What do you mean ???? "

" Are you willing to lower your pride just for the sake of chasing after a man like him ????. You should know baby, I'm the only man who sincerely loves you. "

" Have it, quickly take me home. I'm lazy to talk about this. "

" Ok, but I hope you soon realize who you love and who loves you sincerely !!!"

" I don't know, let all this flow like running water, "I replied, closing my eyes.

Axel just kept quiet to see my behavior. He seems to be getting tired of facing me.

We finally got home. Before I got out of the car, Axel held my hand.

" I'm not going to force you to believe me, but you have to start being careful of that man. I don't think he's a random person. I will continue to look for evidence so that I can open the eyes of your heart that has been blinded by false love. "

" Yes, "My answer is not passionate.

" Let's take a break, hopefully tomorrow you can be aware of everything that's happened tonight. "

I ignored Axel's words and just walked away.

Arriving in the room I tried to digest the incident tonight. How could Kennard not greet me at all, even if it was just a smile on me. What the hell is going on ????.

Seeing Kennard who looked happy together and holding the beautiful woman, made me feel played with.

It may be true, Kennard, Not As Good As I Thought !!!!!