MY LOVE AND MY LIFE TAKE AWAY MY TWINS

CHAPTER 33 NEW SHEETS AND DIFFICULT CHOICES

Tonight I dress up as pretty as possible, I want to surprise Axel so that he becomes more fascinated with me. Starting tonight I want to open a New Sheet, a new life with my fiancee. I also wanted to apologize to her because I had hurt her, because I had turned away from her.

I wear a satin mini dress and a Nude Lace. To further support my appearance I wear high heels high in gold. I also forgot to wear my beloved bag.

I'm getting ready tonight, just waiting for Axel to come pick me up. I accidentally stare at a photo In my room, yes my duet photo with Axel. We have never taken a picture together in a long time.

Suddenly the door of my room was knocked on by someone.

Tok tok tok.

" Yes, please come in, I replied. "

I was aghast from my seat, because it was Axel who came to my room. I didn't think he'd meet me in my room.

" Axel, "I'm shocked.

" Dear, why are you so surprised. "

" I thought Bi Inah came into my room. "

" I'm sorry, but I miss you so much, baby. That's why I met you here. "

" Oh yeah, "I'm nervous.

" You're so beautiful dear tonight, "Axel stroked my cheeks affectionately.

" Yes thank you. "

Suddenly Axel immediately hugged me very tightly, finally I also returned his embrace.

While still hugging me, Axel asked me one request.

" Can I ask you one request, baby ??? "

" Yes please. "

" I just want you to call me baby again, I miss you calling me with those words.

I was silent for a moment. I admit I haven't called him that long ago.

" Yes, baby, "I answered.

" Good thanks, we're starting from zero again baby, "Axel hugged me back.

" Oh my dear we open a new page of life. "

" Yes, baby, I love you. "

" I love you too baby, " said I.

I'm grateful to finally be able to start opening up a new chapter with Axel. We will both improve our relationship that had stretched.

" Have you prepared ???? Let's go. "

" Yes, come. "

We also went to the usual place where we met "Cafe of Love ". There are so many memories of us.

" Dear, there's something important I want to talk about with you. "

" What's it about, baby ???? "

" About our future. "

" The future ???? "

" Yes dear... "

" What ???? "

" Papa told me to study abroad. "

" What about our relationship ???? "

" There are two options, baby, you come with me to study abroad or you stay here to study here on one condition. "

" What conditions, dear ???? "

" Married to me. "

" Married ???? "

" Well, baby, before I go to college abroad, we have to get married first. From there we will become more and more attached to this sacred relationship. So we will not mess around even though it is related remotely. "

" Can you guarantee to keep our heart and love from a third person or a dear actor ??? "

" Did I have no other choice, dear ???? "

" You mean what, baby ??? "

" I'm sorry that I don't want to marry you, but with the status that we're engaged to me it's enough to commit to each other. I'm not ready to get married right now, baby. Please understand this. "

" But I'm afraid of losing you baby, I love you so much. I want to marry you before I go to college abroad, baby. "

" ...... "

" Why are you quiet, baby. "

" You still can't give me a choice, baby. "

" Believe me, honey, this is the best choice for both of us. "

" But this is a Hard Choice for me, baby. I also have goals that I want to achieve, baby. "

" After marriage you can still go to college baby, I don't demand you to be a housewife. If you want a career, please. You have a right to that too, my dear. "

" I'm sorry baby, I also have a dream to go to college and reach my goals without me having to get married first. Marriage is indeed worship, but in carrying it out is not as easy as the theory. I also had my wedding dreams after I graduated from college. That's it, I don't want to be a successful career woman just married. "

" That means you don't want to marry me baby ???? "

" It's not that I don't want to marry you, baby. I want to marry you but not now. Not for the moment. If you don't want to understand my decision, I'm sorry it means we're not in line. "

" Don't be like that, baby, don't be mad. We just made up, cooked again. "

" That's why you have to understand. "

" I'll think about it again, baby. Let my father meet your father and talk about all this. Later the decision how, let it be their business. "

" I want whatever their decision is, I still don't want to get married before graduating from college. Point !!!! "

" Well, baby, but anyway all those decisions are in our parents' hands. "

" If you keep pushing and don't want to respect my will, I'm sorry I pulled back and broke off our engagement, "I'm standing up and about to leave Axel.

" Dear yes-yes baby, I promise I will try to fulfill your will, "Axel tried to prevent me from leaving.

" You promised ??? "

" Yes, baby, let's continue our dinner tonight. Don't frown, smile dear dong. Pleases... "

" Good thanks, you know me. "

" Yes dear. "

" Where are you going to college, honey ??? "

" American baby ????? "

" America ???? "

" Well, why, baby, is there something wrong ??? "

" No, isn't it the center of America's best universities in the world, baby ??? "

" Dear, why the hell, baby. I doubt my academic ability and IQ, baby. You should also go to college with me there, because you're smarter than me. I'm sure you'll easily get into the best University there with the IQ you have. "

" No dear, I don't have any aspirations to study abroad. Somehow I prefer to stay in Indonesia, my beloved country and my birth. I will be the daughter of a nation that will seek to advance this country even further. "

" Where do you want to go to college, honey ??? "

" Of course at one of the best universities in Indonesia. "

" At the University of Indonesia ???? "

" Yes very dear. "

" What plans to major ??? "

" Faculty of Economics, majoring in Management dear. "

" Dear, we must both learn to learn more about economics and business so that later we can both struggle to take care of our family companies. "

" Yes dear. "

" Yes already, we go home first yuk. We'll have dinner sometime, baby. "

" Yes dear. "

Axel held my hand tightly and left the cafe to go home.